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1860, CAUCASUS

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The Russians are here.
Get ready right away.

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We need to hit the road.

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Get ready.

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Quickly! I said quickly!

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Come on!

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Take these too. Come on!

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Get these ready.

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We'll find a way to come back and take you
as soon as we safely reach Istanbul, Mom.

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Return safely.

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Come on.

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The ones who were left behind
during times of exile,

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the ones who spend their lives
at the window

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waiting for their children
to come back and take them…

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Waiting for someone who's not coming back
may be the root of our greatest suffering.

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ANOTHER SELF

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Ada, who is this?

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Why are you here, Toprak?

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-Answer me. Who is he?
-I said I'm Diyar.

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-I'm talking to Ada.
-I'll do the same, then. Who is he, Ada?

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-Let me get in, please.
-Can we talk, Ada?

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Are you deaf?
She said she wanted to go in.

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-You know what, kid?
-What?

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-What's up?
-Let the adults talk.

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-What if I don't?
-I'll end you!

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-Yeah? Do it!
-I will!

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He's Mr. Zaman's son!

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Zaman's son, huh?

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-Can we talk later?
-Sure.

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Let's do that.

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I knew he had a son,
but he never mentioned him.

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Why was he here?

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Why are you here, Toprak?

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-What happened to the tour?
-It's still on. I excused myself.

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I missed you.

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Toprak, you can't do this.

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You can't just leave
and come back as you please

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and expect me to play along with it.

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What if I stayed?

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What if I became the man you want?
A man who's there for you?

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Why now?

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Why? I thought I was never satisfied
because I always focused on your flaws.

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-Why now, Toprak? Why?
-You're right.

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I never made enough time for you.

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I couldn't get the balance right
between you and my daughter, but I'll try.

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I'll do my best.

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It was never about Flor.

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Nor was it about you making time for me.

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What was it about, then?

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Sometimes spending just an hour
with someone

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can lead to sharing
such meaningful, deep things

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without needing
to spend years with that person.

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You don't feel lonely,

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and there's no need to force yourself

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or make demands.

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It all just happens.

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We never had that, Toprak.

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It's no one's fault.
I couldn't make you feel that way either.

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Let's admit it. It wasn't working.

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We failed.

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The kid isn't just Mr. Zaman's son, is he?

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He's not.

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It hasn't even been a month.

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Was it so hard to wait, Ada?

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Waiting wasn't the hard part.

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It was knowing what I was waiting for
would never come, Toprak.

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I can't even imagine
how Toprak must've felt.

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Something else intrigued me, though.

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The drawing.

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Was it erotic?

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Of all the things I told you,
that's what caught your attention?

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What if it is?

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Plus, I'd like to remind you

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how long it took Ada to get over
the red stilettos she found at Toprak's.

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So don't worry. He'll live.

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Not the same thing, sweetcakes.

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We had been together for years back then.

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-Where's he now? Gone. We broke up.
-It's the same thing, "sweetcakes."

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The guy had just left.

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It's normal that he feels cheated.

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Same thing happened with Selim.
They have feelings, you know.

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When they see the woman they love
with someone else,

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they simply go bonkers.

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They shouldn't have taken her for granted
when she was with them, then.

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Am I wrong, Leyloş?

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Why are you so eager
to defend them anyway?

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Oh, please.

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Here comes the börek, girls.
I'll just put it here.

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-Erdem?
-It's hot.

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You made börek?

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Yeah. I got the recipe from Muko.

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It's good. I hope you like it.

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I'm sure we will.

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But it's almost Mavi's bath time,
you know.

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Right. Don't worry, ma'am.
I'll handle that right away.

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-You do that, honey.
-Enjoy it, girls.

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That's so sweet of you.

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-No problem.
-Thank you so much.

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-He didn't bring any plates.
-This is absurd.

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The guy might as well wear an apron.

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Baby, I was at that man's
beck and call for years.

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You really think
some börek and tea is too much?

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What are you planning to do
about Mr. Zaman?

