1 00:00:21,520 --> 00:00:22,520 Father. 2 00:00:26,140 --> 00:00:27,470 I brought you lunch. 3 00:00:28,600 --> 00:00:29,970 Is it true what I've heard? 4 00:00:36,930 --> 00:00:39,310 Have you really been seeing that communist boy? 5 00:00:40,140 --> 00:00:43,770 Father, we're in love. He's going to ask for your blessing. 6 00:00:44,520 --> 00:00:48,560 If I ever hear you're seeing him again, I'll break every bone in your body. 7 00:00:48,640 --> 00:00:49,890 Now begone! 8 00:01:01,560 --> 00:01:03,560 HAYYAT TAILOR SHOP 9 00:01:28,390 --> 00:01:29,520 Mukadder? 10 00:01:29,600 --> 00:01:31,100 My father said no, Aram. 11 00:01:31,180 --> 00:01:32,560 What are we going to do? 12 00:01:32,640 --> 00:01:36,180 We'll run away, then. I will look after you and our child. 13 00:01:40,310 --> 00:01:43,180 I'll never walk away from you, Mukadder. 14 00:01:46,060 --> 00:01:46,890 How about you? 15 00:02:03,970 --> 00:02:10,180 ANOTHER SELF 16 00:02:19,520 --> 00:02:20,520 Come on. 17 00:02:21,850 --> 00:02:23,020 No. 18 00:02:23,930 --> 00:02:26,520 I can't do this. I swear I can't. 19 00:02:26,600 --> 00:02:29,220 -You can do it, Leyloş. -Come on, Leylo. You can. 20 00:02:29,310 --> 00:02:30,810 You're doing great. One more. 21 00:02:32,310 --> 00:02:35,060 You're doing amazing. The dilation is great. Keep it up. 22 00:02:35,140 --> 00:02:38,270 -Three, two, one, push! -One more time. Two, one… 23 00:02:38,850 --> 00:02:41,430 Push. 24 00:02:41,520 --> 00:02:43,020 Push. Come on, honey. 25 00:02:43,100 --> 00:02:45,390 Wait a minute. 26 00:02:45,890 --> 00:02:48,350 I wanted to do it upright. I forgot. Move, people. 27 00:02:48,430 --> 00:02:51,060 -Don't be ridiculous, Leyloş. -Here, take this! 28 00:02:51,140 --> 00:02:52,930 -Let's get her up. -Take this off. 29 00:02:53,020 --> 00:02:54,270 -Come. -What the heck? 30 00:02:54,350 --> 00:02:57,180 It's okay. You're okay. Calm down. 31 00:02:57,270 --> 00:03:00,270 Women used to give birth on their feet. I'll do it too. 32 00:03:00,350 --> 00:03:01,430 Okay, you will. 33 00:03:01,520 --> 00:03:03,470 -I'm sure they had good reason. -Sure. 34 00:03:04,140 --> 00:03:06,390 -Easy, honey. Calm down. -Ada… 35 00:03:12,310 --> 00:03:14,930 Ada! Ada, I can't do this. 36 00:03:15,020 --> 00:03:17,850 -Can I leave? I need to get out. -Leyloş… Okay, come on. 37 00:03:17,930 --> 00:03:19,520 -Take her. -I'll be right back. 38 00:03:21,470 --> 00:03:22,890 Fiko, she's all yours. 39 00:03:22,970 --> 00:03:25,100 Sevgi? What's wrong? Are you okay? 40 00:03:25,180 --> 00:03:26,180 You came? 41 00:03:33,270 --> 00:03:35,180 -I'll get you some water. -Okay. 42 00:03:35,680 --> 00:03:36,810 Take a seat, honey. 43 00:03:54,720 --> 00:03:55,970 You're doing great, baby. 44 00:03:56,060 --> 00:03:58,970 Ada… I can't do this. I really can't. 45 00:03:59,060 --> 00:04:01,430 -But you're doing it, honey. -No. 46 00:04:01,520 --> 00:04:03,430 You girls, you look after Sarp for me. 47 00:04:03,520 --> 00:04:06,180 -Leyla. Leyloş. -I'm leaving everything to him. 48 00:04:06,970 --> 00:04:09,850 As if I have anything left but debt. 49 00:04:11,140 --> 00:04:13,970 Who leaves debt to their son as inheritance? 50 00:04:14,060 --> 00:04:15,890 -Leyloş… -She needs a C-section. 51 00:04:15,970 --> 00:04:17,350 -What's wrong? -What is it? 52 00:04:17,430 --> 00:04:18,970 The heart rate is slowing down. 53 00:04:19,640 --> 00:04:21,640 -Something's wrong. -Let's go to the OR. 54 00:04:21,720 --> 00:04:23,520 -It'll be better. -Something's up. 55 00:04:23,600 --> 00:04:24,850 Everything's okay. 56 00:04:24,930 --> 00:04:26,680 -No! Tell me the truth. -Leyloş-- 57 00:04:26,770 --> 00:04:29,680 This is all Erdem's fault! God damn you to hell, Erdem! 58 00:04:30,520 --> 00:04:31,470 Leyloş. 59 00:04:31,970 --> 00:04:34,060 I'm leaving you my sins. 60 00:04:34,680 --> 00:04:37,850 Because they're all I have left now! 61 00:04:37,930 --> 00:04:40,430 -Breathe. Calm down. Come on. -Deep breaths. 62 00:04:40,520 --> 00:04:45,270 -I just want my baby to be fine! Please! -She'll be here. I promise you, Leyloş. 63 00:04:48,270 --> 00:04:50,350 Are you people kidding me? 64 00:04:50,850 --> 00:04:53,680 Why didn't you give me this thing earlier? 65 00:04:54,180 --> 00:04:55,600 I feel great now. 66 00:04:59,270 --> 00:05:00,390 -Ada? -Yeah? 67 00:05:00,470 --> 00:05:02,060 I love you so much. 68 00:05:02,140 --> 00:05:03,470 I love you too. 69 00:05:04,140 --> 00:05:05,680 I love you so much! 70 00:05:05,770 --> 00:05:08,810 I'm so lucky to have you. I'm glad you're here. 71 00:05:11,680 --> 00:05:15,720 All right! Are you ready? I'm ready to get your baby girl out. 72 00:05:15,810 --> 00:05:17,930 -She's coming, okay? -Here she comes. 73 00:05:18,600 --> 00:05:19,850 -Oh, Leyloş. -Almost. 74 00:05:19,930 --> 00:05:22,140 Voilà! Say hello to your mother. 75 00:05:22,220 --> 00:05:23,640 Here she is, Leyloş. 76 00:05:24,350 --> 00:05:27,140 -Say hello to your mother. -Leyloş, look at her. 77 00:05:27,930 --> 00:05:28,770 Ada… 78 00:05:29,560 --> 00:05:32,470 Welcome to the world. Look at her! 79 00:05:33,520 --> 00:05:36,060 Take her, please. Yes, take her. Here you go. 80 00:05:36,640 --> 00:05:37,640 She's here. 81 00:05:38,520 --> 00:05:40,100 -She's so cute. -I'm so happy. 82 00:05:41,020 --> 00:05:41,970 I'll be right back. 83 00:05:42,770 --> 00:05:44,970 -Take a video. -They're already taking one. 84 00:05:45,060 --> 00:05:46,470 -They are? -Uh-huh. 85 00:05:46,970 --> 00:05:48,060 Hey, Ada. 86 00:05:49,430 --> 00:05:50,890 Is she healthy? 87 00:05:50,970 --> 00:05:53,810 Come here, you. You want to meet your mommy? 88 00:05:54,810 --> 00:05:55,970 Oh, Leyloş. 89 00:05:56,600 --> 00:05:58,770 Look how pretty she is, Leyloş. 90 00:06:01,430 --> 00:06:02,770 Look. It's Mommy. 91 00:06:02,850 --> 00:06:04,060 Yes, that's Mommy. 92 00:06:04,140 --> 00:06:06,310 Oh, my baby girl. Cute as a button. 93 00:06:06,390 --> 00:06:08,350 -Ada… -She's so cute. 94 00:06:09,310 --> 00:06:11,310 Hello. 95 00:06:11,810 --> 00:06:15,060 Does she have blue eyes, Ada? Are her eyes blue? 96 00:06:15,140 --> 00:06:16,220 I think so. 97 00:06:16,310 --> 00:06:17,470 Oh, my baby girl. 98 00:06:18,720 --> 00:06:20,270 I'll name her Mavi, then. 99 00:06:20,770 --> 00:06:21,770 She's perfect. 100 00:06:23,770 --> 00:06:25,680 I'm taking a photo. Look here, please. 101 00:06:27,470 --> 00:06:28,470 Smile. 