1 00:00:21,540 --> 00:00:22,540 Father. 2 00:00:26,170 --> 00:00:27,500 I brought you lunch. 3 00:00:28,620 --> 00:00:30,000 Is it true what I've heard? 4 00:00:36,960 --> 00:00:39,330 Have you really been seeing that communist boy? 5 00:00:40,170 --> 00:00:43,790 Father, we're in love. He's going to ask for your blessing. 6 00:00:44,540 --> 00:00:48,580 If I ever hear you're seeing him again, I'll break every bone in your body. 7 00:00:48,670 --> 00:00:49,920 Now begone! 8 00:01:01,580 --> 00:01:03,580 HAYYAT TAILOR SHOP 9 00:01:28,420 --> 00:01:29,540 Mukadder? 10 00:01:29,620 --> 00:01:31,120 My father said no, Aram. 11 00:01:31,210 --> 00:01:32,580 What are we going to do? 12 00:01:32,670 --> 00:01:36,210 We'll run away, then. I will look after you and our child. 13 00:01:40,330 --> 00:01:43,210 I'll never walk away from you, Mukadder. 14 00:01:46,080 --> 00:01:46,920 How about you? 15 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:10,210 ANOTHER SELF 16 00:02:19,540 --> 00:02:20,540 Come on. 17 00:02:21,870 --> 00:02:23,040 No. 18 00:02:23,960 --> 00:02:26,540 I can't do this. I swear I can't. 19 00:02:26,620 --> 00:02:29,250 -You can do it, Leyloş. -Come on, Leylo. You can. 20 00:02:29,330 --> 00:02:30,830 You're doing great. One more. 21 00:02:32,330 --> 00:02:35,080 You're doing amazing. The dilation is great. Keep it up. 22 00:02:35,170 --> 00:02:38,290 -Three, two, one, push! -One more time. Two, one… 23 00:02:38,870 --> 00:02:41,460 Push. 24 00:02:41,540 --> 00:02:43,040 Push. Come on, honey. 25 00:02:43,120 --> 00:02:45,420 Wait a minute. 26 00:02:45,920 --> 00:02:48,370 I wanted to do it upright. I forgot. Move, people. 27 00:02:48,460 --> 00:02:51,080 -Don't be ridiculous, Leyloş. -Here, take this! 28 00:02:51,170 --> 00:02:52,960 -Let's get her up. -Take this off. 29 00:02:53,040 --> 00:02:54,290 -Come. -What the heck? 30 00:02:54,370 --> 00:02:57,210 It's okay. You're okay. Calm down. 31 00:02:57,290 --> 00:03:00,290 Women used to give birth on their feet. I'll do it too. 32 00:03:00,370 --> 00:03:01,460 Okay, you will. 33 00:03:01,540 --> 00:03:03,500 -I'm sure they had good reason. -Sure. 34 00:03:04,170 --> 00:03:06,420 -Easy, honey. Calm down. -Ada… 35 00:03:12,330 --> 00:03:14,960 Ada! Ada, I can't do this. 36 00:03:15,040 --> 00:03:17,870 -Can I leave? I need to get out. -Leyloş… Okay, come on. 37 00:03:17,960 --> 00:03:19,540 -Take her. -I'll be right back. 38 00:03:21,500 --> 00:03:22,920 Fiko, she's all yours. 39 00:03:23,000 --> 00:03:25,120 Sevgi? What's wrong? Are you okay? 40 00:03:25,210 --> 00:03:26,210 You came? 41 00:03:33,290 --> 00:03:35,210 -I'll get you some water. -Okay. 42 00:03:35,710 --> 00:03:36,830 Take a seat, honey. 43 00:03:54,750 --> 00:03:56,000 You're doing great, baby. 44 00:03:56,080 --> 00:03:59,000 Ada… I can't do this. I really can't. 45 00:03:59,080 --> 00:04:01,460 -But you're doing it, honey. -No. 46 00:04:01,540 --> 00:04:03,460 You girls, you look after Sarp for me. 47 00:04:03,540 --> 00:04:06,210 -Leyla. Leyloş. -I'm leaving everything to him. 48 00:04:07,000 --> 00:04:09,870 As if I have anything left but debt. 49 00:04:11,170 --> 00:04:14,000 Who leaves debt to their son as inheritance? 50 00:04:14,080 --> 00:04:15,920 -Leyloş… -She needs a C-section. 51 00:04:16,000 --> 00:04:17,370 -What's wrong? -What is it? 52 00:04:17,460 --> 00:04:19,000 The heart rate is slowing down. 53 00:04:19,670 --> 00:04:21,670 -Something's wrong. -Let's go to the OR. 54 00:04:21,750 --> 00:04:23,540 -It'll be better. -Something's up. 55 00:04:23,620 --> 00:04:24,870 Everything's okay. 56 00:04:24,960 --> 00:04:26,710 -No! Tell me the truth. -Leyloş-- 57 00:04:26,790 --> 00:04:29,710 This is all Erdem's fault! God damn you to hell, Erdem! 58 00:04:30,540 --> 00:04:31,500 Leyloş. 59 00:04:32,000 --> 00:04:34,080 I'm leaving you my sins. 60 00:04:34,710 --> 00:04:37,870 Because they're all I have left now! 61 00:04:37,960 --> 00:04:40,460 -Breathe. Calm down. Come on. -Deep breaths. 62 00:04:40,540 --> 00:04:45,290 -I just want my baby to be fine! Please! -She'll be here. I promise you, Leyloş. 63 00:04:48,290 --> 00:04:50,370 Are you people kidding me? 64 00:04:50,870 --> 00:04:53,710 Why didn't you give me this thing earlier? 65 00:04:54,210 --> 00:04:55,620 I feel great now. 66 00:04:59,290 --> 00:05:00,420 -Ada? -Yeah? 67 00:05:00,500 --> 00:05:02,080 I love you so much. 68 00:05:02,170 --> 00:05:03,500 I love you too. 69 00:05:04,170 --> 00:05:05,710 I love you so much! 70 00:05:05,790 --> 00:05:08,830 I'm so lucky to have you. I'm glad you're here. 71 00:05:11,710 --> 00:05:15,750 All right! Are you ready? I'm ready to get your baby girl out. 72 00:05:15,830 --> 00:05:17,960 -She's coming, okay? -Here she comes. 73 00:05:18,620 --> 00:05:19,870 -Oh, Leyloş. -Almost. 74 00:05:19,960 --> 00:05:22,170 Voilà! Say hello to your mother. 75 00:05:22,250 --> 00:05:23,670 Here she is, Leyloş. 76 00:05:24,370 --> 00:05:27,170 -Say hello to your mother. -Leyloş, look at her. 77 00:05:27,960 --> 00:05:28,790 Ada… 78 00:05:29,580 --> 00:05:32,500 Welcome to the world. Look at her! 79 00:05:33,540 --> 00:05:36,080 Take her, please. Yes, take her. Here you go. 80 00:05:36,670 --> 00:05:37,670 She's here. 81 00:05:38,540 --> 00:05:40,120 -She's so cute. -I'm so happy. 82 00:05:41,040 --> 00:05:42,000 I'll be right back. 83 00:05:42,790 --> 00:05:45,000 -Take a video. -They're already taking one. 84 00:05:45,080 --> 00:05:46,500 -They are? -Uh-huh. 85 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:48,080 Hey, Ada. 86 00:05:49,460 --> 00:05:50,920 Is she healthy? 87 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:53,830 Come here, you. You want to meet your mommy? 88 00:05:54,830 --> 00:05:56,000 Oh, Leyloş. 89 00:05:56,620 --> 00:05:58,790 Look how pretty she is, Leyloş. 90 00:06:01,460 --> 00:06:02,790 Look. It's Mommy. 91 00:06:02,870 --> 00:06:04,080 Yes, that's Mommy. 92 00:06:04,170 --> 00:06:06,330 Oh, my baby girl. Cute as a button. 93 00:06:06,420 --> 00:06:08,370 -Ada… -She's so cute. 94 00:06:09,330 --> 00:06:11,330 Hello. 95 00:06:11,830 --> 00:06:15,080 Does she have blue eyes, Ada? Are her eyes blue? 96 00:06:15,170 --> 00:06:16,250 I think so. 97 00:06:16,330 --> 00:06:17,500 Oh, my baby girl. 98 00:06:18,750 --> 00:06:20,290 I'll name her Mavi, then. 99 00:06:20,790 --> 00:06:21,790 She's perfect. 100 00:06:23,790 --> 00:06:25,710 I'm taking a photo. Look here, please. 101 00:06:27,500 --> 00:06:28,500 Smile. 