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Father.

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I brought you lunch.

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Is it true what I've heard?

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Have you really been seeing
that communist boy?

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Father, we're in love.
He's going to ask for your blessing.

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If I ever hear you're seeing him again,
I'll break every bone in your body.

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Now begone!

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HAYYAT TAILOR SHOP

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Mukadder?

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My father said no, Aram.

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What are we going to do?

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We'll run away, then.
I will look after you and our child.

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I'll never walk away from you, Mukadder.

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How about you?

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ANOTHER SELF

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Come on.

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No.

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I can't do this. I swear I can't.

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-You can do it, Leyloş.
-Come on, Leylo. You can.

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You're doing great. One more.

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You're doing amazing.
The dilation is great. Keep it up.

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-Three, two, one, push!
-One more time. Two, one…

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Push.

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Push. Come on, honey.

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Wait a minute.

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I wanted to do it upright.
I forgot. Move, people.

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-Don't be ridiculous, Leyloş.
-Here, take this!

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-Let's get her up.
-Take this off.

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-Come.
-What the heck?

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It's okay. You're okay. Calm down.

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Women used to give birth on their feet.
I'll do it too.

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Okay, you will.

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-I'm sure they had good reason.
-Sure.

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-Easy, honey. Calm down.
-Ada…

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Ada! Ada, I can't do this.

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-Can I leave? I need to get out.
-Leyloş… Okay, come on.

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-Take her.
-I'll be right back.

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Fiko, she's all yours.

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Sevgi? What's wrong? Are you okay?

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You came?

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-I'll get you some water.
-Okay.

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Take a seat, honey.

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You're doing great, baby.

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Ada… I can't do this. I really can't.

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-But you're doing it, honey.
-No.

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You girls, you look after Sarp for me.

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-Leyla. Leyloş.
-I'm leaving everything to him.

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As if I have anything left but debt.

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Who leaves debt to their son
as inheritance?

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-Leyloş…
-She needs a C-section.

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-What's wrong?
-What is it?

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The heart rate is slowing down.

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-Something's wrong.
-Let's go to the OR.

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-It'll be better.
-Something's up.

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Everything's okay.

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-No! Tell me the truth.
-Leyloş--

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This is all Erdem's fault!
God damn you to hell, Erdem!

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Leyloş.

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I'm leaving you my sins.

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Because they're all I have left now!

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-Breathe. Calm down. Come on.
-Deep breaths.

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-I just want my baby to be fine! Please!
-She'll be here. I promise you, Leyloş.

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Are you people kidding me?

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Why didn't you give me this thing earlier?

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I feel great now.

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-Ada?
-Yeah?

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I love you so much.

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I love you too.

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I love you so much!

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I'm so lucky to have you.
I'm glad you're here.

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All right! Are you ready?
I'm ready to get your baby girl out.

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-She's coming, okay?
-Here she comes.

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-Oh, Leyloş.
-Almost.

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Voilà! Say hello to your mother.

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Here she is, Leyloş.

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-Say hello to your mother.
-Leyloş, look at her.

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Ada…

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Welcome to the world. Look at her!

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Take her, please.
Yes, take her. Here you go.

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She's here.

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-She's so cute.
-I'm so happy.

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I'll be right back.

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-Take a video.
-They're already taking one.

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-They are?
-Uh-huh.

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Hey, Ada.

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Is she healthy?

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Come here, you.
You want to meet your mommy?

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Oh, Leyloş.

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Look how pretty she is, Leyloş.

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Look. It's Mommy.

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Yes, that's Mommy.

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Oh, my baby girl. Cute as a button.

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-Ada…
-She's so cute.

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Hello.

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Does she have blue eyes, Ada?
Are her eyes blue?

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I think so.

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Oh, my baby girl.

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I'll name her Mavi, then.

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She's perfect.

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I'm taking a photo. Look here, please.

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Smile.

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Ada?

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She's here.

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Both of them are perfectly fine.

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Thank God.

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Thank God!

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-Thank God.
-Hush. Quiet.

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Oh, sweetie.

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-Thank God.
-Thank God! Oh, Fiko!