102 00:06:31,350 --> 00:06:32,180 Ada? 103 00:06:33,770 --> 00:06:34,600 She's here. 104 00:06:35,140 --> 00:06:37,060 Both of them are perfectly fine. 105 00:06:37,140 --> 00:06:38,180 Thank God. 106 00:06:38,680 --> 00:06:39,810 Thank God! 107 00:06:39,890 --> 00:06:42,060 -Thank God. -Hush. Quiet. 108 00:06:43,140 --> 00:06:44,520 Oh, sweetie. 109 00:06:44,600 --> 00:06:47,310 -Thank God. -Thank God! Oh, Fiko! 110 00:06:49,060 --> 00:06:50,970 Oh, honey. Wow. 111 00:06:56,680 --> 00:06:58,140 So? What did she name her? 112 00:06:58,220 --> 00:07:00,270 She said she wanted to see her first. 113 00:07:00,850 --> 00:07:02,100 -It's Mavi. -Oh, yeah? 114 00:07:02,180 --> 00:07:04,060 -Mavi, huh? -Because of her eyes. 115 00:07:04,140 --> 00:07:06,100 -A beautiful name. -She's so cute. 116 00:07:26,100 --> 00:07:26,930 Hey, Mavi. 117 00:07:28,600 --> 00:07:29,600 Welcome. 118 00:07:31,390 --> 00:07:34,350 Let me tell you, you're going to have a blast here. 119 00:07:35,600 --> 00:07:39,100 And we're all so lucky to be your aunties. 120 00:07:40,350 --> 00:07:42,600 Don't worry. You're safe. 121 00:07:43,180 --> 00:07:44,890 Everything's going to be great. 122 00:07:50,390 --> 00:07:52,100 -Can I come in? -Sure. 123 00:08:01,390 --> 00:08:02,350 What a cutie-pie. 124 00:08:06,390 --> 00:08:07,640 You want to hold her? 125 00:08:08,640 --> 00:08:09,470 Yeah. 126 00:08:11,350 --> 00:08:12,350 Here you go. 127 00:08:16,310 --> 00:08:18,890 Come here, you. Here we go. 128 00:08:21,850 --> 00:08:23,640 You're such a cute girl. 129 00:08:25,430 --> 00:08:26,520 Welcome. 130 00:08:28,680 --> 00:08:30,140 Oh, bless you. 131 00:08:33,140 --> 00:08:34,180 Is Leyla okay? 132 00:08:34,970 --> 00:08:36,770 Some pain, but she'll be fine. 133 00:08:39,140 --> 00:08:40,270 Are you okay? 134 00:08:42,390 --> 00:08:45,180 How am I going to finish the renovation now? 135 00:08:46,640 --> 00:08:49,640 All the debt, the installments… 136 00:08:51,430 --> 00:08:53,850 How will I look after her all by myself? 137 00:09:00,970 --> 00:09:01,810 Toprak? 138 00:09:01,890 --> 00:09:04,060 -Hi, Leyla. -Hey, honey. 139 00:09:04,140 --> 00:09:06,930 Congratulations. She's such a lovely girl. 140 00:09:09,390 --> 00:09:10,390 Thank you. 141 00:09:12,640 --> 00:09:16,020 You look good holding her, Uncle Toprak. 142 00:09:16,100 --> 00:09:18,100 I'm counting on your help. 143 00:09:20,520 --> 00:09:22,680 We all know I can't count on Ada. 144 00:09:24,270 --> 00:09:25,680 And her dad's in prison. 145 00:09:26,850 --> 00:09:28,810 So I'm going to need some help. 146 00:09:29,930 --> 00:09:31,720 Goddamn him. 147 00:09:31,810 --> 00:09:33,810 Never mind that for now, Leyloş. 148 00:09:33,890 --> 00:09:37,100 Look, it's time for you to feed Mavi. 149 00:09:37,640 --> 00:09:38,600 Come on now. 150 00:09:38,680 --> 00:09:39,560 Here. 151 00:09:40,770 --> 00:09:42,850 Oh, Mommy's angel. 152 00:09:42,930 --> 00:09:44,100 Well, I'm off. 153 00:09:44,720 --> 00:09:45,720 See you. 154 00:09:47,020 --> 00:09:48,180 I'll leave you to it. 155 00:09:51,680 --> 00:09:53,600 Help yourself at the buffet. 156 00:09:59,180 --> 00:10:00,270 Are you still mad? 157 00:10:02,350 --> 00:10:03,430 I'm not mad. 158 00:10:04,600 --> 00:10:05,430 How about you? 159 00:10:06,390 --> 00:10:07,890 I wasn't mad to begin with. 160 00:10:08,930 --> 00:10:09,930 Cool, then. 161 00:10:12,680 --> 00:10:14,220 The label called. 162 00:10:14,890 --> 00:10:16,060 They want an album. 163 00:10:16,560 --> 00:10:18,100 -For real? -Yeah. 164 00:10:18,180 --> 00:10:19,270 That's great news. 165 00:10:19,770 --> 00:10:22,930 It's finally done. My perpetually unfinished album. 166 00:10:27,220 --> 00:10:28,770 I'll have to go to Istanbul. 167 00:10:28,850 --> 00:10:31,720 They want me to tour with a band as well. 168 00:10:32,350 --> 00:10:33,640 You know, as a warm-up. 169 00:10:35,850 --> 00:10:37,180 And when will that be? 170 00:10:40,680 --> 00:10:42,350 I'll have to leave in a few days. 171 00:10:43,220 --> 00:10:45,930 It'll take about seven or eight weeks. 172 00:10:48,720 --> 00:10:49,970 Seven or eight, huh? 173 00:10:52,720 --> 00:10:55,270 Well, you can visit me on weekends. Right? 174 00:10:59,430 --> 00:11:01,970 How would I do that, Toprak? I have to work. 175 00:11:02,520 --> 00:11:04,770 Between the hospital and Mr. Zaman… 176 00:11:05,270 --> 00:11:07,890 And now Leyla's given birth. She's all alone. 177 00:11:08,520 --> 00:11:10,680 Sevgi's PET scan is almost due too. 178 00:11:12,140 --> 00:11:12,970 Ada… 179 00:11:14,350 --> 00:11:16,520 Come on. What, should I just give up on it? 180 00:11:16,600 --> 00:11:18,220 I didn't say that, did I? 181 00:11:22,140 --> 00:11:25,600 -But you're giving me the cold shoulder. -I'm not. It's just… 182 00:11:25,680 --> 00:11:26,720 It's just what? 183 00:11:33,020 --> 00:11:35,810 When was the last time we did something together? 184 00:11:35,890 --> 00:11:38,680 -What? We do lots of things together. -Name one. 185 00:11:39,970 --> 00:11:42,100 We talk, we go to bed together, 186 00:11:42,180 --> 00:11:43,520 we sleep together… 187 00:11:44,140 --> 00:11:45,720 What more do you expect, Ada? 188 00:11:52,310 --> 00:11:55,850 You have absolutely no idea how hard this is for me. 189 00:11:56,640 --> 00:12:00,270 Do you have any idea how hard it is for me? 190 00:12:01,020 --> 00:12:02,220 It's very hard. 191 00:12:02,310 --> 00:12:06,430 Attention. Surgeon Ada Korkmaz to the operating room, please. 192 00:12:06,520 --> 00:12:07,600 Go. We'll talk later. 193 00:12:17,390 --> 00:12:20,310 He was brought in last night after a car accident. 194 00:12:20,390 --> 00:12:22,640 He was stable, but his hemogram looks bad now. 195 00:12:22,720 --> 00:12:24,270 Could be a ruptured vein. 196 00:12:26,350 --> 00:12:29,310 He's going into shock. HR's 140. BP's 70 over 50. 197 00:12:30,680 --> 00:12:34,770 Hello. I'm Surgeon Ada Korkmaz. Can you tell me your name? 198 00:12:36,430 --> 00:12:37,680 Remember me? 199 00:12:39,680 --> 00:12:41,180 What's the patient's name? 200 00:12:41,270 --> 00:12:42,930 He didn't have any ID on him. 201 00:12:44,180 --> 00:12:45,390 Prepare the patient. 202 00:13:01,390 --> 00:13:04,020 Congratulations. A successful operation. 203 00:13:04,850 --> 00:13:07,060 -I hope everything turns out okay. -Me too. 204 00:13:07,140 --> 00:13:09,600 Get in touch with his next of kin. Keep me posted. 205 00:13:09,680 --> 00:13:11,270 All right. You got it. 206 00:13:28,600 --> 00:13:30,100 Sevgi? Hey, sweetcakes. 207 00:13:30,890 --> 00:13:33,470 -You okay? What's up? -Nothing. 208 00:13:35,020 --> 00:13:37,470 I asked Dr. Canan about Leyla just now. 209 00:13:37,970 --> 00:13:40,600 -She'll be here for a few more nights. -That's right. 