1
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Çukurova is on fire

2
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Men came down, their hands tied

3
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The duck flew off, and the dove perched

4
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Oh, my Emine

5
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Come to me, my Emine

6
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Smile, my Emine, oh

7
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The duck flew off, and the dove perched

8
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Oh, my Emine

9
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Emine?

10
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Oh no! Emine! Honey!

11
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-Come on.
-It's coming, honey.

12
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Just a bit more.

13
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Come on, honey. Keep pushing.

14
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-Hang in there.
-Push, girl!

15
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Push.

16
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Take deep breaths. Push out the baby.

17
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-It's coming.
-Come on, lamb.

18
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It's coming. You're almost done.

19
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God help us. It's coming feet first.

20
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Breathe, Emine.
Keep pushing, lamb. Come on.

21
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Our very first experience,
our very first test on Earth,

22
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is our journey out of our mother's womb.

23
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That's where we first meet fear.

24
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Here it comes! It's here!

25
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The journey towards the unknown scares us.

26
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But we don't end up alone at the end.

27
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There's someone waiting for us.

28
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And that someone is our mother.

29
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Girls, let the foreman know.

30
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He needs to take the girl to town.
Someone go!

31
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Pour some more.

32
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If we didn't get to have
that first contact with our mother,

33
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if we felt all alone and desperate
when we took in our first breath ever,

34
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would it be possible for us
to feel like we're good enough today?

35
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ANOTHER SELF

36
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THE MARKS OF OUR ANCESTORS

37
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FRAGILE!

38
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Get up. We're going to the beach today.

39
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-Was that today?
-Yeah, it was.

40
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Come on. Get up.

41
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Come on.

42
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How does a woman look so gorgeous

43
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the moment she wakes up in the morning?

44
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Seriously, how?

45
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Come on now.
We're going to end up not going again.

46
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I'm getting up.

47
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No! Come here. Come back.

48
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Let's go to Cunda. It'll be less windy.

49
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The person you have called
cannot be reached at the moment--

50
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Something wrong?

51
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Flor's not picking up.

52
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If you need to go…

53
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Nah. Let's leave.
I'm sure she'll call in a minute.

54
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We're finally doing it.

55
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Oh, we're swimming today for sure.

56
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BURCU COVE
500 M

57
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Damn it. You think there's another road?

58
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I don't know. Probably.

59
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Hello?

60
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Morning, sweetie.

61
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What happened?

62
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I see. All right. I'm coming.

63
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Eva's sick again.

64
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She couldn't take Flor to school.

65
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You should go.

66
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Wait. I'll give you a ride to town.

67
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It's not far. I'll manage.

68
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Ada, really…

69
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Thank you so much for understanding.
If it were anyone else…

70
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You're doing your best.

71
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We'll take a vacation once school is out.

72
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Eva will be taking Flor
to the Netherlands.

73
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Sounds great.

74
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-What do you say?
-I'd love that.

75
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Don't keep her waiting.

76
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Dinner tonight?

77
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All right. Deal.

78
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Baby! How are you?

79
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Morning, Leyloş.

80
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Good morning!

81
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What is this? It's the crack of dawn.
Is something wrong, Ada?

82
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Sweetcakes, I was wondering
if we could go to the beach.

83
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Don't ask me anything today, girls.
I have a lot to do.

84
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Just go with Sevgi, okay?

85
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You think I have the energy
to even lift up my arm?

86
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Oh, Sarp! You're unbelievable, Sarp!

87
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Again?

88
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I didn't do anything.

89
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Who did it, then? Did I wet your bed?

90
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Weren't you going with Toprak anyway?

91
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Hey! What are you still doing here?
Go take a shower right now!

92
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-Ugh, Fiko.
-Sweetcakes, are you okay?

93
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Come on, man! How many times
have I told you not to shave here?

94
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I love you so, so much.
You know that, right?

95
00:07:40,020 --> 00:07:43,140
-I love you so much too.
-We love you very much too.

96
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Ada, are you okay?

97
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I'm fine, sweetcakes.

98
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Gotta go now.

99
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Kisses.

100
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Muko, can you take Sarp to school today?

101
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Sure. Of course I can.

102
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But you keep your word too.

103
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JUNE 1ST
10TH - PET-CT

104
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Don't string me along.

105
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Why would I do that?

106
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You know how cranky she is lately.
I'm just trying to find the right time.

107
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Look, Leyla.
I'm going to talk to her if you won't.

108
00:09:02,770 --> 00:09:05,220
Muko, don't be ridiculous. Muko!

109
00:09:05,720 --> 00:09:08,680
Look. I really think you shouldn't…

110
00:09:10,220 --> 00:09:11,100
For God's sake…

111
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Morning. Your tests are happening soon.

112
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Have some proper food. Here.

113
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I already ate. Thanks.

114
00:10:01,720 --> 00:10:04,930
Would it be okay if I joined you
for your appointment that day?

115
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No, it wouldn't be.

116
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Hey, Sevgi.

117
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Do you have a minute, sweetie?

118
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Sevgi!

119
00:10:33,100 --> 00:10:36,100
What is it, Leyla?
Why won't you people let me do my yoga?

120
00:10:36,180 --> 00:10:38,720
Oh, I'll show you yoga. Don't you worry.

121
00:10:38,810 --> 00:10:41,680
Help me out. I need to hang the laundry.
Come here, you.

122
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Listen, sweetie.

123
00:11:04,930 --> 00:11:06,930
Don't be like this. It's been months.

124
00:11:08,060 --> 00:11:10,470
Didn't I tell you
to stay out of it, Leyla?

125
00:11:10,560 --> 00:11:14,220
What did she even do to you?
You've been ignoring her for months.

126
00:11:14,310 --> 00:11:17,220
-She's your mother.
-Look who's talking.

127
00:11:17,310 --> 00:11:19,720
When did you last speak with your mother?

128
00:11:19,810 --> 00:11:21,180
Does she know about that?

129
00:11:21,270 --> 00:11:24,020
Do you really believe it's the same thing?

130
00:11:24,720 --> 00:11:26,270
-What are you doing?
-Stop.

131
00:11:27,060 --> 00:11:28,930
-What happened?
-You know, not much.

132
00:11:29,020 --> 00:11:30,720
Are you trying to drive me insane?

133
00:11:30,810 --> 00:11:34,270
What more needs to happen?

134
00:11:34,350 --> 00:11:37,930
You're really testing my patience, Leyla.
I'm about to blow my lid.

135
00:11:39,770 --> 00:11:41,810
-What is it?
-A contraction.