102 00:06:31,370 --> 00:06:32,210 Ada? 103 00:06:33,790 --> 00:06:34,620 She's here. 104 00:06:35,170 --> 00:06:37,080 Both of them are perfectly fine. 105 00:06:37,170 --> 00:06:38,210 Thank God. 106 00:06:38,710 --> 00:06:39,830 Thank God! 107 00:06:39,920 --> 00:06:42,080 -Thank God. -Hush. Quiet. 108 00:06:43,170 --> 00:06:44,540 Oh, sweetie. 109 00:06:44,620 --> 00:06:47,330 -Thank God. -Thank God! Oh, Fiko! 110 00:06:49,080 --> 00:06:51,000 Oh, honey. Wow. 111 00:06:56,710 --> 00:06:58,170 So? What did she name her? 112 00:06:58,250 --> 00:07:00,290 She said she wanted to see her first. 113 00:07:00,870 --> 00:07:02,120 -It's Mavi. -Oh, yeah? 114 00:07:02,210 --> 00:07:04,080 -Mavi, huh? -Because of her eyes. 115 00:07:04,170 --> 00:07:06,120 -A beautiful name. -She's so cute. 116 00:07:26,120 --> 00:07:26,960 Hey, Mavi. 117 00:07:28,620 --> 00:07:29,620 Welcome. 118 00:07:31,420 --> 00:07:34,370 Let me tell you, you're going to have a blast here. 119 00:07:35,620 --> 00:07:39,120 And we're all so lucky to be your aunties. 120 00:07:40,370 --> 00:07:42,620 Don't worry. You're safe. 121 00:07:43,210 --> 00:07:44,920 Everything's going to be great. 122 00:07:50,420 --> 00:07:52,120 -Can I come in? -Sure. 123 00:08:01,420 --> 00:08:02,370 What a cutie-pie. 124 00:08:06,420 --> 00:08:07,670 You want to hold her? 125 00:08:08,670 --> 00:08:09,500 Yeah. 126 00:08:11,370 --> 00:08:12,370 Here you go. 127 00:08:16,330 --> 00:08:18,920 Come here, you. Here we go. 128 00:08:21,870 --> 00:08:23,670 You're such a cute girl. 129 00:08:25,460 --> 00:08:26,540 Welcome. 130 00:08:28,710 --> 00:08:30,170 Oh, bless you. 131 00:08:33,170 --> 00:08:34,210 Is Leyla okay? 132 00:08:35,000 --> 00:08:36,790 Some pain, but she'll be fine. 133 00:08:39,170 --> 00:08:40,290 Are you okay? 134 00:08:42,420 --> 00:08:45,210 How am I going to finish the renovation now? 135 00:08:46,670 --> 00:08:49,670 All the debt, the installments… 136 00:08:51,460 --> 00:08:53,870 How will I look after her all by myself? 137 00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:01,830 Toprak? 138 00:09:01,920 --> 00:09:04,080 -Hi, Leyla. -Hey, honey. 139 00:09:04,170 --> 00:09:06,960 Congratulations. She's such a lovely girl. 140 00:09:09,420 --> 00:09:10,420 Thank you. 141 00:09:12,670 --> 00:09:16,040 You look good holding her, Uncle Toprak. 142 00:09:16,120 --> 00:09:18,120 I'm counting on your help. 143 00:09:20,540 --> 00:09:22,710 We all know I can't count on Ada. 144 00:09:24,290 --> 00:09:25,710 And her dad's in prison. 145 00:09:26,870 --> 00:09:28,830 So I'm going to need some help. 146 00:09:29,960 --> 00:09:31,750 Goddamn him. 147 00:09:31,830 --> 00:09:33,830 Never mind that for now, Leyloş. 148 00:09:33,920 --> 00:09:37,120 Look, it's time for you to feed Mavi. 149 00:09:37,670 --> 00:09:38,620 Come on now. 150 00:09:38,710 --> 00:09:39,580 Here. 151 00:09:40,790 --> 00:09:42,870 Oh, Mommy's angel. 152 00:09:42,960 --> 00:09:44,120 Well, I'm off. 153 00:09:44,750 --> 00:09:45,750 See you. 154 00:09:47,040 --> 00:09:48,210 I'll leave you to it. 155 00:09:51,710 --> 00:09:53,620 Help yourself at the buffet. 156 00:09:59,210 --> 00:10:00,290 Are you still mad? 157 00:10:02,370 --> 00:10:03,460 I'm not mad. 158 00:10:04,620 --> 00:10:05,460 How about you? 159 00:10:06,420 --> 00:10:07,920 I wasn't mad to begin with. 160 00:10:08,960 --> 00:10:09,960 Cool, then. 161 00:10:12,710 --> 00:10:14,250 The label called. 162 00:10:14,920 --> 00:10:16,080 They want an album. 163 00:10:16,580 --> 00:10:18,120 -For real? -Yeah. 164 00:10:18,210 --> 00:10:19,290 That's great news. 165 00:10:19,790 --> 00:10:22,960 It's finally done. My perpetually unfinished album. 166 00:10:27,250 --> 00:10:28,790 I'll have to go to Istanbul. 167 00:10:28,870 --> 00:10:31,750 They want me to tour with a band as well. 168 00:10:32,370 --> 00:10:33,670 You know, as a warm-up. 169 00:10:35,870 --> 00:10:37,210 And when will that be? 170 00:10:40,710 --> 00:10:42,370 I'll have to leave in a few days. 171 00:10:43,250 --> 00:10:45,960 It'll take about seven or eight weeks. 172 00:10:48,750 --> 00:10:50,000 Seven or eight, huh? 173 00:10:52,750 --> 00:10:55,290 Well, you can visit me on weekends. Right? 174 00:10:59,460 --> 00:11:02,000 How would I do that, Toprak? I have to work. 175 00:11:02,540 --> 00:11:04,790 Between the hospital and Mr. Zaman… 176 00:11:05,290 --> 00:11:07,920 And now Leyla's given birth. She's all alone. 177 00:11:08,540 --> 00:11:10,710 Sevgi's PET scan is almost due too. 178 00:11:12,170 --> 00:11:13,000 Ada… 179 00:11:14,370 --> 00:11:16,540 Come on. What, should I just give up on it? 180 00:11:16,620 --> 00:11:18,250 I didn't say that, did I? 181 00:11:22,170 --> 00:11:25,620 -But you're giving me the cold shoulder. -I'm not. It's just… 182 00:11:25,710 --> 00:11:26,750 It's just what? 183 00:11:33,040 --> 00:11:35,830 When was the last time we did something together? 184 00:11:35,920 --> 00:11:38,710 -What? We do lots of things together. -Name one. 185 00:11:40,000 --> 00:11:42,120 We talk, we go to bed together, 186 00:11:42,210 --> 00:11:43,540 we sleep together… 187 00:11:44,170 --> 00:11:45,750 What more do you expect, Ada? 188 00:11:52,330 --> 00:11:55,870 You have absolutely no idea how hard this is for me. 189 00:11:56,670 --> 00:12:00,290 Do you have any idea how hard it is for me? 190 00:12:01,040 --> 00:12:02,250 It's very hard. 191 00:12:02,330 --> 00:12:06,460 Attention. Surgeon Ada Korkmaz to the operating room, please. 192 00:12:06,540 --> 00:12:07,620 Go. We'll talk later. 193 00:12:17,420 --> 00:12:20,330 He was brought in last night after a car accident. 194 00:12:20,420 --> 00:12:22,670 He was stable, but his hemogram looks bad now. 195 00:12:22,750 --> 00:12:24,290 Could be a ruptured vein. 196 00:12:26,370 --> 00:12:29,330 He's going into shock. HR's 140. BP's 70 over 50. 197 00:12:30,710 --> 00:12:34,790 Hello. I'm Surgeon Ada Korkmaz. Can you tell me your name? 198 00:12:36,460 --> 00:12:37,710 Remember me? 199 00:12:39,710 --> 00:12:41,210 What's the patient's name? 200 00:12:41,290 --> 00:12:42,960 He didn't have any ID on him. 201 00:12:44,210 --> 00:12:45,420 Prepare the patient. 202 00:13:01,420 --> 00:13:04,040 Congratulations. A successful operation. 203 00:13:04,870 --> 00:13:07,080 -I hope everything turns out okay. -Me too. 204 00:13:07,170 --> 00:13:09,620 Get in touch with his next of kin. Keep me posted. 205 00:13:09,710 --> 00:13:11,290 All right. You got it. 206 00:13:28,620 --> 00:13:30,120 Sevgi? Hey, sweetcakes. 207 00:13:30,920 --> 00:13:33,500 -You okay? What's up? -Nothing. 