210 00:13:41,100 --> 00:13:43,720 -I'll stay tonight. Don't worry, okay? -Okay. 211 00:13:44,520 --> 00:13:46,520 Dr. Ada! I was just looking for you. 212 00:13:46,600 --> 00:13:48,560 -Come on in. We can talk now. -Sure. 213 00:13:49,060 --> 00:13:51,220 -You can call me. I'll be home. -All right. 214 00:13:53,270 --> 00:13:54,140 See you. 215 00:14:01,350 --> 00:14:05,180 Canan, do you think I could have early onset menopause? 216 00:14:05,270 --> 00:14:06,560 Do you have any symptoms? 217 00:14:07,560 --> 00:14:09,100 I'm a bit on edge lately. 218 00:14:09,810 --> 00:14:11,220 And a bit emotional. 219 00:14:12,310 --> 00:14:13,890 I'm having night sweats. 220 00:14:15,520 --> 00:14:16,890 Anxiety has kicked in too. 221 00:14:18,720 --> 00:14:21,770 Like, I get hot flashes occasionally. 222 00:14:23,930 --> 00:14:27,100 My periods are irregular. Sometimes early, sometimes late. 223 00:14:28,270 --> 00:14:30,220 Should we have my hormones checked? 224 00:14:31,100 --> 00:14:33,470 Sure. I mean, if you want. 225 00:14:34,180 --> 00:14:36,140 But let me ask you something first. 226 00:14:38,890 --> 00:14:41,100 Have you experienced any stress recently? 227 00:14:43,350 --> 00:14:47,020 I mean, my mother passed, but it's been almost a year now. 228 00:14:47,680 --> 00:14:49,890 I had no idea. Sorry for your loss. 229 00:14:49,970 --> 00:14:50,970 Thank you. 230 00:14:53,310 --> 00:14:54,930 Have you been able to mourn her? 231 00:14:58,310 --> 00:14:59,720 I didn't have time, really. 232 00:15:00,220 --> 00:15:02,970 I got a divorce right after. Then the move and stuff. 233 00:15:03,470 --> 00:15:06,640 The loss of a mother is devastating in itself. 234 00:15:06,720 --> 00:15:10,560 And then you had a divorce. Have you been able to mourn that? 235 00:15:11,140 --> 00:15:13,680 Well, there wasn't much to mourn. 236 00:15:14,180 --> 00:15:16,310 It was a mutual decision. It went quick. 237 00:15:16,850 --> 00:15:20,560 And right afterwards, I got back together with my ex-boyfriend. 238 00:15:22,100 --> 00:15:25,930 Which also hasn't been going well lately. 239 00:15:29,470 --> 00:15:30,390 Listen, Ada. 240 00:15:31,850 --> 00:15:35,560 I'm not a therapist by any means, but in my humble opinion, 241 00:15:35,640 --> 00:15:39,310 what you've been describing aren't symptoms of early menopause 242 00:15:39,390 --> 00:15:41,470 but the signs of something else. 243 00:15:43,020 --> 00:15:44,180 Like what? 244 00:15:46,060 --> 00:15:47,060 Sadness. 245 00:15:48,600 --> 00:15:50,470 I think yours still runs deep. 246 00:16:14,720 --> 00:16:17,430 FRAGILE! 247 00:17:14,640 --> 00:17:17,350 Here. 248 00:17:17,430 --> 00:17:19,350 -I'm hurting all over. -Here. 249 00:17:19,850 --> 00:17:22,890 Dr. Canan told me it'd get better, but it hasn't at all. 250 00:17:22,970 --> 00:17:25,180 Gee, I wonder why. 251 00:17:25,270 --> 00:17:27,640 Could it be because you don't rest at all? 252 00:17:29,560 --> 00:17:33,310 Girl, I'm breastfeeding. I have to pick her up and stuff. 253 00:17:33,390 --> 00:17:35,930 Can I pick her up, Mom? You can ask me next time. 254 00:17:36,430 --> 00:17:38,770 Wow! You're such a big brother now. 255 00:17:39,270 --> 00:17:41,770 Sarp, honey, you need to go to school. 256 00:17:41,850 --> 00:17:44,470 Come on, baby. You can spend time with her later. 257 00:17:44,970 --> 00:17:46,020 Move it, sweetie. 258 00:17:57,390 --> 00:17:58,600 So how does it feel? 259 00:17:59,520 --> 00:18:00,890 You mean the C-section? 260 00:18:02,520 --> 00:18:04,930 Well, it wasn't so bad initially, 261 00:18:05,020 --> 00:18:09,140 but I've been losing it ever since the painkillers wore off. 262 00:18:09,220 --> 00:18:11,140 I'm not talking about that, you fool. 263 00:18:11,220 --> 00:18:12,770 How does this feel? 264 00:18:13,430 --> 00:18:16,470 I mean, yesterday she was in you, and now she's here. 265 00:18:16,970 --> 00:18:19,350 She was formed inside you entirely. 266 00:18:19,430 --> 00:18:22,680 She's grown into what she is from a tiny cell. 267 00:18:23,810 --> 00:18:25,470 Don't you find it incredible? 268 00:18:26,100 --> 00:18:30,270 Well, baby, I haven't put as much thought into it as you have, 269 00:18:30,350 --> 00:18:32,520 but I can tell you this much. 270 00:18:34,180 --> 00:18:37,060 I believe it's the best feeling in the world. 271 00:18:38,430 --> 00:18:40,270 I'm so happy for you, Leylo. 272 00:18:40,970 --> 00:18:42,390 Oh, sweetie. 273 00:18:44,680 --> 00:18:45,810 You know what? 274 00:18:46,720 --> 00:18:48,600 I think you should give it a try. 275 00:18:48,680 --> 00:18:52,060 Because it's simply incomparable. 276 00:18:52,140 --> 00:18:55,060 I mean, the more you look at them, 277 00:18:55,850 --> 00:18:58,390 the more you feel like crying out of love. 278 00:18:58,890 --> 00:19:00,430 That's what it feels like. 279 00:19:01,560 --> 00:19:04,060 But on the other hand, you feel the responsibility. 280 00:19:05,640 --> 00:19:07,680 I'm so incredibly mad at Erdem. 281 00:19:07,770 --> 00:19:10,560 Goddamn moron. 282 00:19:11,470 --> 00:19:13,890 I so wish he were here, Sevgi. 283 00:19:15,470 --> 00:19:17,930 How am I going to raise this baby by myself? 284 00:19:18,430 --> 00:19:19,930 What will become of my kids? 285 00:19:20,020 --> 00:19:21,470 You won't be alone, Leylo. 286 00:19:22,770 --> 00:19:23,850 You have us. 287 00:19:23,930 --> 00:19:26,970 And come on, don't be like this. You're breastfeeding, honey. 288 00:19:29,680 --> 00:19:33,310 Come on, Muko! You guys are still here? He's going to be late for school. 289 00:19:33,810 --> 00:19:36,890 We'll be leaving in a sec. I made tea for you two. 290 00:19:37,390 --> 00:19:38,470 Well, I'm off. 291 00:19:39,020 --> 00:19:40,140 Oh, come on, Sevgi. 292 00:19:41,430 --> 00:19:43,270 Please just skip today at least. 293 00:19:43,350 --> 00:19:46,180 I'm worried I'll break her heart if I stay. 294 00:19:46,270 --> 00:19:47,270 I can't help it. 295 00:19:49,140 --> 00:19:51,390 That's very kind of you, Muko. Thank you. 296 00:19:51,470 --> 00:19:52,640 For God's sake… 297 00:19:55,600 --> 00:19:57,390 Sevgi, do you have a minute? 298 00:19:57,470 --> 00:19:58,390 I don't. 299 00:19:58,470 --> 00:20:01,770 Sevgi, stop it already. I've had it with you. Enough is enough! 300 00:20:02,720 --> 00:20:06,180 Is my prison sentence up yet? How many months will it take? Enough! 301 00:20:06,270 --> 00:20:08,850 Oh, I'm so sorry I troubled you, Mrs. Mukadder. 