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Nothing.

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But I can't trust
anything he says anymore.

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The cobbler’s children have no shoes, huh?

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-I'm trying to shut up, but I can't.
-Just stop.

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What about Diyar?

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You two shared something special,
but you simply tossed him aside.

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What about me, Leyla?

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Of course I'm mad at Mr. Zaman and Diyar

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because I feel like I've been deceived!

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Everyone's suddenly an expert
on other people's lives.

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Sort out your own lives first!

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Shots fired!

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You took aim,
and they've hit me straight in the head!

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Tell me, what's wrong with my life?

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You took back the guy you cursed to hell
when you gave birth to Mavi.

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Don't come running back to us crying
when the same stuff happens again.

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-Do you realize I have two kids?
-So it's all fine?

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-It is!
-Stop yelling, for God's sake!

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-Are you cold?
-No, I'm fine.

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Are you sure?

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-I'm fine.
-Your follow-up?

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-It's done. I'm fine.
-Please come to your senses!

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-Did you go? You're lying.
-You have to go.

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-Come on. Let's go.
-Let me go.

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-You know you can't miss your follow-ups!
-I'm not going anywhere.

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Enough! Stop pestering me
so you can forget about your own issues!

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-Is that what you want?
-It is.

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Fine.

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Where are you going?
Where are you going, Ada?

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Somewhere I can't pester you two!

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I thought we had stopped
running from our problems.

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Let her go, for God's sake.
Like I need people policing me!

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-You too?
-I've had it.

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Do you two realize
we're opening in three days?

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Girls!

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Way to go, girls. Bravo!

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-Papa!
-Hey.

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Come here.

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Oh, honey. It's okay.

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It's okay.

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MOM, DAD, ADA

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-Mom?
-Hey, Sevgi.

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I made tea.

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Come on down.
Let's have a cup of tea, you and I.

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I have stuff to tell you.

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Sure, Mom.
You go ahead. I'll be right down.

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-Don't make me wait.
-Okay.

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Hey, Mom.

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Mom?

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-Sevgi…
-Yeah?

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The only photo I have of him.

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I couldn't bring myself to look at it.

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But you deserve to see.

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Is this my dad?

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That's his village.

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His father took that photo.

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After it was taken,
they had to leave their village.

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Aram never wanted to leave.

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Then he started working
at a jewelry store in Istanbul.

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After he died…

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he was buried in his village.

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I've never been there,
but Aram loved that place.

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Do I look like him?

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Your eyes, your smile…

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and your stubbornness.

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It's been agonizing for me.

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I couldn't move on for years.

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Then Halil passed too.

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And you got sick.

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I was scared I'd lose you too,

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so I couldn't say anything.

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I couldn't tell you about it for years.

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Forgive me.

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Oh, Mom.

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Look at me.

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You know the dreams you have
on your wall in your room?

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I want you
to make them all come true, okay?

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See, I'm okay now.

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You don't need to worry about me anymore.

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Go wherever you want to go.

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Do whatever you want to do.

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You only have one life to live too.

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Promise?

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Promise.

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-Hey, Sevgi.
-Yeah, Mom?

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Should I wear red nail polish too?

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Oh, you're so adorable.

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Of course you can wear red nail polish.

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Even red lipstick if you want.

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Is that what you wanted, Mom?

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How about some sleep?

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Sarp?

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Sarp?

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Leyla? Quiet, okay?
I could barely put Mavi to sleep as it is.

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Where's Sarp?

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In his room, doing his English homework.

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He's been very into English
so he can talk to Flor lately.

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What a little Romeo.

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This is all burnt.

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Oh, no. Why did this happen?

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Have you actually been cooking?

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Beans and rice.

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My favorite. And cacık to go with it?

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Of course. I made it with strained yogurt
and fresh mint. Want some?

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How was your day?

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I spent all our money on the tavern.

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If things don't go as planned,
I have no idea what to do.

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If my mom turns out to be right
and I can't make it work--

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Just relax.