208 00:13:35,040 --> 00:13:37,500 I asked Dr. Canan about Leyla just now. 209 00:13:38,000 --> 00:13:40,620 -She'll be here for a few more nights. -That's right. 210 00:13:41,120 --> 00:13:43,750 -I'll stay tonight. Don't worry, okay? -Okay. 211 00:13:44,540 --> 00:13:46,540 Dr. Ada! I was just looking for you. 212 00:13:46,620 --> 00:13:48,580 -Come on in. We can talk now. -Sure. 213 00:13:49,080 --> 00:13:51,250 -You can call me. I'll be home. -All right. 214 00:13:53,290 --> 00:13:54,170 See you. 215 00:14:01,370 --> 00:14:05,210 Canan, do you think I could have early onset menopause? 216 00:14:05,290 --> 00:14:06,580 Do you have any symptoms? 217 00:14:07,580 --> 00:14:09,120 I'm a bit on edge lately. 218 00:14:09,830 --> 00:14:11,250 And a bit emotional. 219 00:14:12,330 --> 00:14:13,920 I'm having night sweats. 220 00:14:15,540 --> 00:14:16,920 Anxiety has kicked in too. 221 00:14:18,750 --> 00:14:21,790 Like, I get hot flashes occasionally. 222 00:14:23,960 --> 00:14:27,120 My periods are irregular. Sometimes early, sometimes late. 223 00:14:28,290 --> 00:14:30,250 Should we have my hormones checked? 224 00:14:31,120 --> 00:14:33,500 Sure. I mean, if you want. 225 00:14:34,210 --> 00:14:36,170 But let me ask you something first. 226 00:14:38,920 --> 00:14:41,120 Have you experienced any stress recently? 227 00:14:43,370 --> 00:14:47,040 I mean, my mother passed, but it's been almost a year now. 228 00:14:47,710 --> 00:14:49,920 I had no idea. Sorry for your loss. 229 00:14:50,000 --> 00:14:51,000 Thank you. 230 00:14:53,330 --> 00:14:54,960 Have you been able to mourn her? 231 00:14:58,330 --> 00:14:59,750 I didn't have time, really. 232 00:15:00,250 --> 00:15:03,000 I got a divorce right after. Then the move and stuff. 233 00:15:03,500 --> 00:15:06,670 The loss of a mother is devastating in itself. 234 00:15:06,750 --> 00:15:10,580 And then you had a divorce. Have you been able to mourn that? 235 00:15:11,170 --> 00:15:13,710 Well, there wasn't much to mourn. 236 00:15:14,210 --> 00:15:16,330 It was a mutual decision. It went quick. 237 00:15:16,870 --> 00:15:20,580 And right afterwards, I got back together with my ex-boyfriend. 238 00:15:22,120 --> 00:15:25,960 Which also hasn't been going well lately. 239 00:15:29,500 --> 00:15:30,420 Listen, Ada. 240 00:15:31,870 --> 00:15:35,580 I'm not a therapist by any means, but in my humble opinion, 241 00:15:35,670 --> 00:15:39,330 what you've been describing aren't symptoms of early menopause 242 00:15:39,420 --> 00:15:41,500 but the signs of something else. 243 00:15:43,040 --> 00:15:44,210 Like what? 244 00:15:46,080 --> 00:15:47,080 Sadness. 245 00:15:48,620 --> 00:15:50,500 I think yours still runs deep. 246 00:16:14,750 --> 00:16:17,460 FRAGILE! 247 00:17:14,670 --> 00:17:17,370 Here. 248 00:17:17,460 --> 00:17:19,370 -I'm hurting all over. -Here. 249 00:17:19,870 --> 00:17:22,920 Dr. Canan told me it'd get better, but it hasn't at all. 250 00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:25,210 Gee, I wonder why. 251 00:17:25,290 --> 00:17:27,670 Could it be because you don't rest at all? 252 00:17:29,580 --> 00:17:33,330 Girl, I'm breastfeeding. I have to pick her up and stuff. 253 00:17:33,420 --> 00:17:35,960 Can I pick her up, Mom? You can ask me next time. 254 00:17:36,460 --> 00:17:38,790 Wow! You're such a big brother now. 255 00:17:39,290 --> 00:17:41,790 Sarp, honey, you need to go to school. 256 00:17:41,870 --> 00:17:44,500 Come on, baby. You can spend time with her later. 257 00:17:45,000 --> 00:17:46,040 Move it, sweetie. 258 00:17:57,420 --> 00:17:58,620 So how does it feel? 259 00:17:59,540 --> 00:18:00,920 You mean the C-section? 260 00:18:02,540 --> 00:18:04,960 Well, it wasn't so bad initially, 261 00:18:05,040 --> 00:18:09,170 but I've been losing it ever since the painkillers wore off. 262 00:18:09,250 --> 00:18:11,170 I'm not talking about that, you fool. 263 00:18:11,250 --> 00:18:12,790 How does this feel? 264 00:18:13,460 --> 00:18:16,500 I mean, yesterday she was in you, and now she's here. 265 00:18:17,000 --> 00:18:19,370 She was formed inside you entirely. 266 00:18:19,460 --> 00:18:22,710 She's grown into what she is from a tiny cell. 267 00:18:23,830 --> 00:18:25,500 Don't you find it incredible? 268 00:18:26,120 --> 00:18:30,290 Well, baby, I haven't put as much thought into it as you have, 269 00:18:30,370 --> 00:18:32,540 but I can tell you this much. 270 00:18:34,210 --> 00:18:37,080 I believe it's the best feeling in the world. 271 00:18:38,460 --> 00:18:40,290 I'm so happy for you, Leylo. 272 00:18:41,000 --> 00:18:42,420 Oh, sweetie. 273 00:18:44,710 --> 00:18:45,830 You know what? 274 00:18:46,750 --> 00:18:48,620 I think you should give it a try. 275 00:18:48,710 --> 00:18:52,080 Because it's simply incomparable. 276 00:18:52,170 --> 00:18:55,080 I mean, the more you look at them, 277 00:18:55,870 --> 00:18:58,420 the more you feel like crying out of love. 278 00:18:58,920 --> 00:19:00,460 That's what it feels like. 279 00:19:01,580 --> 00:19:04,080 But on the other hand, you feel the responsibility. 280 00:19:05,670 --> 00:19:07,710 I'm so incredibly mad at Erdem. 281 00:19:07,790 --> 00:19:10,580 Goddamn moron. 282 00:19:11,500 --> 00:19:13,920 I so wish he were here, Sevgi. 283 00:19:15,500 --> 00:19:17,960 How am I going to raise this baby by myself? 284 00:19:18,460 --> 00:19:19,960 What will become of my kids? 285 00:19:20,040 --> 00:19:21,500 You won't be alone, Leylo. 286 00:19:22,790 --> 00:19:23,870 You have us. 287 00:19:23,960 --> 00:19:27,000 And come on, don't be like this. You're breastfeeding, honey. 288 00:19:29,710 --> 00:19:33,330 Come on, Muko! You guys are still here? He's going to be late for school. 289 00:19:33,830 --> 00:19:36,920 We'll be leaving in a sec. I made tea for you two. 290 00:19:37,420 --> 00:19:38,500 Well, I'm off. 291 00:19:39,040 --> 00:19:40,170 Oh, come on, Sevgi. 292 00:19:41,460 --> 00:19:43,290 Please just skip today at least. 293 00:19:43,370 --> 00:19:46,210 I'm worried I'll break her heart if I stay. 294 00:19:46,290 --> 00:19:47,290 I can't help it. 295 00:19:49,170 --> 00:19:51,420 That's very kind of you, Muko. Thank you. 296 00:19:51,500 --> 00:19:52,670 For God's sake… 297 00:19:55,620 --> 00:19:57,420 Sevgi, do you have a minute? 298 00:19:57,500 --> 00:19:58,420 I don't. 299 00:19:58,500 --> 00:20:01,790 Sevgi, stop it already. I've had it with you. Enough is enough! 300 00:20:02,750 --> 00:20:06,210 Is my prison sentence up yet? How many months will it take? Enough! 301 00:20:06,290 --> 00:20:08,870 Oh, I'm so sorry I troubled you, Mrs. Mukadder. 