302 00:20:08,930 --> 00:20:13,850 After all, your case was heard, the verdict was delivered, 303 00:20:13,930 --> 00:20:15,970 and I had no say in it, did I now? 304 00:20:16,470 --> 00:20:18,470 You think it's easy, honey? 305 00:20:18,970 --> 00:20:21,430 You think I hid it from you because I'm evil? 306 00:20:21,520 --> 00:20:23,220 I wanted to save you the sorrow. 307 00:20:24,350 --> 00:20:28,470 You've been lying through your teeth right to my face for years, 308 00:20:28,560 --> 00:20:31,520 and now you're trying to make me feel guilty. 309 00:20:33,140 --> 00:20:34,390 You know what? 310 00:20:35,220 --> 00:20:36,430 You're doing a good job. 311 00:20:36,930 --> 00:20:39,770 I actually do feel like shit. 312 00:20:40,890 --> 00:20:42,810 But I can't stop feeling mad at you. 313 00:20:43,560 --> 00:20:45,390 Sevgi, honey, you're sick. 314 00:20:45,470 --> 00:20:48,640 I'm always worried about you. You're all I think about. 315 00:20:48,720 --> 00:20:52,020 You kicked Fiko to the curb too. What did he ever do to you? 316 00:20:55,220 --> 00:20:56,140 Oh, my. 317 00:20:57,770 --> 00:20:59,680 You're a fan of Fiko now? 318 00:21:00,180 --> 00:21:04,100 I thought you didn't like him. You said he wasn't right for me. 319 00:21:07,310 --> 00:21:08,560 Well, you were right. 320 00:21:09,060 --> 00:21:13,270 You basically hammered the notion into my head like a nail. 321 00:21:17,470 --> 00:21:20,060 I'm not sure if I'm myself or a reflection of you. 322 00:21:21,140 --> 00:21:22,180 Who am I, really? 323 00:21:24,220 --> 00:21:25,850 I don't even know anymore, Mom. 324 00:21:27,180 --> 00:21:28,640 Let's just keep it this way. 325 00:21:44,430 --> 00:21:45,430 Mr. Zaman? 326 00:21:46,310 --> 00:21:47,390 You've got mail. 327 00:21:52,220 --> 00:21:54,560 -I need your signature here. -All right. 328 00:22:01,270 --> 00:22:03,020 -Here. Have a nice day. -Thanks. 329 00:22:03,100 --> 00:22:04,520 -Have a good one. -Thanks. 330 00:22:10,100 --> 00:22:13,600 RETURNED 331 00:22:17,310 --> 00:22:18,140 There he is. 332 00:22:18,720 --> 00:22:21,060 Mr. Zaman? Hey, Mr. Zaman. 333 00:22:21,140 --> 00:22:23,180 Hey, Mrs. Mukadder. Welcome. 334 00:22:23,270 --> 00:22:24,470 Thanks, Mr. Zaman. 335 00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:26,850 Oh, Mr. Zaman. 336 00:22:26,930 --> 00:22:29,430 My daughter hasn't talked to me in months. 337 00:22:30,470 --> 00:22:32,390 Whatever you do, please fix this. 338 00:22:34,520 --> 00:22:35,770 I'm coming. 339 00:22:44,560 --> 00:22:46,180 -You all right? -I'm okay. 340 00:22:47,680 --> 00:22:51,060 Cool. I need to grab a few things if you don't mind. 341 00:22:52,100 --> 00:22:52,970 Come on in. 342 00:22:55,680 --> 00:22:56,520 Thanks. 343 00:22:58,600 --> 00:22:59,890 What did you eat today? 344 00:23:00,390 --> 00:23:01,850 I ate whatever. 345 00:23:05,890 --> 00:23:09,930 Oh, come on. Look at this mess. She's like a kid. I go away for two days… 346 00:23:12,600 --> 00:23:14,180 You're unbelievable, Sevgi! 347 00:23:14,270 --> 00:23:16,890 You had cake? Sugar is off-limits, remember? 348 00:23:17,390 --> 00:23:18,640 I'm fine, Fiko. 349 00:23:22,220 --> 00:23:23,060 Plus… 350 00:23:24,810 --> 00:23:26,810 didn't you walk out on me? 351 00:23:27,390 --> 00:23:30,180 So I'm not your concern now. Go live your life. 352 00:23:30,810 --> 00:23:33,640 I walked out on you? Sure. I'm insane like that. 353 00:23:33,720 --> 00:23:37,390 It's not like you said stuff. I just up and left, right? 354 00:23:37,470 --> 00:23:39,680 You didn't belittle me, insult me. I just left. 355 00:23:39,770 --> 00:23:42,350 -I insulted you? -Didn't you, Sevgi? 356 00:23:42,430 --> 00:23:44,220 Tell me you didn't insult me. 357 00:23:44,310 --> 00:23:45,310 What did I even say? 358 00:23:45,390 --> 00:23:48,470 You huffed and puffed, and the next thing, you were gone. 359 00:23:48,560 --> 00:23:51,520 All right. Fine. Whatever you say. 360 00:23:51,600 --> 00:23:53,640 Whatever it takes for you to stay calm. 361 00:23:53,720 --> 00:23:56,770 Whatever you say. I'm just possessed by a demon. 362 00:23:56,850 --> 00:23:59,930 I keep huffing, puffing, and leaving. All unprovoked. 363 00:24:00,680 --> 00:24:02,640 When do you think Leyla will recover? 364 00:24:04,060 --> 00:24:05,140 I have no idea. 365 00:24:06,270 --> 00:24:07,140 Why? 366 00:24:09,350 --> 00:24:11,770 There are decisions to be made about the tavern. 367 00:24:13,600 --> 00:24:16,350 How about you make the decisions for once, Fiko? 368 00:24:16,430 --> 00:24:19,890 They cut the girl up like they were slicing a cake. 369 00:24:19,970 --> 00:24:22,600 Maybe you should call the shots for a change. 370 00:24:28,060 --> 00:24:30,100 Sevgi, listen. You're upset. Fine. 371 00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:32,350 You insult me. Fine. 372 00:24:32,430 --> 00:24:34,930 You're exhausted. That's fine too. But I swear-- 373 00:24:35,020 --> 00:24:37,640 You swear what, Fiko? Please tell me. What? 374 00:24:37,720 --> 00:24:39,970 I swear I'm done hearing insults. 375 00:24:40,060 --> 00:24:42,220 When have I ever insulted you? 376 00:24:42,310 --> 00:24:44,810 When haven't you? Listen. I've had it, okay? 377 00:24:44,890 --> 00:24:48,020 It's always my beard or hair is in the wrong place. 378 00:24:48,100 --> 00:24:51,640 Or I'm chewing too loudly, or I'm buying disgusting flowers. 379 00:24:51,720 --> 00:24:53,770 It's just that the smell made me sick. 380 00:24:53,850 --> 00:24:55,600 It's fine, Sevgi. You're right. 381 00:24:55,680 --> 00:24:58,100 I'm not wealthy enough to be with you either. 382 00:24:58,180 --> 00:25:00,100 I apologize for that as well. 383 00:25:00,180 --> 00:25:02,180 -That's not relevant. -Oh, it is. 384 00:25:02,270 --> 00:25:05,970 I'm just a bum who works on boats. I'm not worthy of a big shot lawyer. 385 00:25:06,060 --> 00:25:08,970 -What's that got to do with anything? -All right, Sevgi. 386 00:25:09,060 --> 00:25:10,430 Don't get upset. I'm sorry. 387 00:25:10,520 --> 00:25:12,640 I don't want to fight. I'm really sorry. 388 00:25:12,720 --> 00:25:15,430 I'm leaving now. But you shouldn't be alone, okay? 389 00:25:15,520 --> 00:25:17,680 Call Muko, or the girls, or whoever. 390 00:25:17,770 --> 00:25:19,970 But please don't be alone. I'm off. 391 00:25:20,060 --> 00:25:22,890 Thank you very much, but I can take care of myself, Fiko. 392 00:25:24,220 --> 00:25:26,180 I'm going. Do you have anything to say? 393 00:25:27,140 --> 00:25:28,180 I don't. 394 00:25:29,560 --> 00:25:31,560 All right. I'm leaving, then. 395 00:25:34,970 --> 00:25:35,970 Then, leave. 