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Oh, honey. Wow.

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So? What did she name her?

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She said she wanted to see her first.

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-It's Mavi.
-Oh, yeah?

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-Mavi, huh?
-Because of her eyes.

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-A beautiful name.
-She's so cute.

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Hey, Mavi.

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Welcome.

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Let me tell you,
you're going to have a blast here.

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And we're all so lucky to be your aunties.

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Don't worry. You're safe.

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Everything's going to be great.

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-Can I come in?
-Sure.

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What a cutie-pie.

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You want to hold her?

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Yeah.

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Here you go.

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Come here, you. Here we go.

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You're such a cute girl.

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Welcome.

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Oh, bless you.

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Is Leyla okay?

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Some pain, but she'll be fine.

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Are you okay?

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How am I going to finish
the renovation now?

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All the debt, the installments…

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How will I look after her all by myself?

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Toprak?

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-Hi, Leyla.
-Hey, honey.

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Congratulations. She's such a lovely girl.

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Thank you.

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You look good holding her, Uncle Toprak.

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I'm counting on your help.

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We all know I can't count on Ada.

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And her dad's in prison.

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So I'm going to need some help.

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Goddamn him.

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Never mind that for now, Leyloş.

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Look, it's time for you to feed Mavi.

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Come on now.

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Here.

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Oh, Mommy's angel.

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Well, I'm off.

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See you.

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I'll leave you to it.

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Help yourself at the buffet.

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Are you still mad?

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I'm not mad.

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How about you?

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I wasn't mad to begin with.

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Cool, then.

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The label called.

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They want an album.

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-For real?
-Yeah.

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That's great news.

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It's finally done.
My perpetually unfinished album.

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I'll have to go to Istanbul.

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They want me to tour with a band as well.

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You know, as a warm-up.

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And when will that be?

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I'll have to leave in a few days.

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It'll take about seven or eight weeks.

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Seven or eight, huh?

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Well, you can visit me on weekends. Right?

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How would I do that, Toprak?
I have to work.

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Between the hospital and Mr. Zaman…

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And now Leyla's given birth.
She's all alone.

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Sevgi's PET scan is almost due too.

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Ada…

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Come on.
What, should I just give up on it?

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I didn't say that, did I?

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-But you're giving me the cold shoulder.
-I'm not. It's just…

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It's just what?

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When was the last time
we did something together?

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-What? We do lots of things together.
-Name one.

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We talk, we go to bed together,

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we sleep together…

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What more do you expect, Ada?

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You have absolutely no idea
how hard this is for me.

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Do you have any idea
how hard it is for me?

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It's very hard.

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Attention. Surgeon Ada Korkmaz
to the operating room, please.

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Go. We'll talk later.

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He was brought in last night
after a car accident.

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He was stable,
but his hemogram looks bad now.

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Could be a ruptured vein.

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He's going into shock.
HR's 140. BP's 70 over 50.

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Hello. I'm Surgeon Ada Korkmaz.
Can you tell me your name?

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Remember me?

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What's the patient's name?

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He didn't have any ID on him.

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Prepare the patient.

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Congratulations. A successful operation.

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-I hope everything turns out okay.
-Me too.

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Get in touch with his next of kin.
Keep me posted.

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All right. You got it.

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Sevgi? Hey, sweetcakes.

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-You okay? What's up?
-Nothing.

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I asked Dr. Canan about Leyla just now.

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-She'll be here for a few more nights.
-That's right.

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-I'll stay tonight. Don't worry, okay?
-Okay.

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Dr. Ada! I was just looking for you.

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-Come on in. We can talk now.
-Sure.

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-You can call me. I'll be home.
-All right.

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See you.

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Canan, do you think
I could have early onset menopause?

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Do you have any symptoms?

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I'm a bit on edge lately.

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And a bit emotional.

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I'm having night sweats.

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Anxiety has kicked in too.

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Like, I get hot flashes occasionally.

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My periods are irregular.
Sometimes early, sometimes late.

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Should we have my hormones checked?

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Sure. I mean, if you want.

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But let me ask you something first.