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Leyla, you have
that magic touch with everything.

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All right?

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How about we taste the food, huh?

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Let's do that.

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-It's still hot. Be careful.
-I'll be fine.

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Right? It's really good.

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It's amazing.

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Just the right amount of salt.

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Hey, Erdem.

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Maybe we should get you
working in the kitchen.

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How about you get me
working in bed instead?

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You're not getting in bed with me.

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Ever?

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See, you're getting
ahead of yourself already.

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But I've been working hard for weeks
like I'm your geisha.

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Cooking, taking care of the garden,
tending to the kids…

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I'm really desperate here.

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I need a shower.

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Leyla.

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Mom?

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What are you doing here? Come on.

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Come here. Show me how you study English.

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She's fluent in English too.

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11. I'LL CONFESS TO SELIM.
12. I'LL FIND MY DAD'S GRAVE.

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I can't clean up the past

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My hands are dirty

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There's a path ahead of me

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But it's all foggy

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How many times can a heart be shattered

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By falling from the same spot
Over and over again?

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Take it calmly or curse at me

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Beat me up with your love

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I can't clean up the past

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My hands are dirty

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There's a path ahead of me

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But it's all foggy

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How many times can a heart be shattered

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By falling from the same spot
Over and over again?

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Take it calmly or curse at me

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Beat me up with your love

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Here I am, standing before you

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For the sake of the rain, don't say no

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The world would be unbearable

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A life without you, impossible

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Here I am, standing before you

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For the sake of the rain, don't say no

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The world would be unbearable

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A life without you, impossible

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All right. How are you?

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I'm waiting.

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Perhaps an exile,

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and someone left behind because of it.

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Pick someone to represent the wait.

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Please.

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The Masnavi says,

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"The body is but a vessel for the soul,

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but you cannot see the soul."

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"Therefore, judge the soul
by the actions of the body."

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And Einstein once said,

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"Everything is energy,

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and that’s all there is to it."

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When you match the frequency
of the reality you want,

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you cannot help but get that reality.

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Come on in.

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Auntie.

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They won't come back.
Stop waiting for them.

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You're like a mother to me now.

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Let me see you smile for once.

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They'll come back

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and take me with them.

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They just left me here for a while.

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They'll come back.

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They just left me here for a while.

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Look at her.

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Tell them.

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"I see you."

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I see you.

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"I'm just like you."

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I'm just like you.

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I've always been waiting
for my loved ones to return.

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I've always been the one left behind,
the abandoned, the excluded.

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You are not unwanted,

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abandoned,

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or excluded.

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You are just like us.

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Now, during exiles,
because the conditions were very harsh,

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they either left them home by themselves

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or had other families move in
to take care of them.

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But…

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no matter the circumstances,

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the old who were left behind

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waited for the ones who left

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until they died.

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Listen, Toprak.

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You can try planting a sapling

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in the name of your ancestors.

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So they can take root

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and breathe there.

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It'd be even better

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if you visited those lands
to honor your ancestors.

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All right.

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You can stop the expansion
by taking a step.

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Thank you, everyone.

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This was today's last session.

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You did something great
for yourselves today.

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Reward yourselves for it.

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"If there is such a method

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to make us remember the possible causes
and witness our heritage,

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is it really fair for us to ignore it
because we can't scientifically prove it?"

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This is brilliant.
I think you should publish it.

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-You think so?
-Absolutely.

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I saw it myself.
You couldn't have explained it any better.

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Perfectly and clearly put.

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I thought you wouldn't attend again.

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I mean…
I can't stop thinking about that day.

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Like, did you know
I grew up in an orphanage?

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-No.
-No one does.

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They left me when I was a baby.

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I mean, it was…

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It was so surreal.

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-We weren't supposed to talk about it.
-For a while, yes.

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All right. It got to me is all.
Maybe I'll tell you later.

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Canan, I need to ask you a favor.

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I'm not quite sure how to tell you, but…

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Just tell me.

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I need to see Sevgi's latest lab results.