396 00:25:43,560 --> 00:25:44,520 He left. 397 00:25:52,430 --> 00:25:53,890 Goddamn it. 398 00:26:12,140 --> 00:26:14,140 -Yes? -Hello? Hi, Mrs. Leyla. 399 00:26:14,220 --> 00:26:16,770 Sarp caused a scene in class. It's bad this time. 400 00:26:16,850 --> 00:26:18,390 Can you come in for a talk? 401 00:26:19,810 --> 00:26:23,310 BALIKESİR AYVALIK ELEMENTARY SCHOOL 402 00:26:30,470 --> 00:26:31,310 Sarp? 403 00:26:36,600 --> 00:26:37,720 What happened, honey? 404 00:26:38,310 --> 00:26:40,140 I didn't do anything, Ada. 405 00:26:40,220 --> 00:26:41,640 I swear she started it. 406 00:26:41,720 --> 00:26:43,350 Okay. Just tell me. 407 00:26:43,430 --> 00:26:45,600 I was just doing my painting, 408 00:26:45,680 --> 00:26:47,020 then Flor came over and-- 409 00:26:47,100 --> 00:26:50,770 -Just keep it in mind in the future. -I see, ma'am. Will do. 410 00:26:52,770 --> 00:26:53,770 Ada? 411 00:27:01,100 --> 00:27:03,470 Why don't we have a talk in my office? 412 00:27:03,560 --> 00:27:05,140 You wait here, kids. 413 00:27:13,640 --> 00:27:15,350 Flor's been aggressive lately. 414 00:27:15,430 --> 00:27:18,060 But Sarp keeps provoking her as well. 415 00:27:18,140 --> 00:27:20,930 The teachers have been complaining a lot. 416 00:27:21,020 --> 00:27:24,310 I suggest you schedule appointments with a therapist for both. 417 00:27:24,810 --> 00:27:27,770 But, ma'am, they're ten. Don't you think it's early for that? 418 00:27:28,350 --> 00:27:31,680 Sarp just had a baby sister, so he might be a bit stressed out. 419 00:27:31,770 --> 00:27:33,850 Because he's normally a very gentle kid. 420 00:27:34,350 --> 00:27:35,430 So is Flor. 421 00:27:35,520 --> 00:27:37,560 Sarp's been harassing her for a while. 422 00:27:37,640 --> 00:27:38,850 She's told me about it. 423 00:27:40,770 --> 00:27:43,470 Maybe Sarp's just trying to communicate with Flor. 424 00:27:43,970 --> 00:27:47,390 Maybe he's feeling lonely. Could be an effort to get her attention. 425 00:27:47,470 --> 00:27:49,270 Maybe he could be more sympathetic. 426 00:27:49,770 --> 00:27:52,810 She just moved. Her Turkish is subpar. Her dad isn't home. 427 00:27:52,890 --> 00:27:54,430 She's naturally distressed. 428 00:27:55,140 --> 00:27:56,180 What about Sarp? 429 00:27:56,680 --> 00:28:00,060 His dad's in prison. His mom's constantly tending to his sister. 430 00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:03,600 Maybe Flor being cold towards him is getting on his nerves. 431 00:28:04,100 --> 00:28:05,640 Flor's not being cold. 432 00:28:08,180 --> 00:28:11,770 How about you two schedule appointments for them with a therapist, 433 00:28:11,850 --> 00:28:13,810 and I'll put them in separate classes? 434 00:28:13,890 --> 00:28:15,600 Maybe it'll do them some good. 435 00:28:16,270 --> 00:28:18,520 By the way, tablets aren't allowed. 436 00:28:18,600 --> 00:28:20,220 Just a reminder. 437 00:28:27,640 --> 00:28:28,640 It's Flor's. 438 00:28:35,020 --> 00:28:35,970 Come on, Sarp. 439 00:28:38,770 --> 00:28:41,350 Come on, honey. Let's go. 440 00:28:42,430 --> 00:28:44,470 Ada, can we talk? 441 00:28:44,560 --> 00:28:45,890 That's an old photo. 442 00:28:51,270 --> 00:28:53,970 You should've let the guy explain himself. 443 00:28:54,060 --> 00:28:56,020 Explain what, Leyloş? 444 00:28:57,140 --> 00:28:58,930 The more I try to ignore it, 445 00:28:59,020 --> 00:29:01,970 the more it's all laid out in front of me. 446 00:29:02,470 --> 00:29:03,720 There's this picture, 447 00:29:03,810 --> 00:29:06,600 and I don't belong in it. 448 00:29:07,470 --> 00:29:08,890 Fiko stopped by today. 449 00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:11,890 He grabbed a few things and left. 450 00:29:13,600 --> 00:29:14,640 You didn't talk? 451 00:29:15,390 --> 00:29:17,470 If you can call what we did talking. 452 00:29:19,180 --> 00:29:23,770 I actually managed to drive away a guy like Fiko. 453 00:29:24,350 --> 00:29:26,600 Kudos to me. That's quite a feat. 454 00:29:27,810 --> 00:29:29,520 What is it that you want? 455 00:29:30,970 --> 00:29:32,640 Do you want Fiko or not? 456 00:29:33,850 --> 00:29:35,770 Do you love him or not? 457 00:29:37,140 --> 00:29:39,220 Hey, Leyla. Mavi's crying. 458 00:29:42,520 --> 00:29:44,970 Sometimes I wonder, girls… 459 00:29:45,640 --> 00:29:47,770 I mean, I don't mean to offend God. 460 00:29:47,850 --> 00:29:50,100 I'm only telling you since we're so close. 461 00:29:51,970 --> 00:29:54,220 But how could I do this to myself? 462 00:29:54,310 --> 00:29:57,270 How can you say that? Take it back right now. 463 00:29:58,310 --> 00:30:01,350 I can't do this. I can't take care of her. 464 00:30:02,020 --> 00:30:03,810 You both have your own things. 465 00:30:03,890 --> 00:30:05,560 I've been left high and dry. 466 00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:06,770 Leyloş, listen. 467 00:30:06,850 --> 00:30:10,520 We're here. Don't worry. Everything's going to be okay. 468 00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:12,810 How is it going to be okay, though? 469 00:30:12,890 --> 00:30:15,020 I can't even take a shower. I'm filthy. 470 00:30:15,100 --> 00:30:16,350 I stink! 471 00:30:16,850 --> 00:30:20,970 And now there's the therapist thing. I can't afford a therapist, damn it. 472 00:30:21,060 --> 00:30:22,890 I don't have enough milk either! 473 00:30:23,390 --> 00:30:24,390 Leyloş, honey. 474 00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:27,890 You're doing just fine. 475 00:30:27,970 --> 00:30:30,680 So is Mavi. Her weight, her health, it's all great. 476 00:30:31,560 --> 00:30:33,060 Don't be like this, baby. 477 00:30:36,350 --> 00:30:37,520 Hey, Mavi. 478 00:30:38,020 --> 00:30:39,470 You little angel. 479 00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:42,890 You want me to pick you up? Let's do it, then. 480 00:30:42,970 --> 00:30:44,890 Here we go, sweetie. 481 00:30:44,970 --> 00:30:46,310 Here. 482 00:31:18,220 --> 00:31:19,680 -Should I tell her? -Tell her. 483 00:31:22,140 --> 00:31:25,390 Leyloş, we wanted to tell you after it was done, but… 484 00:31:26,180 --> 00:31:27,640 We've got a surprise for you. 485 00:31:30,100 --> 00:31:32,100 Unless you've bought me a third boob, 486 00:31:32,180 --> 00:31:34,930 no surprise can make me happy now, girls. 487 00:31:35,020 --> 00:31:38,470 It's going to make you as happy as a third or even fourth boob. 488 00:31:39,390 --> 00:31:40,310 Oh, yeah? 489 00:31:42,680 --> 00:31:45,850 The last thing I need right now is being spontaneous. 