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Have you experienced any stress recently?

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I mean, my mother passed,
but it's been almost a year now.

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I had no idea. Sorry for your loss.

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Thank you.

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Have you been able to mourn her?

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I didn't have time, really.

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I got a divorce right after.
Then the move and stuff.

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The loss of a mother
is devastating in itself.

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And then you had a divorce.
Have you been able to mourn that?

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Well, there wasn't much to mourn.

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It was a mutual decision. It went quick.

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And right afterwards,
I got back together with my ex-boyfriend.

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Which also hasn't been going well lately.

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Listen, Ada.

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I'm not a therapist by any means,
but in my humble opinion,

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what you've been describing
aren't symptoms of early menopause

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but the signs of something else.

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Like what?

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Sadness.

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I think yours still runs deep.

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FRAGILE!

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Here.

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-I'm hurting all over.
-Here.

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Dr. Canan told me it'd get better,
but it hasn't at all.

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Gee, I wonder why.

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Could it be because you don't rest at all?

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Girl, I'm breastfeeding.
I have to pick her up and stuff.

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Can I pick her up, Mom?
You can ask me next time.

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Wow! You're such a big brother now.

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Sarp, honey, you need to go to school.

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Come on, baby.
You can spend time with her later.

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Move it, sweetie.

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So how does it feel?

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You mean the C-section?

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Well, it wasn't so bad initially,

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but I've been losing it
ever since the painkillers wore off.

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I'm not talking about that, you fool.

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How does this feel?

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I mean, yesterday she was in you,
and now she's here.

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She was formed inside you entirely.

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She's grown into what she is
from a tiny cell.

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Don't you find it incredible?

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Well, baby, I haven't put
as much thought into it as you have,

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but I can tell you this much.

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I believe
it's the best feeling in the world.

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I'm so happy for you, Leylo.

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Oh, sweetie.

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You know what?

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I think you should give it a try.

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Because it's simply incomparable.

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I mean, the more you look at them,

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the more you feel like crying out of love.

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That's what it feels like.

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But on the other hand,
you feel the responsibility.

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I'm so incredibly mad at Erdem.

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Goddamn moron.

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I so wish he were here, Sevgi.

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How am I going to
raise this baby by myself?

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What will become of my kids?

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You won't be alone, Leylo.

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You have us.

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And come on, don't be like this.
You're breastfeeding, honey.

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Come on, Muko! You guys are still here?
He's going to be late for school.

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We'll be leaving in a sec.
I made tea for you two.

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Well, I'm off.

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Oh, come on, Sevgi.

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Please just skip today at least.

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I'm worried
I'll break her heart if I stay.

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I can't help it.

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That's very kind of you, Muko. Thank you.

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For God's sake…

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Sevgi, do you have a minute?

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I don't.

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Sevgi, stop it already.
I've had it with you. Enough is enough!

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Is my prison sentence up yet?
How many months will it take? Enough!

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Oh, I'm so sorry I troubled you,
Mrs. Mukadder.

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After all, your case was heard,
the verdict was delivered,

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and I had no say in it, did I now?

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You think it's easy, honey?

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You think I hid it from you
because I'm evil?

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I wanted to save you the sorrow.

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You've been lying through your teeth
right to my face for years,

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and now you're trying
to make me feel guilty.

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You know what?

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You're doing a good job.

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I actually do feel like shit.

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But I can't stop feeling mad at you.

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Sevgi, honey, you're sick.

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I'm always worried about you.
You're all I think about.

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You kicked Fiko to the curb too.
What did he ever do to you?

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Oh, my.

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You're a fan of Fiko now?

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I thought you didn't like him.
You said he wasn't right for me.

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Well, you were right.

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You basically hammered the notion
into my head like a nail.

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I'm not sure
if I'm myself or a reflection of you.

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Who am I, really?

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I don't even know anymore, Mom.

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Let's just keep it this way.

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Mr. Zaman?

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You've got mail.

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-I need your signature here.
-All right.

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-Here. Have a nice day.
-Thanks.

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-Have a good one.
-Thanks.

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RETURNED

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There he is.