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Can you help me?

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Selim, thank you so much.
This is all thanks to you.

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Don't mention it.
Let me know if anything goes wrong.

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-Fiko, do you have a second?
-Sure, chief.

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What's up, sweetheart?
Were you able to handle the permit?

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See for yourself
if I was able to handle it.

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-We're ready to open.
-Nice.

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-Hey, Selim.
-Yeah?

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-Can we have a word?
-Of course.

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No, don't. Let's go for a walk.

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Sure. Let's go.

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Fiko!

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See you.

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Go ahead.

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I had a crush on you in college.

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I don't understand.

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Understand what, stupid?

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I had a full-on crush on you
for five years in college.

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Get out of here. Don't be ridiculous.

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You're kidding, right?

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No, I'm not.

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I didn't even tell the girls.

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Wait a minute. Stop. Wait.

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Of course!

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You never had a boyfriend in college.

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Now, look. Was… Was that why?

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Why didn't you tell me?

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And say what, Selim?

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You only had eyes for Ada.

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So I had to keep my love a secret.

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I had this notebook. A diary.

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I used to write love letters in it.

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I kept having conversations
in my head with you.

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Oh, all the chats we had.

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It was amazing.

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But also painful.

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Sevgi, look.

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I had no idea.

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It didn't even cross my mind.

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-Look. If I hurt you back then--
-Don't be ridiculous. You didn't know.

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But why tell me this now,
after all this time?

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Why am I telling you this now?

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Listen, my friend.

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You still only have eyes for Ada.

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You didn't see me back then. Fine.

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But now you don't see Yeşim either.

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You deserve to be happy too.

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I mean it. You deserve to be loved too.

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Thank you.

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I'm such a lucky man.

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I swear.

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I'm so glad I have you.
I'm so glad you're my friend.

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Welcome, Mr. Zaman.

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Can we just get on with the paperwork
so I can get the hell out of here?

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Here.

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Just have it signed at the notary.

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Wow.

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Thanks.

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How do you still manage to ruin everything
even though you're not in my life?

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Ada gave me the boot.

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You know why?

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Because I'm "Mr. Zaman's son."

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I can't keep a woman, Mr. Zaman.

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Do you have a fix for that too?

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Come here.

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I'm here for you.

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I'm here for you as your father.

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But you weren't!

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You were never there for me.

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You weren't taking my calls,
so I figured I'd just show up.

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You're angry.

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Your trust in me has been shaken.

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And you're disappointed.

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It's been almost a year.

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I've spent a year
trying to walk a path with you.

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I quit the hospital.

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I destroyed my career.

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Everything I've witnessed recently

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is completely different
from what you told me.

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If our roots and our family
are so important,

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why weren't you there for Diyar?

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Nilüfer.

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We met in Ankara.

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It was the first year of my residency.

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She was studying art.

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She was my patient.
I was madly in love with her.

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We got married.

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Then we moved here.

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Nilüfer opened a small shop. It was tiny.

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She was so happy, and I…

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I thought the happiness
would last forever.

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DİYAR ART WORKSHOP

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But Nilüfer had a condition.

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Uncontrolled primary hypertension.

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The pregnancy was a risk.

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All my professors advised us
to get an abortion.

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But Nilüfer wouldn't give up on the baby.

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So she chose to risk her life.

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The day she passed, I…

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I lost my spirit,

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and I lost my faith.

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I couldn't take care of Diyar.

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My older sister came to my aid.
She's the one who raised Diyar.

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And as he grew up,
he started to look so much like his mother

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that I had to relive
the pain of losing her

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time after time, over and over again.

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So, that was

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what led me onto this path.

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Why I hadn't been able to help Nilüfer,

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what other ways there might have been
to keep her alive,

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what I'd done too much or too little of
while helping her…

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I wanted to learn and understand all that.

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I volunteered in Africa

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and learned how they used plants
to treat illnesses there.

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I went to India
and saw how they dealt with death.

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I spent some time in Anatolia
and sought resolution in Sufism.