490 00:31:45,930 --> 00:31:49,220 -You're so right, Leyloş. -I have two hours, and one's almost up. 491 00:31:49,310 --> 00:31:52,640 -I have to breastfeed Mavi in two hours. -You're absolutely right. 492 00:31:52,720 --> 00:31:54,640 -You talk too much. -Woe is us. 493 00:31:54,720 --> 00:31:56,850 Come on! What is this? This is ridiculous. 494 00:31:56,930 --> 00:31:59,350 You're not the only one who can blindfold people. 495 00:32:00,270 --> 00:32:01,890 See, this is what I don't need. 496 00:32:01,970 --> 00:32:04,220 -Make it tight. She'll peek. -Blindfold, huh? 497 00:32:04,310 --> 00:32:08,850 -Give me another one so I can gag her. -My bad behavior rubbed off on you two. 498 00:32:08,930 --> 00:32:12,220 -Just shut up for a minute. -But I don't have time for this. 499 00:32:12,890 --> 00:32:15,770 Have it your way, then. Let's do it. 500 00:32:16,640 --> 00:32:18,770 I hope you'll make me very happy. 501 00:32:20,310 --> 00:32:24,810 Am I the way I am because it's spring? 502 00:32:24,890 --> 00:32:29,430 Or does spring come when I'm the way I am? 503 00:32:29,520 --> 00:32:34,220 Besides, this has nothing to do with you 504 00:32:34,310 --> 00:32:38,770 Of course it's spring Because I am the way I am 505 00:32:38,850 --> 00:32:42,770 Because since the day my hands met yours 506 00:32:42,850 --> 00:32:44,470 Eyes on the road! Watch it! 507 00:32:44,560 --> 00:32:48,470 Every winter branch is budding 508 00:32:50,020 --> 00:32:51,970 -Don't spoil the surprise. -Please. 509 00:32:52,060 --> 00:32:55,430 Now you've gone and lifted my spirits. Why did you have to do that? 510 00:33:16,560 --> 00:33:18,680 I'll get out and help you, okay? 511 00:33:19,810 --> 00:33:22,640 Did we make a turn? Is it a winding road? 512 00:33:22,720 --> 00:33:25,720 -Can't I remove it already? -No, you can't. Just hang on. 513 00:33:25,810 --> 00:33:28,520 -Now you're just being silly. -Hang on. 514 00:33:29,720 --> 00:33:31,930 -You're totally out of your minds. -Hang on. 515 00:33:32,020 --> 00:33:34,810 -You know I'm really not in a good mood. -Easy now. 516 00:33:34,890 --> 00:33:36,180 Watch your step. 517 00:33:37,140 --> 00:33:40,020 -Are we there yet? -All right. Go ahead and remove it. 518 00:33:40,100 --> 00:33:41,430 -I'm removing it. -Go. 519 00:33:42,390 --> 00:33:43,770 -Surprise! -Surprise! 520 00:33:44,270 --> 00:33:46,350 You guys! You're insane! 521 00:33:46,430 --> 00:33:48,850 What is this? Oh my God. 522 00:33:49,350 --> 00:33:51,850 I haven't even had anyone draw up the plans yet. 523 00:33:52,350 --> 00:33:54,640 Where did all these people come from? 524 00:33:55,430 --> 00:33:57,680 Guess who helped us with the project? 525 00:33:57,770 --> 00:33:58,600 Who? 526 00:33:59,270 --> 00:34:00,310 Hey, girls! 527 00:34:00,390 --> 00:34:01,430 Selim! 528 00:34:02,020 --> 00:34:04,060 You guys are all insane! 529 00:34:04,560 --> 00:34:06,470 I can't believe this. Oh, Selim. 530 00:34:07,100 --> 00:34:10,140 -Oh, honey! Come here, sweetie. -Congratulations. 531 00:34:10,220 --> 00:34:13,180 -I wish her happiness and health. -Amen, sweetie. 532 00:34:14,350 --> 00:34:16,220 You're great, amazing, and all that, 533 00:34:16,310 --> 00:34:19,640 but I really don't have the budget or that kind of money. 534 00:34:19,720 --> 00:34:22,100 What is she talking about? What budget? 535 00:34:22,180 --> 00:34:23,680 I wanted to give Mavi a gift. 536 00:34:23,770 --> 00:34:25,720 I love you guys so much. 537 00:34:25,810 --> 00:34:29,520 Also, we're all partners in the tavern now. 538 00:34:29,600 --> 00:34:31,810 You don't have to worry about anything. 539 00:34:31,890 --> 00:34:33,600 Just open the place quickly. 540 00:34:33,680 --> 00:34:36,640 You've got to be kidding me! I love you guys so much! 541 00:34:36,720 --> 00:34:38,720 -We love you too. -Come here, you! 542 00:34:41,970 --> 00:34:43,180 Isn't Fiko here? 543 00:34:44,220 --> 00:34:46,560 He's doing a supply run. He'll be back soon. 544 00:34:47,600 --> 00:34:48,720 Wait! 545 00:34:50,100 --> 00:34:53,020 I'd like you to meet Miss Lavinya. 546 00:34:53,100 --> 00:34:54,850 -You're kidding. -Lavinya? 547 00:34:55,350 --> 00:34:56,270 Yeşim? 548 00:34:57,560 --> 00:34:59,310 -Come on. -Hello. 549 00:34:59,390 --> 00:35:02,430 Oh, you're so cute! 550 00:35:03,140 --> 00:35:05,850 I could eat you up, Lavinya! 551 00:35:05,930 --> 00:35:08,430 -How old is she now? -Three months and 17 days. 552 00:35:08,520 --> 00:35:11,560 -I could eat you up! -Lavinya, huh? What a beautiful name. 553 00:35:11,640 --> 00:35:12,520 I know, right? 554 00:35:12,600 --> 00:35:15,060 -Can I take your socks off for a sec? -Go ahead. 555 00:35:15,140 --> 00:35:17,600 Let me smell those cute baby feet of yours. 556 00:35:17,680 --> 00:35:19,390 I'll introduce you. This is Yeşim. 557 00:35:19,470 --> 00:35:21,020 -Hi. -This is Sevgi. 558 00:35:21,100 --> 00:35:22,220 -Pleasure. -And Leyla. 559 00:35:22,720 --> 00:35:24,720 Hey, sweetie! Hey, honey. 560 00:35:24,810 --> 00:35:27,060 I can't believe you're a father now. 561 00:35:28,850 --> 00:35:31,890 -You just-- -I have to go to work. See you tonight. 562 00:35:32,390 --> 00:35:33,770 -All right. -Hey, Selim. 563 00:35:33,850 --> 00:35:36,180 -You can give the girls a ride, right? -Sure. 564 00:35:36,270 --> 00:35:37,100 Bye, then. 565 00:35:38,390 --> 00:35:41,100 -Oh, my sweet girl. -God, what a cutie. 566 00:35:41,220 --> 00:35:44,270 Can I take your socks off? Please, just once. 567 00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:47,810 -What's that? -Oh, they're little fish. 568 00:36:04,140 --> 00:36:05,640 Has he been identified yet? 569 00:36:05,720 --> 00:36:08,810 No, Doctor. The police were informed. They have nothing so far. 570 00:36:08,890 --> 00:36:11,310 I see. Let me know when he wakes up. 571 00:36:11,390 --> 00:36:12,350 Will do, Doctor. 572 00:36:19,430 --> 00:36:22,810 C. G. JUNG THE RED BOOK 573 00:36:30,020 --> 00:36:31,970 FRAGILE! 574 00:37:28,100 --> 00:37:31,430 Pick someone to represent you. 575 00:37:33,470 --> 00:37:34,310 I… 576 00:37:36,520 --> 00:37:37,470 I'm not sure. 577 00:37:39,220 --> 00:37:41,770 They're all bright young people. 578 00:37:44,560 --> 00:37:45,890 Go with your gut. 579 00:37:52,100 --> 00:37:52,930 Ada. 580 00:37:53,470 --> 00:37:54,350 I want Ada. 581 00:37:54,970 --> 00:37:56,060 Come here, Ada. 582 00:39:03,970 --> 00:39:05,140 How are you? 583 00:39:06,430 --> 00:39:07,770 How is Mukadder? 584 00:39:13,970 --> 00:39:16,310 There's this intense sharp pain in my belly. 