302 00:20:08,960 --> 00:20:13,870 After all, your case was heard, the verdict was delivered, 303 00:20:13,960 --> 00:20:16,000 and I had no say in it, did I now? 304 00:20:16,500 --> 00:20:18,500 You think it's easy, honey? 305 00:20:19,000 --> 00:20:21,460 You think I hid it from you because I'm evil? 306 00:20:21,540 --> 00:20:23,250 I wanted to save you the sorrow. 307 00:20:24,370 --> 00:20:28,500 You've been lying through your teeth right to my face for years, 308 00:20:28,580 --> 00:20:31,540 and now you're trying to make me feel guilty. 309 00:20:33,170 --> 00:20:34,420 You know what? 310 00:20:35,250 --> 00:20:36,460 You're doing a good job. 311 00:20:36,960 --> 00:20:39,790 I actually do feel like shit. 312 00:20:40,920 --> 00:20:42,830 But I can't stop feeling mad at you. 313 00:20:43,580 --> 00:20:45,420 Sevgi, honey, you're sick. 314 00:20:45,500 --> 00:20:48,670 I'm always worried about you. You're all I think about. 315 00:20:48,750 --> 00:20:52,040 You kicked Fiko to the curb too. What did he ever do to you? 316 00:20:55,250 --> 00:20:56,170 Oh, my. 317 00:20:57,790 --> 00:20:59,710 You're a fan of Fiko now? 318 00:21:00,210 --> 00:21:04,120 I thought you didn't like him. You said he wasn't right for me. 319 00:21:07,330 --> 00:21:08,580 Well, you were right. 320 00:21:09,080 --> 00:21:13,290 You basically hammered the notion into my head like a nail. 321 00:21:17,500 --> 00:21:20,080 I'm not sure if I'm myself or a reflection of you. 322 00:21:21,170 --> 00:21:22,210 Who am I, really? 323 00:21:24,250 --> 00:21:25,870 I don't even know anymore, Mom. 324 00:21:27,210 --> 00:21:28,670 Let's just keep it this way. 325 00:21:44,460 --> 00:21:45,460 Mr. Zaman? 326 00:21:46,330 --> 00:21:47,420 You've got mail. 327 00:21:52,250 --> 00:21:54,580 -I need your signature here. -All right. 328 00:22:01,290 --> 00:22:03,040 -Here. Have a nice day. -Thanks. 329 00:22:03,120 --> 00:22:04,540 -Have a good one. -Thanks. 330 00:22:10,120 --> 00:22:13,620 RETURNED 331 00:22:17,330 --> 00:22:18,170 There he is. 332 00:22:18,750 --> 00:22:21,080 Mr. Zaman? Hey, Mr. Zaman. 333 00:22:21,170 --> 00:22:23,210 Hey, Mrs. Mukadder. Welcome. 334 00:22:23,290 --> 00:22:24,500 Thanks, Mr. Zaman. 335 00:22:24,580 --> 00:22:26,870 Oh, Mr. Zaman. 336 00:22:26,960 --> 00:22:29,460 My daughter hasn't talked to me in months. 337 00:22:30,500 --> 00:22:32,420 Whatever you do, please fix this. 338 00:22:34,540 --> 00:22:35,790 I'm coming. 339 00:22:44,580 --> 00:22:46,210 -You all right? -I'm okay. 340 00:22:47,710 --> 00:22:51,080 Cool. I need to grab a few things if you don't mind. 341 00:22:52,120 --> 00:22:53,000 Come on in. 342 00:22:55,710 --> 00:22:56,540 Thanks. 343 00:22:58,620 --> 00:22:59,920 What did you eat today? 344 00:23:00,420 --> 00:23:01,870 I ate whatever. 345 00:23:05,920 --> 00:23:09,960 Oh, come on. Look at this mess. She's like a kid. I go away for two days… 346 00:23:12,620 --> 00:23:14,210 You're unbelievable, Sevgi! 347 00:23:14,290 --> 00:23:16,920 You had cake? Sugar is off-limits, remember? 348 00:23:17,420 --> 00:23:18,670 I'm fine, Fiko. 349 00:23:22,250 --> 00:23:23,080 Plus… 350 00:23:24,830 --> 00:23:26,830 didn't you walk out on me? 351 00:23:27,420 --> 00:23:30,210 So I'm not your concern now. Go live your life. 352 00:23:30,830 --> 00:23:33,670 I walked out on you? Sure. I'm insane like that. 353 00:23:33,750 --> 00:23:37,420 It's not like you said stuff. I just up and left, right? 354 00:23:37,500 --> 00:23:39,710 You didn't belittle me, insult me. I just left. 355 00:23:39,790 --> 00:23:42,370 -I insulted you? -Didn't you, Sevgi? 356 00:23:42,460 --> 00:23:44,250 Tell me you didn't insult me. 357 00:23:44,330 --> 00:23:45,330 What did I even say? 358 00:23:45,420 --> 00:23:48,500 You huffed and puffed, and the next thing, you were gone. 359 00:23:48,580 --> 00:23:51,540 All right. Fine. Whatever you say. 360 00:23:51,620 --> 00:23:53,670 Whatever it takes for you to stay calm. 361 00:23:53,750 --> 00:23:56,790 Whatever you say. I'm just possessed by a demon. 362 00:23:56,870 --> 00:23:59,960 I keep huffing, puffing, and leaving. All unprovoked. 363 00:24:00,710 --> 00:24:02,670 When do you think Leyla will recover? 364 00:24:04,080 --> 00:24:05,170 I have no idea. 365 00:24:06,290 --> 00:24:07,170 Why? 366 00:24:09,370 --> 00:24:11,790 There are decisions to be made about the tavern. 367 00:24:13,620 --> 00:24:16,370 How about you make the decisions for once, Fiko? 368 00:24:16,460 --> 00:24:19,920 They cut the girl up like they were slicing a cake. 369 00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:22,620 Maybe you should call the shots for a change. 370 00:24:28,080 --> 00:24:30,120 Sevgi, listen. You're upset. Fine. 371 00:24:30,620 --> 00:24:32,370 You insult me. Fine. 372 00:24:32,460 --> 00:24:34,960 You're exhausted. That's fine too. But I swear-- 373 00:24:35,040 --> 00:24:37,670 You swear what, Fiko? Please tell me. What? 374 00:24:37,750 --> 00:24:40,000 I swear I'm done hearing insults. 375 00:24:40,080 --> 00:24:42,250 When have I ever insulted you? 376 00:24:42,330 --> 00:24:44,830 When haven't you? Listen. I've had it, okay? 377 00:24:44,920 --> 00:24:48,040 It's always my beard or hair is in the wrong place. 378 00:24:48,120 --> 00:24:51,670 Or I'm chewing too loudly, or I'm buying disgusting flowers. 379 00:24:51,750 --> 00:24:53,790 It's just that the smell made me sick. 380 00:24:53,870 --> 00:24:55,620 It's fine, Sevgi. You're right. 381 00:24:55,710 --> 00:24:58,120 I'm not wealthy enough to be with you either. 382 00:24:58,210 --> 00:25:00,120 I apologize for that as well. 383 00:25:00,210 --> 00:25:02,210 -That's not relevant. -Oh, it is. 384 00:25:02,290 --> 00:25:06,000 I'm just a bum who works on boats. I'm not worthy of a big shot lawyer. 385 00:25:06,080 --> 00:25:09,000 -What's that got to do with anything? -All right, Sevgi. 386 00:25:09,080 --> 00:25:10,460 Don't get upset. I'm sorry. 387 00:25:10,540 --> 00:25:12,670 I don't want to fight. I'm really sorry. 388 00:25:12,750 --> 00:25:15,460 I'm leaving now. But you shouldn't be alone, okay? 389 00:25:15,540 --> 00:25:17,710 Call Muko, or the girls, or whoever. 390 00:25:17,790 --> 00:25:20,000 But please don't be alone. I'm off. 391 00:25:20,080 --> 00:25:22,920 Thank you very much, but I can take care of myself, Fiko. 392 00:25:24,250 --> 00:25:26,210 I'm going. Do you have anything to say? 393 00:25:27,170 --> 00:25:28,210 I don't. 394 00:25:29,580 --> 00:25:31,580 All right. I'm leaving, then. 395 00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:36,000 Then, leave. 