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Then one day, in Europe,
I met Bert Hellinger.

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He invited me to a session.

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I was thoroughly impressed.

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I quit being a doctor

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and focused on this.

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But just as I…

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Just as I found the courage

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to finally face Diyar,

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it was unfortunately too late.

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He turned me down.

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After his aunt passed,

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he fell apart.

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He dropped out of school.

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You're right. I should've been able
to sort it out a long time ago.

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I'm his dad, and he's my son.

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No matter where he was or what happened,

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I should have been there for him.

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But I…

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I failed to do that.

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You're absolutely right.

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Is there a point
in trying to help others with a problem

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when you haven't been able
to tackle it yourself?

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Maybe there is,

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and maybe there isn't.

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I hope everything turns out great,
both for you and Diyar.

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I hope so.

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There might be a single reason
why we keep reliving our past.

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Love.

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The deep and subliminal love
we feel towards the souls

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who came before us,
who were the reason we were born.

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Hey, girls. Come check out the tavern.

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Here you go.

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Maybe that's the reason…

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ELENİ'S TAVERN

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…we keep ending up alone
or repeating the same betrayals.

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Mrs. Leman?

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Good afternoon.

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Instead of rebelling against the past,

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we could ask ourselves
how we could make ourselves useful.

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How can we work on ourselves?

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Because no matter
what happened in the past,

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we should always remember
we have free will.

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I saw your bike up the road.

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I need to talk to you.

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Sure.

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Let's talk.

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You sure you want to talk to me?

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After all, I'm just "Mr. Zaman's son."

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Please don't do this.

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You humiliated me
in front of that guy, Ada.

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Like I wasn't a part of your life,

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like I'd never been a part of your life.

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-It's not like that.
-Explain to me what it's like, then.

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I just blurted it out in the moment.

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You're right.

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I'm sorry.

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I don't know why I said it.

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Do I even mean anything to you, Ada?

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How can you ask me that? Of course you do.

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That's why I'm here. I just…

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I just needed some space to think.

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I'm in love with you,
and you need to think about things?

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Just tell me the truth.

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-Was I just a rebound to you?
-Of course not.

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-Is that why you were crying that night?
-No, Diyar.

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I told you, though.

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I told you I was exhausted.

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I told you I was heartbroken.

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Didn't I?

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I felt good that night next to you.

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I felt at peace.

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That's why I cried.

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Are you in love with me, Ada?

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Do you have plans for the future?
Do you have dreams that include me?

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I'm not ready
to answer those questions, Diyar.

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Don't, then.

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Leave like the rest of them.

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My mom's gone. My dad's never been there.

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Just go. I'll take care of myself.
You can leave too.

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All right?

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Diyar, listen.

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I am not your mother.

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I'm not your father either.

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You can't expect me to fill in for them.

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You can't expect me
to give you the answers they didn't.

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Right.

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Don't do this.

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Do what?

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Don't go.

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Everyone's gone. I need you to stay.

40:26.640 --> 40:30.020
Sevgi! I can't find my phone.
Have you seen my phone?

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Oh, you. Come here. I said come here!

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Oh God… Sevgi, what are we going to do?

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What if no one shows up?
We'd be so embarrassed!

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Will you calm down?

40:38.970 --> 40:42.020
Leyla told the whole world.
The place will be swarming.

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-Don't you worry.
-I hope so.

40:44.140 --> 40:47.850
Ada was supposed to invite her colleagues.
I guess that didn't happen.

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Why would she invite them?
The hospital fired her, you know.

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Fair enough.

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Come on. I'm late.

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Thanks, honey.

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-See you.
-Your phone!

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Right. See you.

40:59.810 --> 41:00.930
Hey, Fiko.

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Yeah?

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-I love you so much.
-I swear I'd die for you.

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No, no! No one's dying, all right?
Good luck. Off you go now.

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-Okay, no deaths.
-Right.

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Only love.

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Oh, how I love you, Sevgi.