585 00:39:30,930 --> 00:39:32,180 I didn't want her. 586 00:39:32,270 --> 00:39:33,930 I wanted to get rid of her. 587 00:39:45,390 --> 00:39:46,270 Mukadder! 588 00:39:46,350 --> 00:39:47,810 Mukadder! Stop, don't! 589 00:39:49,220 --> 00:39:50,100 Mukadder. 590 00:39:51,930 --> 00:39:53,220 Aram's gone. 591 00:39:53,310 --> 00:39:54,850 What am I going to do now? 592 00:39:54,930 --> 00:39:57,060 It's okay. It's okay, Mukadder. 593 00:39:58,560 --> 00:40:01,720 Listen. I'll look after you both if I have to. 594 00:40:02,520 --> 00:40:03,350 Okay? 595 00:40:23,560 --> 00:40:24,640 All right. 596 00:40:25,600 --> 00:40:26,600 All right. 597 00:40:30,560 --> 00:40:31,390 Then… 598 00:40:33,520 --> 00:40:37,310 Then what happened? Were you able to make up with your father? 599 00:40:41,890 --> 00:40:42,720 No. 600 00:40:44,640 --> 00:40:45,890 He died resenting me. 601 00:40:50,930 --> 00:40:54,270 Now I want you to pick someone to represent your father. 602 00:41:04,220 --> 00:41:05,060 Come here. 603 00:41:07,770 --> 00:41:08,810 Close your eyes. 604 00:41:10,180 --> 00:41:12,470 You'll know who and what you represent. 605 00:41:19,180 --> 00:41:22,100 Oh, my pretty girl. I never wanted things to be this way. 606 00:41:22,680 --> 00:41:26,390 That was how things were back then. It affected how I felt, what I decided. 607 00:41:28,770 --> 00:41:31,140 I had no idea things would turn out like this. 608 00:41:31,890 --> 00:41:34,810 I couldn't do it. I couldn't be there for you. 609 00:41:39,930 --> 00:41:41,020 Now I see you. 610 00:41:45,640 --> 00:41:46,770 And as your father, 611 00:41:47,350 --> 00:41:50,810 I'll always be there for you with all my love and compassion, honey. 612 00:42:12,350 --> 00:42:13,560 How do you feel now? 613 00:42:15,020 --> 00:42:16,140 How is Mukadder? 614 00:42:21,140 --> 00:42:21,970 I'm okay. 615 00:42:22,890 --> 00:42:23,810 I feel better. 616 00:42:26,930 --> 00:42:29,020 Your daughter's there. Do you see Sevgi? 617 00:42:34,640 --> 00:42:35,640 I see her. 618 00:42:37,430 --> 00:42:40,720 Now repeat after me. 619 00:42:42,720 --> 00:42:44,020 My dear daughter. 620 00:42:45,970 --> 00:42:47,100 "My dear daughter." 621 00:42:48,890 --> 00:42:51,100 I had no idea what I'd put you through. 622 00:42:53,100 --> 00:42:54,350 I see you now. 623 00:42:55,600 --> 00:42:57,520 And as your mother, 624 00:42:58,060 --> 00:43:01,220 I embrace you with love and compassion. 625 00:43:02,640 --> 00:43:04,060 I, with all my heart, 626 00:43:05,430 --> 00:43:06,770 and all my love, 627 00:43:07,560 --> 00:43:08,470 want you. 628 00:43:28,470 --> 00:43:33,390 Now you can stop the expansion by taking a step. 629 00:43:37,520 --> 00:43:38,350 All right. 630 00:43:41,310 --> 00:43:42,680 For 21 days, 631 00:43:43,520 --> 00:43:46,560 you can try lighting a candle in water. 632 00:43:47,890 --> 00:43:51,720 So that the baby in the womb doesn't have any fear anymore. 633 00:43:53,100 --> 00:43:56,220 So that she transforms with love. 634 00:44:08,220 --> 00:44:10,310 Why do you think 635 00:44:12,060 --> 00:44:14,770 Mukadder picked you to represent her? 636 00:44:21,810 --> 00:44:24,430 I don't know. Why did she? 637 00:44:26,890 --> 00:44:28,680 Everyone who gets picked, 638 00:44:28,770 --> 00:44:30,640 in fact, not only them, 639 00:44:31,560 --> 00:44:33,270 but everyone who's there, 640 00:44:34,560 --> 00:44:36,470 might have had similar experiences 641 00:44:36,560 --> 00:44:41,640 at a certain point in their lives or in their past. 642 00:44:43,470 --> 00:44:44,890 I had an abortion once. 643 00:44:45,470 --> 00:44:46,430 Is that why? 644 00:44:47,470 --> 00:44:50,850 But we already sorted it out with Toprak. We're past that. 645 00:44:52,020 --> 00:44:54,520 Maybe that's why I ran into Toprak again. 646 00:44:57,470 --> 00:44:58,310 Ada. 647 00:45:00,770 --> 00:45:03,060 Your father has another daughter. 648 00:45:03,850 --> 00:45:04,680 Am I right? 649 00:45:05,720 --> 00:45:06,720 Yeah, but… 650 00:45:07,680 --> 00:45:09,020 But how's that relevant? 651 00:45:09,520 --> 00:45:11,470 Now, that's a reach, Mr. Zaman. 652 00:45:11,560 --> 00:45:14,890 Well, we threw another rock into the water. 653 00:45:14,970 --> 00:45:17,810 Now it's up to you to decide if you'll look into it. 654 00:45:21,140 --> 00:45:23,770 It seems your rocks didn't reach their destination. 655 00:45:25,970 --> 00:45:27,930 RETURNED 656 00:45:28,850 --> 00:45:30,930 When will you start talking, Mr. Zaman? 657 00:45:32,220 --> 00:45:34,140 When will your waters calm down? 658 00:45:50,180 --> 00:45:51,060 Come in. 659 00:45:58,390 --> 00:46:02,020 Ada, I don't want to leave while everything's crazy and unsettled. 660 00:46:03,060 --> 00:46:05,640 Between you, my job, Eva, and Flor… 661 00:46:06,850 --> 00:46:08,430 I just can't handle it all. 662 00:46:08,520 --> 00:46:11,520 Toprak, I'm not something you need to "handle." 663 00:46:13,390 --> 00:46:15,180 You shouldn't be feeling that way. 664 00:46:16,560 --> 00:46:19,220 Ada, can you tell me what exactly your problem is? 665 00:46:20,060 --> 00:46:21,560 Fine. Sure I can. 666 00:46:23,270 --> 00:46:26,470 It's been months since we had a dinner date. 667 00:46:26,970 --> 00:46:29,810 But you can leave your daughter for two months for work. 668 00:46:31,560 --> 00:46:35,180 And that makes me feel worthless. Do you understand? 669 00:46:36,310 --> 00:46:39,390 Ada, I registered Flor for school here. 670 00:46:39,470 --> 00:46:42,310 I convinced Eva to stay. I changed their whole lives. 671 00:46:42,390 --> 00:46:44,680 For you. So that we could be together. 672 00:46:44,770 --> 00:46:48,470 I know! That's why I keep my mouth shut and tolerate everything. 673 00:46:48,560 --> 00:46:51,020 -Tolerate? You? -Just… Toprak, listen! 674 00:46:51,100 --> 00:46:55,220 -I keep waiting and waiting, but-- -But you can't wait for two more months. 675 00:46:55,310 --> 00:46:59,430 I've been waiting for months for things to get better. 676 00:47:01,020 --> 00:47:02,890 But I'm tired of feeling like 677 00:47:02,970 --> 00:47:06,140 I'm stealing a little girl's father from her. 678 00:47:06,220 --> 00:47:07,930 I'm tired of being lonely, Toprak. 679 00:47:08,020 --> 00:47:10,810 Ada, what more do I need to do? Tell me! 680 00:47:16,470 --> 00:47:18,270 We're adults, Toprak. 681 00:47:18,810 --> 00:47:21,020 We should be able to organize our lives. 682 00:47:27,350 --> 00:47:28,770 Apparently, we can't. 683 00:47:29,600 --> 00:47:30,930 I mean, I can't. 684 00:47:33,310 --> 00:47:35,640 I thought you'd changed, you know? 685 00:47:37,890 --> 00:47:39,720 What's that supposed to mean? 686 00:47:39,810 --> 00:47:41,430 You had the same bossy attitude. 