396 00:25:43,580 --> 00:25:44,540 He left. 397 00:25:52,460 --> 00:25:53,920 Goddamn it. 398 00:26:12,170 --> 00:26:14,170 -Yes? -Hello? Hi, Mrs. Leyla. 399 00:26:14,250 --> 00:26:16,790 Sarp caused a scene in class. It's bad this time. 400 00:26:16,870 --> 00:26:18,420 Can you come in for a talk? 401 00:26:19,830 --> 00:26:23,330 BALIKESİR AYVALIK ELEMENTARY SCHOOL 402 00:26:30,500 --> 00:26:31,330 Sarp? 403 00:26:36,620 --> 00:26:37,750 What happened, honey? 404 00:26:38,330 --> 00:26:40,170 I didn't do anything, Ada. 405 00:26:40,250 --> 00:26:41,670 I swear she started it. 406 00:26:41,750 --> 00:26:43,370 Okay. Just tell me. 407 00:26:43,460 --> 00:26:45,620 I was just doing my painting, 408 00:26:45,710 --> 00:26:47,040 then Flor came over and-- 409 00:26:47,120 --> 00:26:50,790 -Just keep it in mind in the future. -I see, ma'am. Will do. 410 00:26:52,790 --> 00:26:53,790 Ada? 411 00:27:01,120 --> 00:27:03,500 Why don't we have a talk in my office? 412 00:27:03,580 --> 00:27:05,170 You wait here, kids. 413 00:27:13,670 --> 00:27:15,370 Flor's been aggressive lately. 414 00:27:15,460 --> 00:27:18,080 But Sarp keeps provoking her as well. 415 00:27:18,170 --> 00:27:20,960 The teachers have been complaining a lot. 416 00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:24,330 I suggest you schedule appointments with a therapist for both. 417 00:27:24,830 --> 00:27:27,790 But, ma'am, they're ten. Don't you think it's early for that? 418 00:27:28,370 --> 00:27:31,710 Sarp just had a baby sister, so he might be a bit stressed out. 419 00:27:31,790 --> 00:27:33,870 Because he's normally a very gentle kid. 420 00:27:34,370 --> 00:27:35,460 So is Flor. 421 00:27:35,540 --> 00:27:37,580 Sarp's been harassing her for a while. 422 00:27:37,670 --> 00:27:38,870 She's told me about it. 423 00:27:40,790 --> 00:27:43,500 Maybe Sarp's just trying to communicate with Flor. 424 00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:47,420 Maybe he's feeling lonely. Could be an effort to get her attention. 425 00:27:47,500 --> 00:27:49,290 Maybe he could be more sympathetic. 426 00:27:49,790 --> 00:27:52,830 She just moved. Her Turkish is subpar. Her dad isn't home. 427 00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:54,460 She's naturally distressed. 428 00:27:55,170 --> 00:27:56,210 What about Sarp? 429 00:27:56,710 --> 00:28:00,080 His dad's in prison. His mom's constantly tending to his sister. 430 00:28:00,620 --> 00:28:03,620 Maybe Flor being cold towards him is getting on his nerves. 431 00:28:04,120 --> 00:28:05,670 Flor's not being cold. 432 00:28:08,210 --> 00:28:11,790 How about you two schedule appointments for them with a therapist, 433 00:28:11,870 --> 00:28:13,830 and I'll put them in separate classes? 434 00:28:13,920 --> 00:28:15,620 Maybe it'll do them some good. 435 00:28:16,290 --> 00:28:18,540 By the way, tablets aren't allowed. 436 00:28:18,620 --> 00:28:20,250 Just a reminder. 437 00:28:27,670 --> 00:28:28,670 It's Flor's. 438 00:28:35,040 --> 00:28:36,000 Come on, Sarp. 439 00:28:38,790 --> 00:28:41,370 Come on, honey. Let's go. 440 00:28:42,460 --> 00:28:44,500 Ada, can we talk? 441 00:28:44,580 --> 00:28:45,920 That's an old photo. 442 00:28:51,290 --> 00:28:54,000 You should've let the guy explain himself. 443 00:28:54,080 --> 00:28:56,040 Explain what, Leyloş? 444 00:28:57,170 --> 00:28:58,960 The more I try to ignore it, 445 00:28:59,040 --> 00:29:02,000 the more it's all laid out in front of me. 446 00:29:02,500 --> 00:29:03,750 There's this picture, 447 00:29:03,830 --> 00:29:06,620 and I don't belong in it. 448 00:29:07,500 --> 00:29:08,920 Fiko stopped by today. 449 00:29:09,750 --> 00:29:11,920 He grabbed a few things and left. 450 00:29:13,620 --> 00:29:14,670 You didn't talk? 451 00:29:15,420 --> 00:29:17,500 If you can call what we did talking. 452 00:29:19,210 --> 00:29:23,790 I actually managed to drive away a guy like Fiko. 453 00:29:24,370 --> 00:29:26,620 Kudos to me. That's quite a feat. 454 00:29:27,830 --> 00:29:29,540 What is it that you want? 455 00:29:31,000 --> 00:29:32,670 Do you want Fiko or not? 456 00:29:33,870 --> 00:29:35,790 Do you love him or not? 457 00:29:37,170 --> 00:29:39,250 Hey, Leyla. Mavi's crying. 458 00:29:42,540 --> 00:29:45,000 Sometimes I wonder, girls… 459 00:29:45,670 --> 00:29:47,790 I mean, I don't mean to offend God. 460 00:29:47,870 --> 00:29:50,120 I'm only telling you since we're so close. 461 00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:54,250 But how could I do this to myself? 462 00:29:54,330 --> 00:29:57,290 How can you say that? Take it back right now. 463 00:29:58,330 --> 00:30:01,370 I can't do this. I can't take care of her. 464 00:30:02,040 --> 00:30:03,830 You both have your own things. 465 00:30:03,920 --> 00:30:05,580 I've been left high and dry. 466 00:30:05,670 --> 00:30:06,790 Leyloş, listen. 467 00:30:06,870 --> 00:30:10,540 We're here. Don't worry. Everything's going to be okay. 468 00:30:10,620 --> 00:30:12,830 How is it going to be okay, though? 469 00:30:12,920 --> 00:30:15,040 I can't even take a shower. I'm filthy. 470 00:30:15,120 --> 00:30:16,370 I stink! 471 00:30:16,870 --> 00:30:21,000 And now there's the therapist thing. I can't afford a therapist, damn it. 472 00:30:21,080 --> 00:30:22,920 I don't have enough milk either! 473 00:30:23,420 --> 00:30:24,420 Leyloş, honey. 474 00:30:26,710 --> 00:30:27,920 You're doing just fine. 475 00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:30,710 So is Mavi. Her weight, her health, it's all great. 476 00:30:31,580 --> 00:30:33,080 Don't be like this, baby. 477 00:30:36,370 --> 00:30:37,540 Hey, Mavi. 478 00:30:38,040 --> 00:30:39,500 You little angel. 479 00:30:39,580 --> 00:30:42,920 You want me to pick you up? Let's do it, then. 480 00:30:43,000 --> 00:30:44,920 Here we go, sweetie. 481 00:30:45,000 --> 00:30:46,330 Here. 482 00:31:18,250 --> 00:31:19,710 -Should I tell her? -Tell her. 483 00:31:22,170 --> 00:31:25,420 Leyloş, we wanted to tell you after it was done, but… 484 00:31:26,210 --> 00:31:27,670 We've got a surprise for you. 485 00:31:30,120 --> 00:31:32,120 Unless you've bought me a third boob, 486 00:31:32,210 --> 00:31:34,960 no surprise can make me happy now, girls. 487 00:31:35,040 --> 00:31:38,500 It's going to make you as happy as a third or even fourth boob. 488 00:31:39,420 --> 00:31:40,330 Oh, yeah? 489 00:31:42,710 --> 00:31:45,870 The last thing I need right now is being spontaneous. 