136
00:11:41,890 --> 00:11:43,100
What's wrong, honey?

137
00:11:43,770 --> 00:11:45,140
Wait. Let's calm down.

138
00:11:45,220 --> 00:11:49,640
-Let's sit you down, and I'll call Ada.
-Yes, let's calm down. Because it worked.

139
00:11:49,720 --> 00:11:51,430
Always works on Sarp too.

140
00:11:51,520 --> 00:11:54,770
You distract him,
and the cranky mood dissipates.

141
00:11:54,850 --> 00:11:56,470
To hell with your mood!

142
00:11:56,560 --> 00:11:58,140
Just stop it for a minute!

143
00:11:58,220 --> 00:12:00,680
Look at me, Curls. Let me give you a kiss.

144
00:12:01,430 --> 00:12:03,770
Now listen, my beautiful merino sheep.

145
00:12:05,100 --> 00:12:07,350
Your tests will come up clear, okay?

146
00:12:07,930 --> 00:12:10,350
Everything will be just fine. Everything.

147
00:12:10,430 --> 00:12:11,930
What if it won't?

148
00:12:13,470 --> 00:12:14,600
Girl, listen.

149
00:12:15,350 --> 00:12:17,640
We live in a coastal town.

150
00:12:17,720 --> 00:12:20,430
Everything has to be just fine.
It's the only option.

151
00:13:29,520 --> 00:13:32,310
-Make sure they're hot, man.
-These could kill you.

152
00:13:34,100 --> 00:13:35,350
Is it for the tavern?

153
00:13:36,180 --> 00:13:37,720
We haven't found a place yet.

154
00:13:37,810 --> 00:13:40,220
We're hopeful.
We're seeing another venue today.

155
00:13:40,930 --> 00:13:43,350
-What do I owe you?
-100 liras will do it.

156
00:13:43,430 --> 00:13:44,350
One hundred, huh?

157
00:13:45,640 --> 00:13:47,390
You can always pay later.

158
00:13:47,890 --> 00:13:49,930
Huh? Oh, no worries. I have it.

159
00:13:51,100 --> 00:13:52,060
Thanks, man.

160
00:13:52,560 --> 00:13:53,560
Have a nice day.

161
00:13:55,310 --> 00:13:56,720
Oh, wow! Hey, Zaman!

162
00:13:56,810 --> 00:13:59,020
Is that you, Fiko? How have you been?

163
00:13:59,100 --> 00:14:00,890
-I'm all right. You?
-I'm okay.

164
00:14:00,970 --> 00:14:02,060
How's Sevgi doing?

165
00:14:02,680 --> 00:14:06,390
She's okay. Got her last round of chemo,
waiting for her PET scan.

166
00:14:06,890 --> 00:14:09,600
She's naturally a bit on edge.

167
00:14:09,680 --> 00:14:11,560
I haven't seen you in a while.

168
00:14:11,640 --> 00:14:14,560
I'd love to come,
but money's a bit tight nowadays.

169
00:14:15,890 --> 00:14:19,100
Don't you worry about that.
Just come join us tomorrow.

170
00:14:19,180 --> 00:14:20,890
All right. I'll stop by.

171
00:14:20,970 --> 00:14:22,180
-See you.
-Thanks.

172
00:14:33,810 --> 00:14:36,390
-Oh, welcome, Zaman.
-Thanks.

173
00:14:37,270 --> 00:14:39,220
-To the same address?
-Yes.

174
00:14:51,060 --> 00:14:53,810
Was that a sand fly or something?
What's going on?

175
00:14:53,890 --> 00:14:57,600
-Shut up for a sec. We're here. Look.
-How? I'm blindfolded.

176
00:14:57,680 --> 00:15:00,350
-Okay. I'll untie it if you're ready.
-I'm ready.

177
00:15:00,430 --> 00:15:01,930
All right. I'm untying it.

178
00:15:02,020 --> 00:15:04,520
Ta-da!

179
00:15:06,390 --> 00:15:07,600
What do you say?

180
00:15:08,640 --> 00:15:10,770
What do I say? Is this a joke?

181
00:15:10,850 --> 00:15:13,560
I'm busy as it is.
Don't waste my time. Let's just go.

182
00:15:13,640 --> 00:15:16,180
I'm not kidding, Fiko! This is the place.

183
00:15:16,270 --> 00:15:18,060
It just needs a bit of renovation.

184
00:15:18,140 --> 00:15:21,720
A bit of renovation?
It's about to collapse on us.

185
00:15:21,810 --> 00:15:24,350
-Are you kidding me?
-It's not that bad, Fiko.

186
00:15:24,430 --> 00:15:27,970
I talked to an architect.
They'll come up with a budget. We'll see.

187
00:15:28,470 --> 00:15:29,970
-An architect?
-Yeah.

188
00:15:30,060 --> 00:15:33,770
You know I'm completely broke, Leyla.
We spent what I had on the house.

189
00:15:33,850 --> 00:15:35,770
You know that. Why are you doing this?

190
00:15:35,850 --> 00:15:37,720
Too late, honey. Too late.

191
00:15:38,220 --> 00:15:40,390
This was the only place within our budget.

192
00:15:40,470 --> 00:15:44,220
I went to the bank, took out a loan,
and signed off on it, honey.

193
00:15:44,310 --> 00:15:46,100
-Here's the deed.
-A loan?

194
00:15:46,930 --> 00:15:49,020
What? It really is a deed!

195
00:15:49,770 --> 00:15:52,060
How could you do this without asking me?

196
00:15:52,140 --> 00:15:54,890
What was I supposed to do?
You're never around.

197
00:15:54,970 --> 00:15:58,430
You're either at the hospital with Sevgi
or off working on some boat.

198
00:15:58,520 --> 00:16:02,180
I'm not doing it because it's fun!
I work for whoever for a living.

199
00:16:02,270 --> 00:16:05,680
And I'm telling you,
you'll be working for yourself now.

200
00:16:06,180 --> 00:16:09,100
Look how beautiful this place is!
Just check it out.

201
00:16:12,890 --> 00:16:13,970
Give me a hand.

202
00:16:17,020 --> 00:16:18,680
Just look at it.

203
00:16:26,470 --> 00:16:28,270
No. No, Leyla.

204
00:16:28,350 --> 00:16:32,560
Leyla, this place is beyond repair.
I swear. It's unsalvageable.

205
00:16:32,640 --> 00:16:34,310
You're due soon anyway.

206
00:16:34,390 --> 00:16:36,640
I'll be all alone. What would I even do?