687 00:47:41,520 --> 00:47:45,180 Looking down on others, telling them what's right or wrong. 688 00:47:45,270 --> 00:47:49,390 Telling me how to live my life, which path to take, what to do and how. 689 00:47:49,470 --> 00:47:53,390 But you couldn't see it then either. You had a man who loved you. 690 00:47:55,600 --> 00:47:58,180 But you were always fixated on what was missing. 691 00:47:59,430 --> 00:48:01,770 Now you expect me to drop everything for you. 692 00:48:01,850 --> 00:48:03,470 I never asked for that. 693 00:48:03,560 --> 00:48:07,520 All I want is a man who's there for me, who's present! 694 00:48:07,600 --> 00:48:10,520 This is the best I can do. It really is. 695 00:48:11,810 --> 00:48:13,100 If that's not cutting it… 696 00:48:17,390 --> 00:48:19,140 See, you haven't changed either. 697 00:48:19,890 --> 00:48:22,640 Different excuses, same outcome. 698 00:48:24,600 --> 00:48:25,890 So what's the plan? 699 00:48:26,430 --> 00:48:29,640 Hooking up with another random person on the tour 700 00:48:30,140 --> 00:48:33,810 because your pride is hurt, because you failed to do something? 701 00:48:33,890 --> 00:48:37,970 -You're being very ridiculous. Shut up. -Right. I'm being ridiculous. 702 00:48:38,640 --> 00:48:39,640 Sure I am. 703 00:48:49,100 --> 00:48:50,720 You still resent me for that. 704 00:48:55,850 --> 00:48:57,390 You're still hung up on that. 705 00:49:00,680 --> 00:49:01,770 Maybe we reunited… 706 00:49:03,890 --> 00:49:07,390 so we could move on from the things we've been hung up on, Toprak. 707 00:49:15,560 --> 00:49:18,270 Perhaps it was a mistake to take this thing this far. 708 00:49:25,020 --> 00:49:25,930 A mistake, huh? 709 00:49:29,310 --> 00:49:30,140 Fine. 710 00:49:33,680 --> 00:49:36,180 I hope you find the man of your dreams. 711 00:49:37,060 --> 00:49:38,270 Someone worthy of you. 712 00:49:40,470 --> 00:49:41,720 Obviously, it's not me. 713 00:49:43,600 --> 00:49:44,430 Again. 714 00:49:56,310 --> 00:49:58,850 I have to work to look after my daughter, Ada. 715 00:50:03,390 --> 00:50:04,600 Good luck to you. 716 00:51:11,430 --> 00:51:12,720 Honey. 717 00:51:12,810 --> 00:51:15,270 You can tear off that arm of yours if you want, 718 00:51:15,350 --> 00:51:17,770 but it won't take the pain away, baby. 719 00:51:17,850 --> 00:51:20,850 Girls, have you noticed that I've never been single? 720 00:51:21,430 --> 00:51:24,970 I've always had a boyfriend. Just relationship after relationship. 721 00:51:25,060 --> 00:51:28,310 That sounds great. Would you rather be lonely? 722 00:51:34,770 --> 00:51:36,600 Better than being disappointed. 723 00:51:38,140 --> 00:51:39,560 Well, I'm lonely too. 724 00:51:40,140 --> 00:51:43,640 In fact, I don't even remember how it was before Erdem. 725 00:51:46,390 --> 00:51:47,890 And for me, nothing changes. 726 00:51:47,970 --> 00:51:49,520 Here, honey. Eat. 727 00:51:50,020 --> 00:51:51,270 It's always the same. 728 00:51:52,060 --> 00:51:56,180 I mean, I'd been single for so long before Fiko anyway. 729 00:51:57,520 --> 00:51:59,180 I wish I'd done the same. 730 00:52:00,770 --> 00:52:02,390 I wish I could've stayed single. 731 00:52:02,470 --> 00:52:05,350 You think being single is an accomplishment or something? 732 00:52:05,430 --> 00:52:07,310 Enjoying life is much better. 733 00:52:07,390 --> 00:52:09,640 Is it really so bad, 734 00:52:09,720 --> 00:52:12,600 having someone you can rely on, trust, and love, 735 00:52:12,680 --> 00:52:14,350 for God's sake? 736 00:52:14,850 --> 00:52:18,720 Sure, Leyloş, but does a man like that really exist? 737 00:52:19,810 --> 00:52:23,640 Considering we're all unspoken for, he doesn't exist. 738 00:52:23,720 --> 00:52:26,180 But why not, Coconut? 739 00:52:26,270 --> 00:52:28,770 It doesn't mean he'll never exist. 740 00:52:34,140 --> 00:52:36,390 Girls, I need to be by myself. 741 00:52:38,970 --> 00:52:40,970 I have no idea who I'll be 742 00:52:42,560 --> 00:52:43,890 when I'm not with someone. 743 00:52:46,220 --> 00:52:47,930 Well, I don't know about you, 744 00:52:49,270 --> 00:52:52,140 but it turns out I'm a shitty person when I'm by myself. 745 00:52:53,140 --> 00:52:56,140 I have no idea when I turned into what I am now. 746 00:52:56,220 --> 00:52:59,270 I keep pushing everyone away and breaking everyone's heart. 747 00:52:59,770 --> 00:53:01,220 Don't be so hard on yourself. 748 00:53:01,720 --> 00:53:04,720 What you're going through isn't easy. You're doing great. 749 00:53:05,220 --> 00:53:07,140 -I'm doing great, Ada? -Yes. 750 00:53:07,220 --> 00:53:10,100 Girl, even Fiko left me. I mean, it's Fiko. 751 00:53:12,060 --> 00:53:14,930 Well, I did my very best to make him leave. 752 00:53:15,770 --> 00:53:18,850 Honey, if you're that sad about it, 753 00:53:18,930 --> 00:53:21,060 why don't you just give him a call? 754 00:53:27,430 --> 00:53:29,310 Because I can't have a baby. 755 00:53:32,560 --> 00:53:33,600 -What? -What? 756 00:53:34,850 --> 00:53:35,680 You know… 757 00:53:36,680 --> 00:53:38,600 My ovaries are shot. 758 00:53:42,020 --> 00:53:45,810 I wasn't even aware I wanted kids until I found out. 759 00:53:58,020 --> 00:53:59,970 I'll never be a mother. 760 00:54:02,970 --> 00:54:06,850 If we were an unwanted child when we were conceived, 761 00:54:06,930 --> 00:54:09,310 wouldn't it be hard for us to recognize love? 762 00:54:15,890 --> 00:54:20,390 Is it possible to close that distance between the mother and the child 763 00:54:20,470 --> 00:54:21,680 after all the years? 764 00:54:38,970 --> 00:54:42,060 Give me a call when you get your report card, okay? 765 00:54:54,600 --> 00:54:55,430 Toprak. 766 00:55:26,020 --> 00:55:28,270 Does being a family really mean 767 00:55:28,350 --> 00:55:33,020 sticking together despite everything, no matter what? 768 00:55:34,430 --> 00:55:36,600 Or if we're not together anymore, 769 00:55:36,680 --> 00:55:38,890 do we lose that bond with our family? 770 00:56:04,350 --> 00:56:08,810 Maybe what we call a family isn't about being an extension of them, 771 00:56:08,890 --> 00:56:11,680 but about simply accepting them as they are, 772 00:56:11,770 --> 00:56:13,770 whoever or wherever they may be. 773 00:56:20,350 --> 00:56:22,640 You think I'll ever have a family of my own? 774 00:56:27,520 --> 00:56:29,180 Or is this the end of the road? 775 00:59:11,810 --> 00:59:16,810 Subtitle translation by: Oktar Bumin Aykutlu