490 00:31:45,960 --> 00:31:49,250 -You're so right, Leyloş. -I have two hours, and one's almost up. 491 00:31:49,330 --> 00:31:52,670 -I have to breastfeed Mavi in two hours. -You're absolutely right. 492 00:31:52,750 --> 00:31:54,670 -You talk too much. -Woe is us. 493 00:31:54,750 --> 00:31:56,870 Come on! What is this? This is ridiculous. 494 00:31:56,960 --> 00:31:59,370 You're not the only one who can blindfold people. 495 00:32:00,290 --> 00:32:01,920 See, this is what I don't need. 496 00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:04,250 -Make it tight. She'll peek. -Blindfold, huh? 497 00:32:04,330 --> 00:32:08,870 -Give me another one so I can gag her. -My bad behavior rubbed off on you two. 498 00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:12,250 -Just shut up for a minute. -But I don't have time for this. 499 00:32:12,920 --> 00:32:15,790 Have it your way, then. Let's do it. 500 00:32:16,670 --> 00:32:18,790 I hope you'll make me very happy. 501 00:32:20,330 --> 00:32:24,830 Am I the way I am because it's spring? 502 00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:29,460 Or does spring come when I'm the way I am? 503 00:32:29,540 --> 00:32:34,250 Besides, this has nothing to do with you 504 00:32:34,330 --> 00:32:38,790 Of course it's spring Because I am the way I am 505 00:32:38,870 --> 00:32:42,790 Because since the day my hands met yours 506 00:32:42,870 --> 00:32:44,500 Eyes on the road! Watch it! 507 00:32:44,580 --> 00:32:48,500 Every winter branch is budding 508 00:32:50,040 --> 00:32:52,000 -Don't spoil the surprise. -Please. 509 00:32:52,080 --> 00:32:55,460 Now you've gone and lifted my spirits. Why did you have to do that? 510 00:33:16,580 --> 00:33:18,710 I'll get out and help you, okay? 511 00:33:19,830 --> 00:33:22,670 Did we make a turn? Is it a winding road? 512 00:33:22,750 --> 00:33:25,750 -Can't I remove it already? -No, you can't. Just hang on. 513 00:33:25,830 --> 00:33:28,540 -Now you're just being silly. -Hang on. 514 00:33:29,750 --> 00:33:31,960 -You're totally out of your minds. -Hang on. 515 00:33:32,040 --> 00:33:34,830 -You know I'm really not in a good mood. -Easy now. 516 00:33:34,920 --> 00:33:36,210 Watch your step. 517 00:33:37,170 --> 00:33:40,040 -Are we there yet? -All right. Go ahead and remove it. 518 00:33:40,120 --> 00:33:41,460 -I'm removing it. -Go. 519 00:33:42,420 --> 00:33:43,790 -Surprise! -Surprise! 520 00:33:44,290 --> 00:33:46,370 You guys! You're insane! 521 00:33:46,460 --> 00:33:48,870 What is this? Oh my God. 522 00:33:49,370 --> 00:33:51,870 I haven't even had anyone draw up the plans yet. 523 00:33:52,370 --> 00:33:54,670 Where did all these people come from? 524 00:33:55,460 --> 00:33:57,710 Guess who helped us with the project? 525 00:33:57,790 --> 00:33:58,620 Who? 526 00:33:59,290 --> 00:34:00,330 Hey, girls! 527 00:34:00,420 --> 00:34:01,460 Selim! 528 00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:04,080 You guys are all insane! 529 00:34:04,580 --> 00:34:06,500 I can't believe this. Oh, Selim. 530 00:34:07,120 --> 00:34:10,170 -Oh, honey! Come here, sweetie. -Congratulations. 531 00:34:10,250 --> 00:34:13,210 -I wish her happiness and health. -Amen, sweetie. 532 00:34:14,370 --> 00:34:16,250 You're great, amazing, and all that, 533 00:34:16,330 --> 00:34:19,670 but I really don't have the budget or that kind of money. 534 00:34:19,750 --> 00:34:22,120 What is she talking about? What budget? 535 00:34:22,210 --> 00:34:23,710 I wanted to give Mavi a gift. 536 00:34:23,790 --> 00:34:25,750 I love you guys so much. 537 00:34:25,830 --> 00:34:29,540 Also, we're all partners in the tavern now. 538 00:34:29,620 --> 00:34:31,830 You don't have to worry about anything. 539 00:34:31,920 --> 00:34:33,620 Just open the place quickly. 540 00:34:33,710 --> 00:34:36,670 You've got to be kidding me! I love you guys so much! 541 00:34:36,750 --> 00:34:38,750 -We love you too. -Come here, you! 542 00:34:42,000 --> 00:34:43,210 Isn't Fiko here? 543 00:34:44,250 --> 00:34:46,580 He's doing a supply run. He'll be back soon. 544 00:34:47,620 --> 00:34:48,750 Wait! 545 00:34:50,120 --> 00:34:53,040 I'd like you to meet Miss Lavinya. 546 00:34:53,120 --> 00:34:54,870 -You're kidding. -Lavinya? 547 00:34:55,370 --> 00:34:56,290 Yeşim? 548 00:34:57,580 --> 00:34:59,330 -Come on. -Hello. 549 00:34:59,420 --> 00:35:02,460 Oh, you're so cute! 550 00:35:03,170 --> 00:35:05,870 I could eat you up, Lavinya! 551 00:35:05,960 --> 00:35:08,460 -How old is she now? -Three months and 17 days. 552 00:35:08,540 --> 00:35:11,580 -I could eat you up! -Lavinya, huh? What a beautiful name. 553 00:35:11,670 --> 00:35:12,540 I know, right? 554 00:35:12,620 --> 00:35:15,080 -Can I take your socks off for a sec? -Go ahead. 555 00:35:15,170 --> 00:35:17,620 Let me smell those cute baby feet of yours. 556 00:35:17,710 --> 00:35:19,420 I'll introduce you. This is Yeşim. 557 00:35:19,500 --> 00:35:21,040 -Hi. -This is Sevgi. 558 00:35:21,120 --> 00:35:22,250 -Pleasure. -And Leyla. 559 00:35:22,750 --> 00:35:24,750 Hey, sweetie! Hey, honey. 560 00:35:24,830 --> 00:35:27,080 I can't believe you're a father now. 561 00:35:28,870 --> 00:35:31,920 -You just-- -I have to go to work. See you tonight. 562 00:35:32,420 --> 00:35:33,790 -All right. -Hey, Selim. 563 00:35:33,870 --> 00:35:36,210 -You can give the girls a ride, right? -Sure. 564 00:35:36,290 --> 00:35:37,120 Bye, then. 565 00:35:38,420 --> 00:35:41,120 -Oh, my sweet girl. -God, what a cutie. 566 00:35:41,250 --> 00:35:44,290 Can I take your socks off? Please, just once. 567 00:35:45,580 --> 00:35:47,830 -What's that? -Oh, they're little fish. 568 00:36:04,170 --> 00:36:05,670 Has he been identified yet? 569 00:36:05,750 --> 00:36:08,830 No, Doctor. The police were informed. They have nothing so far. 570 00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:11,330 I see. Let me know when he wakes up. 571 00:36:11,420 --> 00:36:12,370 Will do, Doctor. 572 00:36:19,460 --> 00:36:22,830 C. G. JUNG THE RED BOOK 573 00:36:30,040 --> 00:36:32,000 FRAGILE! 574 00:37:28,120 --> 00:37:31,460 Pick someone to represent you. 575 00:37:33,500 --> 00:37:34,330 I… 576 00:37:36,540 --> 00:37:37,500 I'm not sure. 577 00:37:39,250 --> 00:37:41,790 They're all bright young people. 578 00:37:44,580 --> 00:37:45,920 Go with your gut. 579 00:37:52,120 --> 00:37:52,960 Ada. 580 00:37:53,500 --> 00:37:54,370 I want Ada. 581 00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:56,080 Come here, Ada. 582 00:39:04,000 --> 00:39:05,170 How are you? 583 00:39:06,460 --> 00:39:07,790 How is Mukadder? 