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Leyla, are you ready yet?
We're going to be late.

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Just give me a second, Fiko!

41:21.640 --> 41:23.770
Look at this mess. Unbelievable.

41:24.270 --> 41:26.430
Ada and Sevgi are nowhere to be found.

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I'm telling you,
if they end up abandoning me, I swear…

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What's with the look?

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You're gorgeous.

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Really? Now?

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What do you always say?

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What do I say?

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Everything's going to be just fine.

41:47.850 --> 41:48.680
Right.

41:55.390 --> 41:56.810
Mavi's milk is in the fridge.

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Call me if anything happens, okay?

41:59.810 --> 42:01.720
Sarp! Hey, Sarp!

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Hurry up! I'm leaving!

42:19.020 --> 42:20.600
Welcome.

42:20.680 --> 42:22.270
We're so happy to have you.

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Just pick a table.
Service will start soon.

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-There's a leak inside.
-What?

42:29.810 --> 42:31.850
Holy shit. Holy…

42:32.720 --> 42:35.770
You guys couldn't tell me earlier?
Give me a piece of cloth!

42:35.850 --> 42:38.060
Hello! Welcome.

42:38.140 --> 42:39.680
Thank you so much for coming.

42:39.770 --> 42:41.140
Yeah, go ahead.

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Well, well, well.

42:44.270 --> 42:46.470
I'm so glad you managed to come.

42:46.560 --> 42:49.600
I would've cracked your heads open
if you'd been any later.

42:50.770 --> 42:52.810
-The place looks great.
-You think so?

42:55.470 --> 42:56.970
-It looks stunning.
-Yeah.

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-Yay!
-You look great too.

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Thank you.

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Have you two calmed down yet?

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I calmed right down
when I started missing you two.

43:04.770 --> 43:06.310
-Enjoy tonight.
-I'm so relieved.

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Hang on.

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-Fiko.
-Sevgi. Welcome, baby.

43:12.430 --> 43:14.270
-Welcome, Ada.
-Thanks, honey.

43:14.350 --> 43:16.060
-Leyla!
-Welcome. Hello.

43:16.140 --> 43:17.520
-Hello. Welcome.
-Hello.

43:17.600 --> 43:19.020
-Welcome.
-Hello.

43:19.100 --> 43:20.470
-Anywhere you like.
-Please.

43:20.560 --> 43:22.470
We're screwed. We have a broken pipe.

43:22.560 --> 43:24.060
-What?
-Yeah, in the kitchen.

43:24.140 --> 43:25.060
You're kidding!

43:25.140 --> 43:26.220
Can Erdem fix it?

43:26.310 --> 43:28.270
I have no idea, but sort it out.

43:28.350 --> 43:30.220
-Tend to the guests.
-All right.

43:30.810 --> 43:32.720
For God's sake… Welcome!

43:37.270 --> 43:39.020
You're going to get electrocuted.

43:48.390 --> 43:50.140
I've been looking for you.

43:56.430 --> 43:57.430
Here, sweetcakes.

43:58.520 --> 44:01.060
-Muko! My lovebug!
-Sweetie!

44:01.140 --> 44:02.680
Congratulations, honey.

44:03.600 --> 44:05.850
-Welcome.
-Thank you.

44:05.930 --> 44:08.140
Your nails are out of this world.

44:08.640 --> 44:10.140
You look so cute.

44:10.640 --> 44:13.140
I swear this is going to be such a fiasco.

44:14.390 --> 44:15.970
-Hello.
-Welcome!

44:16.060 --> 44:17.220
-Thanks.
-Thank you.

44:17.310 --> 44:19.390
So glad to see you. You two look amazing.

44:19.470 --> 44:21.600
Selim, we have a broken pipe
in the kitchen.

44:21.680 --> 44:23.390
-I'll check it out.
-Do that.

44:23.470 --> 44:25.140
Honey, the table in the middle.

44:25.220 --> 44:27.600
-See you.
-See you. I'll be there soon.

44:27.680 --> 44:29.810
Toprak? You're here too?