207
00:16:36,720 --> 00:16:39,770
Listen to me, Fiko.
I swear I'll beat your ass.

208
00:16:41,100 --> 00:16:42,810
This place is my last chance.

209
00:16:43,720 --> 00:16:44,930
The baby's coming.

210
00:16:45,770 --> 00:16:47,140
My husband's in prison.

211
00:16:47,720 --> 00:16:51,520
So I have to make this happen,
and you have to help me do it.

212
00:16:52,020 --> 00:16:52,850
Got it?

213
00:16:55,640 --> 00:16:57,640
This is Eleni's Tavern.

214
00:17:00,350 --> 00:17:01,890
All right, sweetie. Fine.

215
00:17:03,020 --> 00:17:04,770
We'll do what we can,

216
00:17:05,890 --> 00:17:08,970
but I bet no one even knows about
this godforsaken place.

217
00:17:09,060 --> 00:17:11,970
Whoever knows knows.
To hell with the rest, Fiko!

218
00:17:13,890 --> 00:17:15,220
You're seriously insane.

219
00:17:17,270 --> 00:17:18,350
Idiot! Just shut up.

220
00:17:19,060 --> 00:17:20,850
You're such a killjoy. Come here.

221
00:17:21,470 --> 00:17:25,560
I'll take you through the decor.
Here's what I have in mind so far.

222
00:17:25,640 --> 00:17:27,520
-Your opinion matters.
-Right.

223
00:17:27,600 --> 00:17:30,220
We put the tables under the trees.

224
00:17:30,310 --> 00:17:31,430
Lanterns, lights.

225
00:17:32,140 --> 00:17:35,060
And for here,
I think I want a rustic vibe.

226
00:17:35,140 --> 00:17:36,850
-What do you say?
-"Rustic"?

227
00:17:40,060 --> 00:17:42,350
That's fine. I'll explain it to you later.

228
00:17:42,430 --> 00:17:45,680
Never mind the rustic thing for now.
You know what I want? Here…

229
00:19:00,770 --> 00:19:01,770
Morning, Mr. Zaman.

230
00:19:03,060 --> 00:19:04,060
Good morning.

231
00:19:04,140 --> 00:19:06,220
Do you have a couple of minutes to talk?

232
00:19:07,350 --> 00:19:08,180
I do.

233
00:19:08,930 --> 00:19:10,810
I also have some tea we can have.

234
00:19:11,770 --> 00:19:12,600
Come.

235
00:19:23,140 --> 00:19:25,270
We'd discussed spiritual heritage.

236
00:19:25,850 --> 00:19:28,390
A theme, an agenda, or maybe a talent

237
00:19:28,890 --> 00:19:32,520
that's been handed down
from generation to generation.

238
00:19:33,850 --> 00:19:37,770
Let's say there is
an invisible network of information

239
00:19:37,850 --> 00:19:41,140
that's being passed
from parents to their children.

240
00:19:41,220 --> 00:19:44,430
How about you get to your actual question?

241
00:19:45,810 --> 00:19:46,680
All right.

242
00:19:47,390 --> 00:19:48,220
Here goes.

243
00:19:49,600 --> 00:19:51,430
What if we don't start a family?

244
00:19:53,470 --> 00:19:56,060
What if we can't or won't have children?

245
00:19:57,180 --> 00:19:58,890
What happens to our heritage?

246
00:20:03,770 --> 00:20:06,020
You ignore my questions yet again.

247
00:20:10,270 --> 00:20:11,140
Well…

248
00:20:12,600 --> 00:20:17,140
When are you going to stop
seeking answers externally, Ada?

249
00:20:20,310 --> 00:20:21,850
In the past seven months,

250
00:20:21,930 --> 00:20:24,270
I've read every book,
attended every session.

251
00:20:24,350 --> 00:20:26,560
What I've witnessed is incredible.

252
00:20:27,270 --> 00:20:29,970
I did get a bit better.
I can't deny that. But…

253
00:20:32,100 --> 00:20:35,810
But everything still feels
so up in the air, so muddy.

254
00:20:36,970 --> 00:20:38,350
To me, at least.

255
00:20:40,850 --> 00:20:42,600
We threw a rock into the water,

256
00:20:43,100 --> 00:20:44,930
so it was muddied.

257
00:20:46,600 --> 00:20:49,430
Now that rock will slowly sink

258
00:20:49,520 --> 00:20:51,100
and reach the bottom.

259
00:20:53,770 --> 00:20:56,140
And then the water will clear up.

260
00:20:58,520 --> 00:21:00,810
If you ask the right questions then,

261
00:21:01,720 --> 00:21:04,520
maybe you won't even need the answers.

262
00:21:11,850 --> 00:21:14,430
If you only knew
how many questions I have.

263
00:21:17,020 --> 00:21:19,220
Anyway, I'm going to be late.

264
00:21:19,890 --> 00:21:22,600
Do you want to start a family or not?

265
00:21:27,180 --> 00:21:31,720
Could that be the question
you're avoiding asking yourself?

266
00:21:40,180 --> 00:21:41,720
We'll be leaving in a few.

267
00:21:41,810 --> 00:21:43,680
-When?
-In just a few minutes.

268
00:21:46,140 --> 00:21:48,220
I'm here, Captain. I'm here.

269
00:21:50,020 --> 00:21:51,270
This happens a lot, Fiko.

270
00:21:53,100 --> 00:21:56,220
-Let's just part ways.
-It was only ten minutes. I'm sorry.

271
00:21:56,310 --> 00:21:57,890
I get that your wife's sick.

272
00:21:57,970 --> 00:22:00,810
The customers are waiting.
You're disrupting my business.

273
00:22:00,890 --> 00:22:02,180
I'll pay you for the day.

274
00:22:04,890 --> 00:22:05,930
Take care.

275
00:22:09,060 --> 00:22:09,930
Thanks.

276
00:22:19,310 --> 00:22:20,430
Here, Ms. Aysel.

277
00:22:22,020 --> 00:22:22,850
Here it is.

278
00:22:24,350 --> 00:22:26,720
It surrounds 70% of your left kidney.

279
00:22:28,770 --> 00:22:30,430
You should see the urologist.

280
00:22:30,520 --> 00:22:32,930
We need to schedule your surgery
right away.

281
00:22:34,020 --> 00:22:37,350
-Isn't there any other way, Doctor?
-Unfortunately, no.

282
00:22:37,930 --> 00:22:40,680
Surgery is the only option
in your current condition.

283
00:22:51,350 --> 00:22:55,220
Ms. Aysel, I want to ask you something
if you don't mind.