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Mr. Zaman? Hey, Mr. Zaman.

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Hey, Mrs. Mukadder. Welcome.

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Thanks, Mr. Zaman.

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Oh, Mr. Zaman.

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My daughter hasn't talked to me in months.

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Whatever you do, please fix this.

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I'm coming.

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-You all right?
-I'm okay.

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Cool. I need to grab a few things
if you don't mind.

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Come on in.

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Thanks.

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What did you eat today?

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I ate whatever.

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Oh, come on. Look at this mess.
She's like a kid. I go away for two days…

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You're unbelievable, Sevgi!

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You had cake?
Sugar is off-limits, remember?

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I'm fine, Fiko.

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Plus…

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didn't you walk out on me?

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So I'm not your concern now.
Go live your life.

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I walked out on you?
Sure. I'm insane like that.

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It's not like you said stuff.
I just up and left, right?

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You didn't belittle me, insult me.
I just left.

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-I insulted you?
-Didn't you, Sevgi?

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Tell me you didn't insult me.

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What did I even say?

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You huffed and puffed,
and the next thing, you were gone.

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All right. Fine. Whatever you say.

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Whatever it takes for you to stay calm.

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Whatever you say.
I'm just possessed by a demon.

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I keep huffing, puffing, and leaving.
All unprovoked.

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When do you think Leyla will recover?

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I have no idea.

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Why?

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There are decisions to be made
about the tavern.

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How about you make the decisions
for once, Fiko?

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They cut the girl up
like they were slicing a cake.

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Maybe you should
call the shots for a change.

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Sevgi, listen. You're upset. Fine.

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You insult me. Fine.

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You're exhausted.
That's fine too. But I swear--

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You swear what, Fiko?
Please tell me. What?

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I swear I'm done hearing insults.

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When have I ever insulted you?

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When haven't you?
Listen. I've had it, okay?

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It's always my beard or hair
is in the wrong place.

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Or I'm chewing too loudly,
or I'm buying disgusting flowers.

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It's just that the smell made me sick.

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It's fine, Sevgi. You're right.

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I'm not wealthy enough
to be with you either.

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I apologize for that as well.

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-That's not relevant.
-Oh, it is.

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I'm just a bum who works on boats.
I'm not worthy of a big shot lawyer.

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-What's that got to do with anything?
-All right, Sevgi.

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Don't get upset. I'm sorry.

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I don't want to fight. I'm really sorry.

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I'm leaving now.
But you shouldn't be alone, okay?

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Call Muko, or the girls, or whoever.

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But please don't be alone. I'm off.

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Thank you very much,
but I can take care of myself, Fiko.

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I'm going. Do you have anything to say?

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I don't.

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All right. I'm leaving, then.

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Then, leave.

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He left.

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Goddamn it.

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-Yes?
-Hello? Hi, Mrs. Leyla.

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Sarp caused a scene in class.
It's bad this time.

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Can you come in for a talk?

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BALIKESİR
AYVALIK ELEMENTARY SCHOOL

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Sarp?

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What happened, honey?

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I didn't do anything, Ada.

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I swear she started it.

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Okay. Just tell me.

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I was just doing my painting,

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then Flor came over and--

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-Just keep it in mind in the future.
-I see, ma'am. Will do.

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Ada?

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Why don't we have a talk in my office?

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You wait here, kids.

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Flor's been aggressive lately.

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But Sarp keeps provoking her as well.

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The teachers have been complaining a lot.

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I suggest you schedule appointments
with a therapist for both.

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But, ma'am, they're ten.
Don't you think it's early for that?

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Sarp just had a baby sister,
so he might be a bit stressed out.

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Because he's normally a very gentle kid.

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So is Flor.

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Sarp's been harassing her for a while.

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She's told me about it.

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Maybe Sarp's just trying
to communicate with Flor.

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Maybe he's feeling lonely.
Could be an effort to get her attention.

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Maybe he could be more sympathetic.

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She just moved. Her Turkish is subpar.
Her dad isn't home.

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She's naturally distressed.

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What about Sarp?