584 00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:16,330 There's this intense sharp pain in my belly. 585 00:39:30,960 --> 00:39:32,210 I didn't want her. 586 00:39:32,290 --> 00:39:33,960 I wanted to get rid of her. 587 00:39:45,420 --> 00:39:46,290 Mukadder! 588 00:39:46,370 --> 00:39:47,830 Mukadder! Stop, don't! 589 00:39:49,250 --> 00:39:50,120 Mukadder. 590 00:39:51,960 --> 00:39:53,250 Aram's gone. 591 00:39:53,330 --> 00:39:54,870 What am I going to do now? 592 00:39:54,960 --> 00:39:57,080 It's okay. It's okay, Mukadder. 593 00:39:58,580 --> 00:40:01,750 Listen. I'll look after you both if I have to. 594 00:40:02,540 --> 00:40:03,370 Okay? 595 00:40:23,580 --> 00:40:24,670 All right. 596 00:40:25,620 --> 00:40:26,620 All right. 597 00:40:30,580 --> 00:40:31,420 Then… 598 00:40:33,540 --> 00:40:37,330 Then what happened? Were you able to make up with your father? 599 00:40:41,920 --> 00:40:42,750 No. 600 00:40:44,670 --> 00:40:45,920 He died resenting me. 601 00:40:50,960 --> 00:40:54,290 Now I want you to pick someone to represent your father. 602 00:41:04,250 --> 00:41:05,080 Come here. 603 00:41:07,790 --> 00:41:08,830 Close your eyes. 604 00:41:10,210 --> 00:41:12,500 You'll know who and what you represent. 605 00:41:19,210 --> 00:41:22,120 Oh, my pretty girl. I never wanted things to be this way. 606 00:41:22,710 --> 00:41:26,420 That was how things were back then. It affected how I felt, what I decided. 607 00:41:28,790 --> 00:41:31,170 I had no idea things would turn out like this. 608 00:41:31,920 --> 00:41:34,830 I couldn't do it. I couldn't be there for you. 609 00:41:39,960 --> 00:41:41,040 Now I see you. 610 00:41:45,670 --> 00:41:46,790 And as your father, 611 00:41:47,370 --> 00:41:50,830 I'll always be there for you with all my love and compassion, honey. 612 00:42:12,370 --> 00:42:13,580 How do you feel now? 613 00:42:15,040 --> 00:42:16,170 How is Mukadder? 614 00:42:21,170 --> 00:42:22,000 I'm okay. 615 00:42:22,920 --> 00:42:23,830 I feel better. 616 00:42:26,960 --> 00:42:29,040 Your daughter's there. Do you see Sevgi? 617 00:42:34,670 --> 00:42:35,670 I see her. 618 00:42:37,460 --> 00:42:40,750 Now repeat after me. 619 00:42:42,750 --> 00:42:44,040 My dear daughter. 620 00:42:46,000 --> 00:42:47,120 "My dear daughter." 621 00:42:48,920 --> 00:42:51,120 I had no idea what I'd put you through. 622 00:42:53,120 --> 00:42:54,370 I see you now. 623 00:42:55,620 --> 00:42:57,540 And as your mother, 624 00:42:58,080 --> 00:43:01,250 I embrace you with love and compassion. 625 00:43:02,670 --> 00:43:04,080 I, with all my heart, 626 00:43:05,460 --> 00:43:06,790 and all my love, 627 00:43:07,580 --> 00:43:08,500 want you. 628 00:43:28,500 --> 00:43:33,420 Now you can stop the expansion by taking a step. 629 00:43:37,540 --> 00:43:38,370 All right. 630 00:43:41,330 --> 00:43:42,710 For 21 days, 631 00:43:43,540 --> 00:43:46,580 you can try lighting a candle in water. 632 00:43:47,920 --> 00:43:51,750 So that the baby in the womb doesn't have any fear anymore. 633 00:43:53,120 --> 00:43:56,250 So that she transforms with love. 634 00:44:08,250 --> 00:44:10,330 Why do you think 635 00:44:12,080 --> 00:44:14,790 Mukadder picked you to represent her? 636 00:44:21,830 --> 00:44:24,460 I don't know. Why did she? 637 00:44:26,920 --> 00:44:28,710 Everyone who gets picked, 638 00:44:28,790 --> 00:44:30,670 in fact, not only them, 639 00:44:31,580 --> 00:44:33,290 but everyone who's there, 640 00:44:34,580 --> 00:44:36,500 might have had similar experiences 641 00:44:36,580 --> 00:44:41,670 at a certain point in their lives or in their past. 642 00:44:43,500 --> 00:44:44,920 I had an abortion once. 643 00:44:45,500 --> 00:44:46,460 Is that why? 644 00:44:47,500 --> 00:44:50,870 But we already sorted it out with Toprak. We're past that. 645 00:44:52,040 --> 00:44:54,540 Maybe that's why I ran into Toprak again. 646 00:44:57,500 --> 00:44:58,330 Ada. 647 00:45:00,790 --> 00:45:03,080 Your father has another daughter. 648 00:45:03,870 --> 00:45:04,710 Am I right? 649 00:45:05,750 --> 00:45:06,750 Yeah, but… 650 00:45:07,710 --> 00:45:09,040 But how's that relevant? 651 00:45:09,540 --> 00:45:11,500 Now, that's a reach, Mr. Zaman. 652 00:45:11,580 --> 00:45:14,920 Well, we threw another rock into the water. 653 00:45:15,000 --> 00:45:17,830 Now it's up to you to decide if you'll look into it. 654 00:45:21,170 --> 00:45:23,790 It seems your rocks didn't reach their destination. 655 00:45:26,000 --> 00:45:27,960 RETURNED 656 00:45:28,870 --> 00:45:30,960 When will you start talking, Mr. Zaman? 657 00:45:32,250 --> 00:45:34,170 When will your waters calm down? 658 00:45:50,210 --> 00:45:51,080 Come in. 659 00:45:58,420 --> 00:46:02,040 Ada, I don't want to leave while everything's crazy and unsettled. 660 00:46:03,080 --> 00:46:05,670 Between you, my job, Eva, and Flor… 661 00:46:06,870 --> 00:46:08,460 I just can't handle it all. 662 00:46:08,540 --> 00:46:11,540 Toprak, I'm not something you need to "handle." 663 00:46:13,420 --> 00:46:15,210 You shouldn't be feeling that way. 664 00:46:16,580 --> 00:46:19,250 Ada, can you tell me what exactly your problem is? 665 00:46:20,080 --> 00:46:21,580 Fine. Sure I can. 666 00:46:23,290 --> 00:46:26,500 It's been months since we had a dinner date. 667 00:46:27,000 --> 00:46:29,830 But you can leave your daughter for two months for work. 668 00:46:31,580 --> 00:46:35,210 And that makes me feel worthless. Do you understand? 669 00:46:36,330 --> 00:46:39,420 Ada, I registered Flor for school here. 670 00:46:39,500 --> 00:46:42,330 I convinced Eva to stay. I changed their whole lives. 671 00:46:42,420 --> 00:46:44,710 For you. So that we could be together. 672 00:46:44,790 --> 00:46:48,500 I know! That's why I keep my mouth shut and tolerate everything. 673 00:46:48,580 --> 00:46:51,040 -Tolerate? You? -Just… Toprak, listen! 674 00:46:51,120 --> 00:46:55,250 -I keep waiting and waiting, but-- -But you can't wait for two more months. 675 00:46:55,330 --> 00:46:59,460 I've been waiting for months for things to get better. 676 00:47:01,040 --> 00:47:02,920 But I'm tired of feeling like 677 00:47:03,000 --> 00:47:06,170 I'm stealing a little girl's father from her. 678 00:47:06,250 --> 00:47:07,960 I'm tired of being lonely, Toprak. 679 00:47:08,040 --> 00:47:10,830 Ada, what more do I need to do? Tell me! 680 00:47:16,500 --> 00:47:18,290 We're adults, Toprak. 681 00:47:18,830 --> 00:47:21,040 We should be able to organize our lives. 