284
00:22:56,310 --> 00:22:57,430
Of course, Doctor.

285
00:23:02,220 --> 00:23:03,850
How is your maternal family?

286
00:23:06,470 --> 00:23:08,970
My mother passed away three months ago.

287
00:23:11,600 --> 00:23:12,930
It was very sudden.

288
00:23:13,890 --> 00:23:15,220
I'm still recovering.

289
00:23:17,770 --> 00:23:20,020
-I'm sorry for your loss.
-Thank you.

290
00:23:22,970 --> 00:23:24,520
If what they say is true,

291
00:23:24,600 --> 00:23:27,680
if our mother and our female ancestors

292
00:23:27,770 --> 00:23:30,390
are represented
on the left side of the body,

293
00:23:30,470 --> 00:23:34,720
if our kidneys store the tears
we haven't been able to shed,

294
00:23:34,810 --> 00:23:36,600
can surgery alone suffice

295
00:23:36,680 --> 00:23:39,350
for the patient to be cured?

296
00:23:54,520 --> 00:23:56,970
Ada, I'm so sorry. I got held up.

297
00:24:05,640 --> 00:24:08,310
PROTECTION

298
00:24:08,390 --> 00:24:11,060
Health flows towards me unconditionally.

299
00:24:12,060 --> 00:24:14,270
An abundance of love

300
00:24:14,970 --> 00:24:16,720
makes its way into my cells.

301
00:24:17,470 --> 00:24:18,390
I'm all right.

302
00:24:19,470 --> 00:24:20,560
I'm all right.

303
00:24:21,060 --> 00:24:22,180
I'm all right.

304
00:24:33,890 --> 00:24:35,140
Sevgi, honey!

305
00:24:38,270 --> 00:24:40,430
Hello, my beautiful wife!

306
00:24:41,390 --> 00:24:42,390
Sweetie?

307
00:24:46,640 --> 00:24:47,600
Hey, Sevgi.

308
00:24:48,140 --> 00:24:49,770
I bought some amazing fish.

309
00:24:50,470 --> 00:24:52,850
Some greens too. I'll make a salad.

310
00:24:58,770 --> 00:25:00,060
I'm all right.

311
00:25:01,350 --> 00:25:02,470
I'm all right.

312
00:25:03,270 --> 00:25:04,270
I'm all right.

313
00:25:05,720 --> 00:25:07,180
-I'm all right.
-Sevgi!

314
00:25:08,770 --> 00:25:09,640
Oh, Fiko!

315
00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:12,390
-Sorry. Did I frighten you?
-You scared me to death.

316
00:25:12,470 --> 00:25:14,850
Why are you home?
Did you get off work early?

317
00:25:16,720 --> 00:25:18,560
-Shall I join you?
-No, thanks.

318
00:25:19,970 --> 00:25:22,390
I need to finish meditating.

319
00:25:22,470 --> 00:25:24,020
I guess I'll leave, then.

320
00:25:27,310 --> 00:25:28,640
-Hey, Fiko.
-Yeah?

321
00:25:29,520 --> 00:25:31,680
You shaved over the sink again.

322
00:25:33,180 --> 00:25:35,270
I'm begging you. Seriously, please.

323
00:25:36,810 --> 00:25:40,060
I actually cleaned it up,
but I guess I wasn't thorough.

324
00:25:40,600 --> 00:25:41,930
Anyway, I got us fish.

325
00:25:42,020 --> 00:25:44,060
And greens and some vegetables you like.

326
00:25:44,140 --> 00:25:45,390
I'll set the table, okay?

327
00:25:45,470 --> 00:25:47,930
Nah. I don't feel like eating.
You go ahead.

328
00:25:48,430 --> 00:25:51,310
And can you get the door, please?
I'm a bit cold.

329
00:25:51,390 --> 00:25:52,930
Oh? Okay.

330
00:25:53,680 --> 00:25:55,220
-Enjoy your bath.
-Okay.

331
00:25:59,850 --> 00:26:01,850
Yes, but isn't the price a bit steep?

332
00:26:02,520 --> 00:26:06,640
I know the dollar is up against the lira,
but do you pay your workers in dollars?

333
00:26:07,930 --> 00:26:08,810
Never mind.

334
00:26:09,810 --> 00:26:12,350
I simply don't have
that kind of budget right now.

335
00:26:13,600 --> 00:26:16,270
All right. I'll let you know.
Thank you so much.

336
00:26:19,850 --> 00:26:21,220
As if I asked for a palace.

337
00:26:23,520 --> 00:26:25,680
Sarp, listen to me.

338
00:26:26,350 --> 00:26:28,930
The sheets will
stay dry tonight, honey. Got it?

339
00:26:30,350 --> 00:26:31,600
If you wet them,

340
00:26:31,680 --> 00:26:33,720
just scooch over to the dry side.

341
00:26:33,810 --> 00:26:35,140
Don't you wake me up.

342
00:26:35,930 --> 00:26:36,770
Come here.

343
00:26:38,470 --> 00:26:39,310
Both cheeks.

344
00:26:39,890 --> 00:26:41,680
Good night. Don't do it.

345
00:26:41,770 --> 00:26:42,680
Hey, Mom.

346
00:26:43,310 --> 00:26:46,470
When will Dad be back?
When my sister arrives?

347
00:26:50,180 --> 00:26:51,100
Baby…

348
00:26:52,890 --> 00:26:55,140
Dad won't be back for a while.

349
00:26:56,970 --> 00:26:58,020
Come here.

350
00:27:00,680 --> 00:27:01,720
Listen, sweetie.

351
00:27:03,020 --> 00:27:07,640
Is this perhaps happening
because you miss your father?

352
00:27:11,930 --> 00:27:14,430
Dad knows about my sister, right?

353
00:27:20,640 --> 00:27:23,520
When I saw the place,
I initially thought it'd never work.

354
00:27:23,600 --> 00:27:26,140
Then I thought about it.
It's actually not bad.

355
00:27:26,640 --> 00:27:28,720
She blindfolded me and took me there.

356
00:27:28,810 --> 00:27:30,640
No, thanks. You can have it.

357
00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:33,430
All right.

358
00:27:43,270 --> 00:27:44,100
Hey, Fiko.

359
00:27:45,390 --> 00:27:46,850
Can you not chew so loudly?

360
00:27:47,520 --> 00:27:51,180
It's like it's slapping me in the brain.
"Smack, smack, smack!"

361
00:27:54,770 --> 00:27:55,600
Okay.