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His dad's in prison. His mom's
constantly tending to his sister.

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Maybe Flor being cold towards him
is getting on his nerves.

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Flor's not being cold.

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How about you two schedule appointments
for them with a therapist,

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and I'll put them in separate classes?

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Maybe it'll do them some good.

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By the way, tablets aren't allowed.

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Just a reminder.

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It's Flor's.

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Come on, Sarp.

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Come on, honey. Let's go.

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Ada, can we talk?

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That's an old photo.

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You should've let the guy explain himself.

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Explain what, Leyloş?

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The more I try to ignore it,

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the more it's all laid out in front of me.

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There's this picture,

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and I don't belong in it.

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Fiko stopped by today.

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He grabbed a few things and left.

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You didn't talk?

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If you can call what we did talking.

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I actually managed
to drive away a guy like Fiko.

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Kudos to me. That's quite a feat.

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What is it that you want?

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Do you want Fiko or not?

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Do you love him or not?

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Hey, Leyla. Mavi's crying.

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Sometimes I wonder, girls…

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I mean, I don't mean to offend God.

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I'm only telling you since we're so close.

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But how could I do this to myself?

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How can you say that?
Take it back right now.

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I can't do this. I can't take care of her.

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You both have your own things.

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I've been left high and dry.

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Leyloş, listen.

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We're here. Don't worry.
Everything's going to be okay.

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How is it going to be okay, though?

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I can't even take a shower. I'm filthy.

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I stink!

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And now there's the therapist thing.
I can't afford a therapist, damn it.

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I don't have enough milk either!

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Leyloş, honey.

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You're doing just fine.

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So is Mavi.
Her weight, her health, it's all great.

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Don't be like this, baby.

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Hey, Mavi.

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You little angel.

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You want me to pick you up?
Let's do it, then.

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Here we go, sweetie.

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Here.

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-Should I tell her?
-Tell her.

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Leyloş, we wanted to tell you
after it was done, but…

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We've got a surprise for you.

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Unless you've bought me a third boob,

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no surprise can make me happy now, girls.

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It's going to make you
as happy as a third or even fourth boob.

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Oh, yeah?

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The last thing I need right now
is being spontaneous.

31:45.960 --> 31:49.250
-You're so right, Leyloş.
-I have two hours, and one's almost up.

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-I have to breastfeed Mavi in two hours.
-You're absolutely right.

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-You talk too much.
-Woe is us.

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Come on! What is this? This is ridiculous.

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You're not the only one
who can blindfold people.

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See, this is what I don't need.

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-Make it tight. She'll peek.
-Blindfold, huh?

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-Give me another one so I can gag her.
-My bad behavior rubbed off on you two.

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-Just shut up for a minute.
-But I don't have time for this.

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Have it your way, then. Let's do it.

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I hope you'll make me very happy.

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Am I the way I am because it's spring?

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Or does spring come when I'm the way I am?

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Besides, this has nothing to do with you

32:34.330 --> 32:38.790
Of course it's spring
Because I am the way I am

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Because since the day my hands met yours

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Eyes on the road! Watch it!

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Every winter branch is budding

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-Don't spoil the surprise.
-Please.

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Now you've gone and lifted my spirits.
Why did you have to do that?

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I'll get out and help you, okay?

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Did we make a turn? Is it a winding road?

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-Can't I remove it already?
-No, you can't. Just hang on.

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-Now you're just being silly.
-Hang on.

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-You're totally out of your minds.
-Hang on.

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-You know I'm really not in a good mood.
-Easy now.

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Watch your step.

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-Are we there yet?
-All right. Go ahead and remove it.

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-I'm removing it.
-Go.

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-Surprise!
-Surprise!

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You guys! You're insane!

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What is this? Oh my God.

33:49.370 --> 33:51.870
I haven't even had anyone
draw up the plans yet.

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Where did all these people come from?

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Guess who helped us with the project?

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Who?

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Hey, girls!

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Selim!

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You guys are all insane!

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I can't believe this. Oh, Selim.

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-Oh, honey! Come here, sweetie.
-Congratulations.