682 00:47:27,370 --> 00:47:28,790 Apparently, we can't. 683 00:47:29,620 --> 00:47:30,960 I mean, I can't. 684 00:47:33,330 --> 00:47:35,670 I thought you'd changed, you know? 685 00:47:37,920 --> 00:47:39,750 What's that supposed to mean? 686 00:47:39,830 --> 00:47:41,460 You had the same bossy attitude. 687 00:47:41,540 --> 00:47:45,210 Looking down on others, telling them what's right or wrong. 688 00:47:45,290 --> 00:47:49,420 Telling me how to live my life, which path to take, what to do and how. 689 00:47:49,500 --> 00:47:53,420 But you couldn't see it then either. You had a man who loved you. 690 00:47:55,620 --> 00:47:58,210 But you were always fixated on what was missing. 691 00:47:59,460 --> 00:48:01,790 Now you expect me to drop everything for you. 692 00:48:01,870 --> 00:48:03,500 I never asked for that. 693 00:48:03,580 --> 00:48:07,540 All I want is a man who's there for me, who's present! 694 00:48:07,620 --> 00:48:10,540 This is the best I can do. It really is. 695 00:48:11,830 --> 00:48:13,120 If that's not cutting it… 696 00:48:17,420 --> 00:48:19,170 See, you haven't changed either. 697 00:48:19,920 --> 00:48:22,670 Different excuses, same outcome. 698 00:48:24,620 --> 00:48:25,920 So what's the plan? 699 00:48:26,460 --> 00:48:29,670 Hooking up with another random person on the tour 700 00:48:30,170 --> 00:48:33,830 because your pride is hurt, because you failed to do something? 701 00:48:33,920 --> 00:48:38,000 -You're being very ridiculous. Shut up. -Right. I'm being ridiculous. 702 00:48:38,670 --> 00:48:39,670 Sure I am. 703 00:48:49,120 --> 00:48:50,750 You still resent me for that. 704 00:48:55,870 --> 00:48:57,420 You're still hung up on that. 705 00:49:00,710 --> 00:49:01,790 Maybe we reunited… 706 00:49:03,920 --> 00:49:07,420 so we could move on from the things we've been hung up on, Toprak. 707 00:49:15,580 --> 00:49:18,290 Perhaps it was a mistake to take this thing this far. 708 00:49:25,040 --> 00:49:25,960 A mistake, huh? 709 00:49:29,330 --> 00:49:30,170 Fine. 710 00:49:33,710 --> 00:49:36,210 I hope you find the man of your dreams. 711 00:49:37,080 --> 00:49:38,290 Someone worthy of you. 712 00:49:40,500 --> 00:49:41,750 Obviously, it's not me. 713 00:49:43,620 --> 00:49:44,460 Again. 714 00:49:56,330 --> 00:49:58,870 I have to work to look after my daughter, Ada. 715 00:50:03,420 --> 00:50:04,620 Good luck to you. 716 00:51:11,460 --> 00:51:12,750 Honey. 717 00:51:12,830 --> 00:51:15,290 You can tear off that arm of yours if you want, 718 00:51:15,370 --> 00:51:17,790 but it won't take the pain away, baby. 719 00:51:17,870 --> 00:51:20,870 Girls, have you noticed that I've never been single? 720 00:51:21,460 --> 00:51:25,000 I've always had a boyfriend. Just relationship after relationship. 721 00:51:25,080 --> 00:51:28,330 That sounds great. Would you rather be lonely? 722 00:51:34,790 --> 00:51:36,620 Better than being disappointed. 723 00:51:38,170 --> 00:51:39,580 Well, I'm lonely too. 724 00:51:40,170 --> 00:51:43,670 In fact, I don't even remember how it was before Erdem. 725 00:51:46,420 --> 00:51:47,920 And for me, nothing changes. 726 00:51:48,000 --> 00:51:49,540 Here, honey. Eat. 727 00:51:50,040 --> 00:51:51,290 It's always the same. 728 00:51:52,080 --> 00:51:56,210 I mean, I'd been single for so long before Fiko anyway. 729 00:51:57,540 --> 00:51:59,210 I wish I'd done the same. 730 00:52:00,790 --> 00:52:02,420 I wish I could've stayed single. 731 00:52:02,500 --> 00:52:05,370 You think being single is an accomplishment or something? 732 00:52:05,460 --> 00:52:07,330 Enjoying life is much better. 733 00:52:07,420 --> 00:52:09,670 Is it really so bad, 734 00:52:09,750 --> 00:52:12,620 having someone you can rely on, trust, and love, 735 00:52:12,710 --> 00:52:14,370 for God's sake? 736 00:52:14,870 --> 00:52:18,750 Sure, Leyloş, but does a man like that really exist? 737 00:52:19,830 --> 00:52:23,670 Considering we're all unspoken for, he doesn't exist. 738 00:52:23,750 --> 00:52:26,210 But why not, Coconut? 739 00:52:26,290 --> 00:52:28,790 It doesn't mean he'll never exist. 740 00:52:34,170 --> 00:52:36,420 Girls, I need to be by myself. 741 00:52:39,000 --> 00:52:41,000 I have no idea who I'll be 742 00:52:42,580 --> 00:52:43,920 when I'm not with someone. 743 00:52:46,250 --> 00:52:47,960 Well, I don't know about you, 744 00:52:49,290 --> 00:52:52,170 but it turns out I'm a shitty person when I'm by myself. 745 00:52:53,170 --> 00:52:56,170 I have no idea when I turned into what I am now. 746 00:52:56,250 --> 00:52:59,290 I keep pushing everyone away and breaking everyone's heart. 747 00:52:59,790 --> 00:53:01,250 Don't be so hard on yourself. 748 00:53:01,750 --> 00:53:04,750 What you're going through isn't easy. You're doing great. 749 00:53:05,250 --> 00:53:07,170 -I'm doing great, Ada? -Yes. 750 00:53:07,250 --> 00:53:10,120 Girl, even Fiko left me. I mean, it's Fiko. 751 00:53:12,080 --> 00:53:14,960 Well, I did my very best to make him leave. 752 00:53:15,790 --> 00:53:18,870 Honey, if you're that sad about it, 753 00:53:18,960 --> 00:53:21,080 why don't you just give him a call? 754 00:53:27,460 --> 00:53:29,330 Because I can't have a baby. 755 00:53:32,580 --> 00:53:33,620 -What? -What? 756 00:53:34,870 --> 00:53:35,710 You know… 757 00:53:36,710 --> 00:53:38,620 My ovaries are shot. 758 00:53:42,040 --> 00:53:45,830 I wasn't even aware I wanted kids until I found out. 759 00:53:58,040 --> 00:54:00,000 I'll never be a mother. 760 00:54:03,000 --> 00:54:06,870 If we were an unwanted child when we were conceived, 761 00:54:06,960 --> 00:54:09,330 wouldn't it be hard for us to recognize love? 762 00:54:15,920 --> 00:54:20,420 Is it possible to close that distance between the mother and the child 763 00:54:20,500 --> 00:54:21,710 after all the years? 764 00:54:39,000 --> 00:54:42,080 Give me a call when you get your report card, okay? 765 00:54:54,620 --> 00:54:55,460 Toprak. 766 00:55:26,040 --> 00:55:28,290 Does being a family really mean 767 00:55:28,370 --> 00:55:33,040 sticking together despite everything, no matter what? 768 00:55:34,460 --> 00:55:36,620 Or if we're not together anymore, 769 00:55:36,710 --> 00:55:38,920 do we lose that bond with our family? 770 00:56:04,370 --> 00:56:08,830 Maybe what we call a family isn't about being an extension of them, 771 00:56:08,920 --> 00:56:11,710 but about simply accepting them as they are, 772 00:56:11,790 --> 00:56:13,790 whoever or wherever they may be. 773 00:56:20,370 --> 00:56:22,670 You think I'll ever have a family of my own? 774 00:56:27,540 --> 00:56:29,210 Or is this the end of the road? 775 00:59:11,830 --> 00:59:16,830 Subtitle translation by: Oktar Bumin Aykutlu