362
00:28:01,100 --> 00:28:02,560
-Hey, Sevgi.
-Yeah?

363
00:28:04,140 --> 00:28:06,640
I won't be working on the boat anymore.

364
00:28:08,350 --> 00:28:10,270
Why? Did something happen there?

365
00:28:10,350 --> 00:28:12,470
No, nothing happened. It was my decision.

366
00:28:12,560 --> 00:28:14,600
You know, Leyla got the place and all.

367
00:28:14,680 --> 00:28:16,220
I want to focus on the tavern.

368
00:28:16,310 --> 00:28:18,970
It needs a lot of work.
I need to be there.

369
00:28:19,560 --> 00:28:20,430
That's why.

370
00:28:21,430 --> 00:28:24,470
We might struggle with the rent and all
for a while, but…

371
00:28:25,100 --> 00:28:25,930
That's okay.

372
00:28:26,930 --> 00:28:28,810
I can go back to work too.

373
00:28:29,310 --> 00:28:31,100
No, you don't need to do anything.

374
00:28:31,640 --> 00:28:33,180
That's not what I meant.

375
00:28:33,850 --> 00:28:35,930
I'll figure everything out.

376
00:28:36,470 --> 00:28:38,810
You just focus on getting better, okay?

377
00:28:40,270 --> 00:28:41,100
Okay, sweetie?

378
00:28:46,350 --> 00:28:47,310
I missed you.

379
00:29:03,100 --> 00:29:04,100
What's up?

380
00:29:08,600 --> 00:29:09,970
What, am I boring you?

381
00:29:11,100 --> 00:29:13,520
No, of course not.

382
00:29:14,220 --> 00:29:16,310
Not at all, but you're acting a bit…

383
00:29:17,720 --> 00:29:18,720
A bit what, Fiko?

384
00:29:19,310 --> 00:29:21,720
Am I acting a bit like I have cancer?

385
00:29:22,560 --> 00:29:24,140
Oh, come on, Sevgi.

386
00:29:24,220 --> 00:29:26,430
Why would you say something like that?

387
00:29:26,520 --> 00:29:28,810
You keep putting pressure on me, Fiko.

388
00:29:30,310 --> 00:29:32,470
Maybe you married the wrong person.

389
00:29:33,220 --> 00:29:36,970
Maybe I can't meet
your needs and your wishes.

390
00:29:37,060 --> 00:29:38,430
Did I say that, Sevgi?

391
00:29:38,520 --> 00:29:41,310
-Have I ever even implied--
-You're always on my case.

392
00:29:41,390 --> 00:29:45,520
You're constantly asking me something
or telling me something.

393
00:29:46,020 --> 00:29:48,970
Just give me a break for once, Fiko.
Please. I mean it.

394
00:29:49,060 --> 00:29:50,970
I'm just trying to take care of you--

395
00:29:51,060 --> 00:29:53,140
Don't. Don't take care of me, Fiko.

396
00:29:53,680 --> 00:29:55,970
All of you. Just don't. I'm not a kid.

397
00:29:56,470 --> 00:30:00,520
I'm tired of everyone
constantly reminding me I'm sick!

398
00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:03,560
Just leave me alone for once! Please!

399
00:30:03,640 --> 00:30:04,720
Enough is enough!

400
00:30:37,680 --> 00:30:40,930
Are you busy tomorrow afternoon?
Can I ask you a favor?

401
00:30:41,020 --> 00:30:42,560
Depends on when, honey.

402
00:30:42,640 --> 00:30:45,470
Oh, right! I'm sorry.
You were having dinner with Toprak.

403
00:30:45,560 --> 00:30:46,640
I can call later.

404
00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:49,390
I think he's with his daughter.
He couldn't make it.

405
00:30:50,180 --> 00:30:52,560
What are you up to, then? Where are you?

406
00:30:54,350 --> 00:30:57,600
Can I call you later?
I'll figure something out for tomorrow.

407
00:32:20,100 --> 00:32:21,060
I'm sorry.

408
00:32:22,470 --> 00:32:25,310
Flor stayed for the study group,
so I had to pick her up.

409
00:32:26,350 --> 00:32:28,270
Then she wanted to grab a bite. Sorry.

410
00:32:29,520 --> 00:32:30,520
It's okay.

411
00:32:39,470 --> 00:32:40,310
You're mad.

412
00:32:44,640 --> 00:32:45,810
I said it's okay.

413
00:32:50,850 --> 00:32:51,850
How's Eva?

414
00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:55,600
-Looked like she got better.
-Yeah, she was a bit better.

415
00:32:58,810 --> 00:33:01,270
Ada, come on.
I already neglect them as it is.

416
00:33:02,640 --> 00:33:03,970
We just had dinner.

417
00:33:05,220 --> 00:33:08,020
I have no problem
with you spending time with Flor.

418
00:33:09,930 --> 00:33:13,680
I just expect you to keep your word.
That's all.

419
00:33:16,180 --> 00:33:20,770
Plus, I've told you time and time again
that we should do something together.

420
00:33:20,850 --> 00:33:21,890
Haven't I?

421
00:33:23,100 --> 00:33:26,060
You have,
but I don't want her to upset you.

422
00:33:28,100 --> 00:33:29,520
You know she's hard on you.

423
00:33:30,020 --> 00:33:33,390
Maybe she'd get used to me
if we spent some time together.

424
00:33:33,470 --> 00:33:34,560
Ada, look.

425
00:33:35,140 --> 00:33:37,100
Flor needs some time.

426
00:33:37,890 --> 00:33:41,470
She hasn't made up her mind about you yet,
and I don't want to push her.

427
00:33:43,430 --> 00:33:45,720
Have you made up your mind
about me, Toprak?

428
00:33:46,470 --> 00:33:47,560
What do you mean?

429
00:33:48,140 --> 00:33:48,970
I don't know.

430
00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:52,890
I have no idea where this is going.

431
00:33:54,220 --> 00:33:57,770
We can't even go to the beach.
It's been months.

432
00:33:57,850 --> 00:33:59,850
Ada, listen. You're right.

433
00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:05,970
Hang in there. School is almost out.
We'll go on vacation, just the two of us.

434
00:34:13,180 --> 00:34:14,100
Coffee?

435
00:34:16,310 --> 00:34:17,680
No, I can't stay.

436
00:34:18,720 --> 00:34:21,100
I promised Flor
I'd put her to bed tonight.

437
00:34:23,600 --> 00:34:25,680
Why did you bother coming, then?

438
00:34:25,770 --> 00:34:28,140
Well, you wouldn't pick up my calls.