34:10.250 --> 34:13.210
-I wish her happiness and health.
-Amen, sweetie.

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You're great, amazing, and all that,

34:16.330 --> 34:19.670
but I really don't have the budget
or that kind of money.

34:19.750 --> 34:22.120
What is she talking about? What budget?

34:22.210 --> 34:23.710
I wanted to give Mavi a gift.

34:23.790 --> 34:25.750
I love you guys so much.

34:25.830 --> 34:29.540
Also, we're all partners
in the tavern now.

34:29.620 --> 34:31.830
You don't have to worry about anything.

34:31.920 --> 34:33.620
Just open the place quickly.

34:33.710 --> 34:36.670
You've got to be kidding me!
I love you guys so much!

34:36.750 --> 34:38.750
-We love you too.
-Come here, you!

34:42.000 --> 34:43.210
Isn't Fiko here?

34:44.250 --> 34:46.580
He's doing a supply run.
He'll be back soon.

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Wait!

34:50.120 --> 34:53.040
I'd like you to meet Miss Lavinya.

34:53.120 --> 34:54.870
-You're kidding.
-Lavinya?

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Yeşim?

34:57.580 --> 34:59.330
-Come on.
-Hello.

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Oh, you're so cute!

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I could eat you up, Lavinya!

35:05.960 --> 35:08.460
-How old is she now?
-Three months and 17 days.

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-I could eat you up!
-Lavinya, huh? What a beautiful name.

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I know, right?

35:12.620 --> 35:15.080
-Can I take your socks off for a sec?
-Go ahead.

35:15.170 --> 35:17.620
Let me smell
those cute baby feet of yours.

35:17.710 --> 35:19.420
I'll introduce you. This is Yeşim.

35:19.500 --> 35:21.040
-Hi.
-This is Sevgi.

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-Pleasure.
-And Leyla.

35:22.750 --> 35:24.750
Hey, sweetie! Hey, honey.

35:24.830 --> 35:27.080
I can't believe you're a father now.

35:28.870 --> 35:31.920
-You just--
-I have to go to work. See you tonight.

35:32.420 --> 35:33.790
-All right.
-Hey, Selim.

35:33.870 --> 35:36.210
-You can give the girls a ride, right?
-Sure.

35:36.290 --> 35:37.120
Bye, then.

35:38.420 --> 35:41.120
-Oh, my sweet girl.
-God, what a cutie.

35:41.250 --> 35:44.290
Can I take your socks off?
Please, just once.

35:45.580 --> 35:47.830
-What's that?
-Oh, they're little fish.

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Has he been identified yet?

36:05.750 --> 36:08.830
No, Doctor. The police were informed.
They have nothing so far.

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I see. Let me know when he wakes up.

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Will do, Doctor.

36:19.460 --> 36:22.830
C. G. JUNG
THE RED BOOK

36:30.040 --> 36:32.000
FRAGILE!

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Pick someone to represent you.

37:33.500 --> 37:34.330
I…

37:36.540 --> 37:37.500
I'm not sure.

37:39.250 --> 37:41.790
They're all bright young people.

37:44.580 --> 37:45.920
Go with your gut.

37:52.120 --> 37:52.960
Ada.

37:53.500 --> 37:54.370
I want Ada.

37:55.000 --> 37:56.080
Come here, Ada.

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How are you?

39:06.460 --> 39:07.790
How is Mukadder?

39:14.000 --> 39:16.330
There's this intense sharp pain
in my belly.

39:30.960 --> 39:32.210
I didn't want her.

39:32.290 --> 39:33.960
I wanted to get rid of her.

39:45.420 --> 39:46.290
Mukadder!

39:46.370 --> 39:47.830
Mukadder! Stop, don't!

39:49.250 --> 39:50.120
Mukadder.

39:51.960 --> 39:53.250
Aram's gone.

39:53.330 --> 39:54.870
What am I going to do now?

39:54.960 --> 39:57.080
It's okay. It's okay, Mukadder.

39:58.580 --> 40:01.750
Listen. I'll look after you both
if I have to.

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Okay?

40:23.580 --> 40:24.670
All right.