44:30.390 --> 44:32.310
-Would you rather I wasn't?
-I meant…

44:32.810 --> 44:34.560
-How are you?
-I'm okay. You?

44:34.640 --> 44:36.310
-I'm okay. Thanks, honey.
-Please.

44:36.390 --> 44:38.220
-Brother.
-Fiko.

44:39.310 --> 44:40.680
-Welcome.
-Thank you.

44:40.770 --> 44:43.470
I appreciate you coming,
considering the circumstances.

44:43.560 --> 44:45.970
I wouldn't miss it.
You worked so hard. Congrats.

44:46.060 --> 44:47.680
-I'll show you your table.
-Okay.

44:49.350 --> 44:51.930
-How are those?
-Delicious.

44:52.020 --> 44:53.220
-Hello.
-Hello, everyone.

44:53.930 --> 44:54.850
Hello.

44:54.930 --> 44:56.600
-Welcome.
-Thanks.

44:57.140 --> 45:00.310
-Fiko invited him. I couldn't say no.
-You did the right thing.

45:00.810 --> 45:04.430
You know, it'd be a great cast
if Diyar shows up as well.

45:04.520 --> 45:06.180
A parade of stars.

45:08.640 --> 45:09.680
He won't.

45:09.770 --> 45:12.220
What's wrong? Did something bad happen?

45:15.930 --> 45:17.060
Are you okay?

45:18.970 --> 45:19.810
I am.

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Just a little sad.

45:24.020 --> 45:26.850
-Let's talk about it, okay?
-Sure. We'll talk about it.

45:27.470 --> 45:28.640
Hey, everyone.

45:48.680 --> 45:50.140
-How's the situation?
-Hush.

45:50.640 --> 45:53.140
We found a temporary fix,
but it'll happen again.

45:53.220 --> 45:54.850
This can't be happening.

45:54.930 --> 45:56.140
Mr. Zaman's here.

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-Welcome.
-Thank you.

46:02.310 --> 46:03.430
-You okay?
-Yeah. You?

46:03.520 --> 46:05.020
-I'll show you your table.
-Sure.

46:05.100 --> 46:07.600
-Mr. Zaman, welcome.
-Thanks.

46:08.350 --> 46:10.430
The place looks amazing, honey.

46:10.520 --> 46:11.770
Thank you so much.

46:11.850 --> 46:13.350
Thank you for inviting me.

46:13.430 --> 46:15.390
You're welcome. I'm glad you're here.

46:15.470 --> 46:17.970
And I'm glad to be here. How's Mavi doing?

46:18.060 --> 46:20.270
-She's inside. You'll see her later.
-Sure.

46:20.350 --> 46:21.310
Welcome.

46:22.180 --> 46:23.890
-How are you?
-All right. You?

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Dear guests…

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Sevgi specifically asked them
not to share it with anyone.

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I see. Thank you.

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Now, on behalf of us both,

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my partner Leyla will make a toast.

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Welcome, all.

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Fiko and I embarked on this journey

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to open Eleni's Tavern some months ago.

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I wanted to keep
the memory of Eleni of Crete alive,

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even though
I didn't get the chance to meet her

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since she passed many, many years ago.

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We wanted to create a space

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where everyone can both enjoy themselves
and have a taste of Fiko's great dishes.

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First and foremost,

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I would, of course,
like to express my gratitude to Fiko

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for waiting several months for me

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and for this beautiful partnership.

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And let's not forget Selim.
Thank you so much.

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He turned a desolate building into this.

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He became our architect.

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We really appreciate it.

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And I'd like to thank Erdem,
my dear husband.

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And, of course, special thanks

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goes to my dearest friends,
my sisters, my family,

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Ada and Sevgi.

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Thank you so much, girls.

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I love you so much.

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I don't know what I'd do without you.

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You've always encouraged and inspired me.

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I love you so much!

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Welcome to Eleni's Tavern!

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Subtitle translation by:
Oktar Bumin Aykutlu