439
00:34:31,810 --> 00:34:32,720
Screw it.

440
00:34:38,890 --> 00:34:42,220
Toprak, listen.
You know what I think we should do?

441
00:34:43,890 --> 00:34:45,720
You go stay with Flor for a while.

442
00:34:45,810 --> 00:34:47,560
Every morning won't be a chore,

443
00:34:47,640 --> 00:34:51,680
and you won't have to worry about
if Eva's sick or if she picked up the kid.

444
00:34:51,770 --> 00:34:54,390
And I won't have to keep waiting for you.

445
00:34:55,350 --> 00:34:57,180
-What do you say?
-Ada, please.

446
00:34:58,970 --> 00:35:00,270
I'm serious.

447
00:35:08,390 --> 00:35:10,180
All right, fine. Have it your way.

448
00:35:13,770 --> 00:35:14,600
Thank you.

449
00:35:15,890 --> 00:35:16,810
You too.

450
00:35:26,970 --> 00:35:28,020
You moron.

451
00:35:34,270 --> 00:35:35,220
Hey, Fiko.

452
00:35:36,020 --> 00:35:39,850
You know how you squeeze the toothpaste
from the middle of the tube…

453
00:35:51,680 --> 00:35:55,020
I'LL GIVE YOU SOME SPACE, SEVGİ.
LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU FEEL BETTER.

454
00:35:57,430 --> 00:35:58,720
Oh, he's offended.

455
00:35:58,810 --> 00:36:00,430
He's actually offended.

456
00:36:01,100 --> 00:36:04,350
Come on, Fiko. Are you a child?
What are you, ten?

457
00:36:08,180 --> 00:36:10,930
I know what she's going through
is incredibly hard.

458
00:36:11,890 --> 00:36:15,140
I mean, I know no matter
how hard we try to share her pain,

459
00:36:15,220 --> 00:36:17,470
we can't grasp what she's going through.

460
00:36:18,140 --> 00:36:21,640
But whatever I try fails.
I just can't get on her good side.

461
00:36:22,140 --> 00:36:23,350
I'm simply not enough.

462
00:36:28,310 --> 00:36:29,720
Why are we like this, dude?

463
00:36:30,640 --> 00:36:34,930
I can't do anything right either.
I end up neglecting someone, something.

464
00:36:35,430 --> 00:36:36,680
I stayed here for Ada.

465
00:36:37,810 --> 00:36:39,270
I registered Flor for school.

466
00:36:40,140 --> 00:36:41,350
I convinced Eva.

467
00:36:41,890 --> 00:36:42,970
But it's not working.

468
00:36:43,060 --> 00:36:45,930
I'm somehow not good enough
for either Flor or Ada.

469
00:36:50,270 --> 00:36:51,640
I don't know, man.

470
00:36:52,600 --> 00:36:54,520
It's as if everything in my life

471
00:36:55,560 --> 00:36:58,310
has to be as difficult as it can be.

472
00:36:58,810 --> 00:37:01,850
Nothing simply clicked in my life, ever.
You know? Ever.

473
00:37:02,350 --> 00:37:04,390
Nothing was ever easy.

474
00:37:04,470 --> 00:37:06,180
For my father when I was little,

475
00:37:06,680 --> 00:37:09,640
for my teacher in school,
for my commander in the army,

476
00:37:10,350 --> 00:37:11,390
for my boss at work…

477
00:37:11,470 --> 00:37:14,890
Hell, I grew up to become the boss,
but even then, for the landlord.

478
00:37:14,970 --> 00:37:17,270
And now, I'm not good enough for my wife.

479
00:37:17,770 --> 00:37:21,140
I just can't get on anyone's good side.
I'm never enough for anyone.

480
00:37:25,220 --> 00:37:27,470
Even Zaman couldn't cure me.

481
00:37:28,640 --> 00:37:30,770
In other words, I'm a lost cause, brother.

482
00:37:33,430 --> 00:37:34,890
Don't be like that.

483
00:37:36,310 --> 00:37:38,680
At least you have
a brother in failure here.

484
00:37:45,470 --> 00:37:49,600
I gotta go. Enjoy the rest of your night.
Make yourself at home.

485
00:37:51,020 --> 00:37:53,600
-Thanks, Toprak.
-Don't mention it, brother.

486
00:38:12,560 --> 00:38:13,850
I can't stand on my feet.

487
00:38:16,310 --> 00:38:17,180
I'm stuck.

488
00:38:19,680 --> 00:38:20,680
I'm suffocating.

489
00:38:21,350 --> 00:38:22,390
I can't breathe.

490
00:38:32,810 --> 00:38:35,100
Was your birth troublesome?

491
00:38:47,810 --> 00:38:49,060
She almost died.

492
00:38:50,430 --> 00:38:52,430
And they just left me in the field.

493
00:38:53,180 --> 00:38:55,390
That's what I've been told, at least.

494
00:39:09,310 --> 00:39:10,430
How are you?

495
00:39:11,810 --> 00:39:13,020
I feel sick.

496
00:39:13,850 --> 00:39:15,020
I'm going to fall.

497
00:39:19,270 --> 00:39:20,970
Catch her as she falls.

498
00:39:33,720 --> 00:39:36,020
Now sing a lullaby for this child

499
00:39:36,520 --> 00:39:40,430
who was born
surrounded by hardship, pain, and fear.

500
00:39:43,810 --> 00:39:46,930
I dropped an apple

501
00:39:47,020 --> 00:39:51,390
And it rolled and rolled

502
00:39:51,470 --> 00:39:55,640
Oh, son

503
00:39:55,720 --> 00:39:59,640
Oh, son

504
00:40:01,140 --> 00:40:07,970
It hit the crib and stopped

505
00:40:08,850 --> 00:40:15,060
And the baby woke up

506
00:40:15,720 --> 00:40:19,520
Rockaby, my boy

507
00:40:20,430 --> 00:40:24,390
Rockaby, my baby

508
00:40:25,100 --> 00:40:29,220
Rockaby, my boy

509
00:40:29,770 --> 00:40:34,310
Rockaby, my baby

510
00:40:34,390 --> 00:40:39,640
Rockaby, baby

511
00:40:40,180 --> 00:40:47,180
I didn't get to call you my baby

512
00:40:49,140 --> 00:40:50,970
Let your mother hold you tight.

513
00:40:51,060 --> 00:40:52,560
I didn't

514
00:40:55,060 --> 00:40:56,100
Feel her.