40:25.620 --> 40:26.620
All right.

40:30.580 --> 40:31.420
Then…

40:33.540 --> 40:37.330
Then what happened?
Were you able to make up with your father?

40:41.920 --> 40:42.750
No.

40:44.670 --> 40:45.920
He died resenting me.

40:50.960 --> 40:54.290
Now I want you to pick someone
to represent your father.

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Come here.

41:07.790 --> 41:08.830
Close your eyes.

41:10.210 --> 41:12.500
You'll know who and what you represent.

41:19.210 --> 41:22.120
Oh, my pretty girl.
I never wanted things to be this way.

41:22.710 --> 41:26.420
That was how things were back then.
It affected how I felt, what I decided.

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I had no idea
things would turn out like this.

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I couldn't do it.
I couldn't be there for you.

41:39.960 --> 41:41.040
Now I see you.

41:45.670 --> 41:46.790
And as your father,

41:47.370 --> 41:50.830
I'll always be there for you
with all my love and compassion, honey.

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How do you feel now?

42:15.040 --> 42:16.170
How is Mukadder?

42:21.170 --> 42:22.000
I'm okay.

42:22.920 --> 42:23.830
I feel better.

42:26.960 --> 42:29.040
Your daughter's there. Do you see Sevgi?

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I see her.

42:37.460 --> 42:40.750
Now repeat after me.

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My dear daughter.

42:46.000 --> 42:47.120
"My dear daughter."

42:48.920 --> 42:51.120
I had no idea what I'd put you through.

42:53.120 --> 42:54.370
I see you now.

42:55.620 --> 42:57.540
And as your mother,

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I embrace you with love and compassion.

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I, with all my heart,

43:05.460 --> 43:06.790
and all my love,

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want you.

43:28.500 --> 43:33.420
Now you can stop the expansion
by taking a step.

43:37.540 --> 43:38.370
All right.

43:41.330 --> 43:42.710
For 21 days,

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you can try lighting a candle in water.

43:47.920 --> 43:51.750
So that the baby in the womb
doesn't have any fear anymore.

43:53.120 --> 43:56.250
So that she transforms with love.

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Why do you think

44:12.080 --> 44:14.790
Mukadder picked you to represent her?

44:21.830 --> 44:24.460
I don't know. Why did she?

44:26.920 --> 44:28.710
Everyone who gets picked,

44:28.790 --> 44:30.670
in fact, not only them,

44:31.580 --> 44:33.290
but everyone who's there,

44:34.580 --> 44:36.500
might have had similar experiences

44:36.580 --> 44:41.670
at a certain point in their lives
or in their past.

44:43.500 --> 44:44.920
I had an abortion once.

44:45.500 --> 44:46.460
Is that why?

44:47.500 --> 44:50.870
But we already sorted it out with Toprak.
We're past that.

44:52.040 --> 44:54.540
Maybe that's why I ran into Toprak again.

44:57.500 --> 44:58.330
Ada.

45:00.790 --> 45:03.080
Your father has another daughter.

45:03.870 --> 45:04.710
Am I right?

45:05.750 --> 45:06.750
Yeah, but…

45:07.710 --> 45:09.040
But how's that relevant?

45:09.540 --> 45:11.500
Now, that's a reach, Mr. Zaman.

45:11.580 --> 45:14.920
Well, we threw another rock
into the water.

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Now it's up to you to decide
if you'll look into it.

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It seems your rocks
didn't reach their destination.

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RETURNED

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When will you start talking, Mr. Zaman?

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When will your waters calm down?

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Come in.

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Ada, I don't want to leave
while everything's crazy and unsettled.

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Between you, my job, Eva, and Flor…

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I just can't handle it all.

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Toprak, I'm not something
you need to "handle."

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You shouldn't be feeling that way.

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Ada, can you tell me
what exactly your problem is?

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Fine. Sure I can.

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It's been months
since we had a dinner date.

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But you can leave your daughter
for two months for work.

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And that makes me feel worthless.
Do you understand?

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Ada, I registered Flor for school here.

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I convinced Eva to stay.
I changed their whole lives.

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For you. So that we could be together.

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I know! That's why I keep my mouth shut
and tolerate everything.

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-Tolerate? You?
-Just… Toprak, listen!

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-I keep waiting and waiting, but--
-But you can't wait for two more months.

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I've been waiting for months
for things to get better.

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But I'm tired of feeling like

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I'm stealing
a little girl's father from her.

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I'm tired of being lonely, Toprak.

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Ada, what more do I need to do? Tell me!

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We're adults, Toprak.

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We should be able to organize our lives.

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Apparently, we can't.

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I mean, I can't.

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I thought you'd changed, you know?

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What's that supposed to mean?

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You had the same bossy attitude.

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Looking down on others,
telling them what's right or wrong.

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Telling me how to live my life,
which path to take, what to do and how.

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But you couldn't see it then either.
You had a man who loved you.

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But you were always
fixated on what was missing.

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Now you expect me
to drop everything for you.

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I never asked for that.

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All I want is a man
who's there for me, who's present!

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This is the best I can do. It really is.

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If that's not cutting it…

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See, you haven't changed either.

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Different excuses, same outcome.

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So what's the plan?

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Hooking up with
another random person on the tour

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because your pride is hurt,
because you failed to do something?

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-You're being very ridiculous. Shut up.
-Right. I'm being ridiculous.

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Sure I am.

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You still resent me for that.

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You're still hung up on that.

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Maybe we reunited…

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so we could move on from the things
we've been hung up on, Toprak.

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Perhaps it was a mistake
to take this thing this far.

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A mistake, huh?

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Fine.

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I hope you find the man of your dreams.

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Someone worthy of you.

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Obviously, it's not me.

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Again.

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I have to work
to look after my daughter, Ada.

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Good luck to you.

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Honey.

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You can tear off that arm of yours
if you want,

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but it won't take the pain away, baby.

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Girls, have you noticed
that I've never been single?

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I've always had a boyfriend.
Just relationship after relationship.

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That sounds great.
Would you rather be lonely?

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Better than being disappointed.

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Well, I'm lonely too.

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In fact, I don't even remember
how it was before Erdem.

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And for me, nothing changes.

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Here, honey. Eat.

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It's always the same.

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I mean, I'd been single for so long
before Fiko anyway.

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I wish I'd done the same.

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I wish I could've stayed single.

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You think being single
is an accomplishment or something?

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Enjoying life is much better.

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Is it really so bad,

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having someone
you can rely on, trust, and love,

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for God's sake?

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Sure, Leyloş,
but does a man like that really exist?

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Considering we're all unspoken for,
he doesn't exist.

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But why not, Coconut?

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It doesn't mean he'll never exist.

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Girls, I need to be by myself.

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I have no idea who I'll be

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when I'm not with someone.

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Well, I don't know about you,

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but it turns out
I'm a shitty person when I'm by myself.

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I have no idea
when I turned into what I am now.

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I keep pushing everyone away
and breaking everyone's heart.

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Don't be so hard on yourself.

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What you're going through isn't easy.
You're doing great.

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-I'm doing great, Ada?
-Yes.

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Girl, even Fiko left me.
I mean, it's Fiko.

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Well, I did my very best
to make him leave.

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Honey, if you're that sad about it,

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why don't you just give him a call?

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Because I can't have a baby.

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-What?
-What?

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You know…

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My ovaries are shot.

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I wasn't even aware I wanted kids
until I found out.

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I'll never be a mother.

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If we were an unwanted child
when we were conceived,

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wouldn't it be hard
for us to recognize love?

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Is it possible to close that distance
between the mother and the child

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after all the years?

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Give me a call
when you get your report card, okay?

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Toprak.

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Does being a family really mean

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sticking together
despite everything, no matter what?

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Or if we're not together anymore,

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do we lose that bond with our family?

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Maybe what we call a family
isn't about being an extension of them,

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but about simply accepting them
as they are,

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whoever or wherever they may be.

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You think I'll ever have
a family of my own?

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Or is this the end of the road?

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Subtitle translation by:
Oktar Bumin Aykutlu