515
00:40:56,180 --> 00:40:57,600
Get to feed you

516
00:40:58,770 --> 00:41:01,890
Rockaby, my boy

517
00:41:01,970 --> 00:41:04,350
This child shall be welcomed
into the world.

518
00:41:04,430 --> 00:41:05,350
Rockaby, my baby

519
00:41:05,430 --> 00:41:07,060
Life shall go easy on him.

520
00:41:10,060 --> 00:41:14,220
Rockaby, my boy

521
00:41:15,020 --> 00:41:19,640
Rockaby, my baby

522
00:41:19,720 --> 00:41:26,020
Rockaby, baby

523
00:41:34,180 --> 00:41:35,640
How are you now?

524
00:41:38,930 --> 00:41:39,810
Better.

525
00:41:43,520 --> 00:41:44,680
I feel stronger.

526
00:41:46,600 --> 00:41:47,520
I feel safe.

527
00:42:02,600 --> 00:42:04,680
Now you can embrace your masculine side.

528
00:42:06,140 --> 00:42:07,270
Thanks, Zaman.

529
00:42:09,100 --> 00:42:11,930
All right. You can stop the expansion
by taking a step.

530
00:42:24,020 --> 00:42:25,770
Problems at birth,

531
00:42:25,850 --> 00:42:30,310
such as the baby getting stuck
in the birth canal,

532
00:42:30,390 --> 00:42:32,640
in other words, getting stuck in life,

533
00:42:33,810 --> 00:42:35,180
or being breech,

534
00:42:36,310 --> 00:42:39,020
heading towards darkness instead of light,

535
00:42:39,100 --> 00:42:44,470
or, for instance, cord entanglement,
getting suffocated…

536
00:42:44,560 --> 00:42:48,220
Every one of these
can have an effect on the baby.

537
00:42:51,520 --> 00:42:54,270
The first contact
the baby has with the mother,

538
00:42:54,350 --> 00:42:58,310
that initial step towards building trust,
holds great importance.

539
00:43:05,020 --> 00:43:06,520
How are you feeling now?

540
00:43:10,350 --> 00:43:12,930
I'm all right. It did me some good too.

541
00:43:14,850 --> 00:43:16,100
I must've missed Mom.

542
00:43:22,390 --> 00:43:23,850
Thank you, Mr. Zaman.

543
00:43:24,520 --> 00:43:25,680
See you later.

544
00:44:01,680 --> 00:44:04,640
Oh, if it isn't Mrs. Leyla.
What brings you here?

545
00:44:06,850 --> 00:44:07,850
How are you?

546
00:44:08,390 --> 00:44:10,470
I'm great, Leyla. Just dandy.

547
00:44:10,560 --> 00:44:12,310
Are you kidding me, woman?

548
00:44:12,810 --> 00:44:15,520
You haven't even called in months.
You've moved on.

549
00:44:15,600 --> 00:44:18,600
And now you're asking me how I am?
I feel like shit!

550
00:44:19,640 --> 00:44:21,220
I'm losing it. All right?

551
00:44:21,720 --> 00:44:23,310
Will you calm down for a sec?

552
00:44:24,100 --> 00:44:25,930
I sent you so many things.

553
00:44:26,430 --> 00:44:27,600
Thank you so much!

554
00:44:27,680 --> 00:44:29,680
You did send me some underwear.

555
00:44:30,350 --> 00:44:32,310
And books. I'm all but a scholar now!

556
00:44:35,180 --> 00:44:36,220
How's my son?

557
00:44:37,390 --> 00:44:38,390
Sarp's okay.

558
00:44:39,310 --> 00:44:41,270
You know, he misses his father.

559
00:44:41,350 --> 00:44:42,770
Why didn't you tell the kid?

560
00:44:43,270 --> 00:44:46,270
You could've told him
his dad was in prison because of you.

561
00:44:46,350 --> 00:44:47,720
Are you insane?

562
00:44:49,180 --> 00:44:50,520
This is my fault too?

563
00:44:51,350 --> 00:44:53,810
This was all your doing.
Don't you realize that?

564
00:44:53,890 --> 00:44:54,890
Cut it out, Leyla.

565
00:44:55,390 --> 00:44:59,520
You need to get me a lawyer.
I won't ever be getting out otherwise.

566
00:44:59,600 --> 00:45:04,060
Erdem, do you realize
you haven't even asked about us once?

567
00:45:04,140 --> 00:45:06,470
"What are you doing?
Where are you staying?"

568
00:45:06,560 --> 00:45:08,970
"How are you?
Do you have food on the table?"

569
00:45:09,060 --> 00:45:12,060
Why would I ask?
The Colonel must be looking out for you.

570
00:45:12,140 --> 00:45:14,600
Am I right? Say hi to him for me.

571
00:45:14,680 --> 00:45:15,970
Your wish is my command!

572
00:45:17,100 --> 00:45:18,310
Oh, by the way…

573
00:45:22,270 --> 00:45:23,520
You're having a daughter!

574
00:45:24,390 --> 00:45:26,390
What? How? Is she mine?

575
00:45:27,680 --> 00:45:29,890
-What?
-I'm asking if she's mine!

576
00:45:29,970 --> 00:45:31,350
Oh, fuck you!

577
00:45:31,890 --> 00:45:32,890
Leyla!

578
00:45:33,430 --> 00:45:34,270
Leyla.

579
00:45:34,930 --> 00:45:35,810
Leyla!

580
00:45:42,720 --> 00:45:45,350
Honey, how come I'm still so stupid?

581
00:45:45,430 --> 00:45:46,470
Oh, Leyloş.

582
00:45:49,020 --> 00:45:51,770
How am I going to raise this kid
all by myself?

583
00:45:54,770 --> 00:45:56,390
You know what we're going to do?

584
00:45:57,430 --> 00:46:00,060
Buy some desserts
and go to Sevgi's. All right?

585
00:46:00,140 --> 00:46:01,350
-All right.
-Come on.

586
00:46:02,810 --> 00:46:04,140
He's such a moron.

587
00:46:06,430 --> 00:46:07,810
The biggest moron there is.

588
00:46:26,220 --> 00:46:27,060
Here, honey.

589
00:46:35,520 --> 00:46:36,970
Honey, what happened?

590
00:46:37,060 --> 00:46:38,810
Sweetcakes, are you okay?

591
00:46:41,140 --> 00:46:42,640
Fiko left me.

592
00:46:44,470 --> 00:46:45,470
He left you?

593
00:46:46,270 --> 00:46:47,310
What?

594
00:46:48,600 --> 00:46:49,680
What do you mean?

595
00:47:05,100 --> 00:47:08,310
Oh, honey! Orange is my favorite color.
It really suits you.

596
00:47:08,390 --> 00:47:11,220
You just needed some color.
It looks so good on you.

597
00:47:11,310 --> 00:47:13,640
I look like a clown.
Even more so than before.

598
00:47:14,140 --> 00:47:17,640
Honey, Fiko technically didn't leave you.

599
00:47:18,180 --> 00:47:19,680
He just gave you some space.

600
00:47:20,180 --> 00:47:21,020
No, girl.

601
00:47:21,600 --> 00:47:24,220
He got mad and took off. Obviously.

602
00:47:25,390 --> 00:47:28,470
Maybe we rushed into marriage, right?

603
00:47:28,560 --> 00:47:31,180
Maybe what I loved
was the idea of getting married.

604
00:47:32,100 --> 00:47:34,770
I'd never been married
or proposed to before.

605
00:47:34,850 --> 00:47:38,890
So maybe when Fiko asked me,
I just went nuts. Could be, right?

606
00:47:38,970 --> 00:47:41,720
Sweetcakes, I mean,

607
00:47:42,810 --> 00:47:45,350
a little time apart
could do you good, right?

608
00:47:45,430 --> 00:47:49,270
No, Ada. Come on. A little time apart?
You think being single is easy, girl?

609
00:47:49,970 --> 00:47:53,140
For better or worse,
you have a boy who loves you in your home.

610
00:47:53,220 --> 00:47:54,180
Exactly!

611
00:47:55,060 --> 00:47:56,430
Fiko's a boy, not a man!

612
00:47:56,520 --> 00:47:59,270
I have to think about everything,
tell him what to do.

613
00:47:59,350 --> 00:48:01,970
God forbid if he ever
thinks of anything by himself.

614
00:48:02,060 --> 00:48:05,140
Wow, girl. You're really mad at him.

615
00:48:05,220 --> 00:48:08,720
The guy sold his car
just so you'd be comfortable.

616
00:48:08,810 --> 00:48:10,430
He works on two boats a day.

617
00:48:10,520 --> 00:48:12,640
What more do you want from him?

618
00:48:12,720 --> 00:48:15,180
Leyloş, please get off her case.

619
00:48:15,270 --> 00:48:19,140
Maybe she's right.
Maybe they did rush into marriage.

620
00:48:19,220 --> 00:48:20,930
Let her breathe for a while.

621
00:48:21,020 --> 00:48:23,770
But she wanted a husband.
She wanted a family.

622
00:48:23,850 --> 00:48:27,180
I'm sorry, but she's not interested
in casual stuff like you, Ada.

623
00:48:27,270 --> 00:48:28,680
So that's what I want, huh?

624
00:48:28,770 --> 00:48:29,770
You said yourself

625
00:48:29,850 --> 00:48:33,220
you guys were keeping it casual
and that it wasn't serious.

626
00:48:33,310 --> 00:48:35,310
You actually believed her?

627
00:48:35,390 --> 00:48:37,520
She totally wants to start a family too.

628
00:48:37,600 --> 00:48:40,310
This isn't about me, though.
This is about Fiko.

629
00:48:40,390 --> 00:48:42,060
You have such a short fuse!

630
00:48:50,100 --> 00:48:51,970
-Hey, girls.
-Yeah?

631
00:48:52,470 --> 00:48:55,020
Remember the first day we got here?

632
00:48:55,100 --> 00:48:56,100
Aw, sure.

633
00:48:57,600 --> 00:48:59,640
All I wanted was bigger boobs.

634
00:49:01,640 --> 00:49:03,180
Now I'm bigger all around.

635
00:49:06,060 --> 00:49:08,430
Gotta be careful what you wish for!

636
00:49:12,930 --> 00:49:14,640
And I wanted to have sex.

637
00:49:17,890 --> 00:49:19,930
I wanted someone in my life.

638
00:49:20,520 --> 00:49:22,720
But now I reject all his advances.

639
00:49:23,930 --> 00:49:25,220
I was married to Selim.

640
00:49:25,310 --> 00:49:27,020
I wanted to move to Brussels.

641
00:49:28,060 --> 00:49:29,180
And now I'm here.

642
00:49:30,060 --> 00:49:31,390
And I'm with Toprak.

643
00:49:34,220 --> 00:49:36,350
But it doesn't feel like it.

644
00:49:37,930 --> 00:49:39,680
-You know what, girls?
-What?

645
00:49:39,770 --> 00:49:41,720
How about we hit the road again?

646
00:49:41,810 --> 00:49:43,810
Wouldn't a road trip be good for us?

647
00:49:44,350 --> 00:49:46,310
No, we're not hitting the road again.

648
00:49:47,140 --> 00:49:49,220
We're not letting anything go either.

649
00:49:50,810 --> 00:49:54,060
We're here to stay.
We're standing our ground this time.

650
00:49:54,140 --> 00:49:55,100
Together.

651
00:49:55,600 --> 00:49:56,430
All right?

652
00:49:59,100 --> 00:50:01,930
-What is it?
-Oh, she's faking it. Don't mind her.

653
00:50:05,600 --> 00:50:06,640
She's not faking it.

654
00:50:06,720 --> 00:50:08,430
-It's too early!
-Her water broke.

655
00:50:09,600 --> 00:50:11,310
-All right.
-Why is this happening?

656
00:50:11,390 --> 00:50:13,100
Just calm down. It's okay.

657
00:50:13,180 --> 00:50:14,720
You get her stuff, okay?

658
00:50:14,810 --> 00:50:17,600
I'll get the car.
Ditch the wig. We'll go to the hospital.

659
00:50:17,680 --> 00:50:21,220
Our very first experience,
our very first test on Earth,

660
00:50:21,310 --> 00:50:23,810
is our journey out of our mother's womb.

661
00:50:25,100 --> 00:50:27,770
Yes, the journey
towards the unknown scares us.

662
00:50:28,270 --> 00:50:31,100
But birth isn't actually
a journey towards the unknown.

663
00:50:31,180 --> 00:50:33,560
Because the bond
between the baby and the mother

664
00:50:33,640 --> 00:50:35,600
is established much earlier.

665
00:50:35,680 --> 00:50:38,720
And no matter what happens,
it can never be broken.

666
00:50:39,270 --> 00:50:41,350
Remembering that alone

667
00:50:41,430 --> 00:50:44,430
can give us the courage
to take a step towards the unknown.

668
00:53:31,270 --> 00:53:36,270
Subtitle translation by:
Oktar Bumin Aykutlu
