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Çukurova is on fire

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Men came down, their hands tied

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The duck flew off, and the dove perched

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Oh, my Emine

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Come to me, my Emine

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Smile, my Emine, oh

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The duck flew off, and the dove perched

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Oh, my Emine

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Emine?

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Oh no! Emine! Honey!

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-Come on.
-It's coming, honey.

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Just a bit more.

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Come on, honey. Keep pushing.

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-Hang in there.
-Push, girl!

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Push.

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Take deep breaths. Push out the baby.

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-It's coming.
-Come on, lamb.

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It's coming. You're almost done.

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God help us. It's coming feet first.

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Breathe, Emine.
Keep pushing, lamb. Come on.

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Our very first experience,
our very first test on Earth,

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is our journey out of our mother's womb.

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That's where we first meet fear.

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Here it comes! It's here!

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The journey towards the unknown scares us.

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But we don't end up alone at the end.

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There's someone waiting for us.

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And that someone is our mother.

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Girls, let the foreman know.

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He needs to take the girl to town.
Someone go!

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Pour some more.

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If we didn't get to have
that first contact with our mother,

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if we felt all alone and desperate
when we took in our first breath ever,

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would it be possible for us
to feel like we're good enough today?

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ANOTHER SELF

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THE MARKS OF OUR ANCESTORS

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FRAGILE!

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Get up. We're going to the beach today.

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-Was that today?
-Yeah, it was.

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Come on. Get up.

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Come on.

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How does a woman look so gorgeous

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the moment she wakes up in the morning?

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Seriously, how?

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Come on now.
We're going to end up not going again.

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I'm getting up.

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No! Come here. Come back.

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Let's go to Cunda. It'll be less windy.

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The person you have called
cannot be reached at the moment--

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Something wrong?

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Flor's not picking up.

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If you need to go…

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Nah. Let's leave.
I'm sure she'll call in a minute.

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We're finally doing it.

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Oh, we're swimming today for sure.

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BURCU COVE
500 M

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Damn it. You think there's another road?

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I don't know. Probably.

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Hello?

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Morning, sweetie.

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What happened?

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I see. All right. I'm coming.

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Eva's sick again.

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She couldn't take Flor to school.

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You should go.

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Wait. I'll give you a ride to town.

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It's not far. I'll manage.

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Ada, really…

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Thank you so much for understanding.
If it were anyone else…

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You're doing your best.

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We'll take a vacation once school is out.

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Eva will be taking Flor
to the Netherlands.

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Sounds great.

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-What do you say?
-I'd love that.

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Don't keep her waiting.

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Dinner tonight?

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All right. Deal.

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Baby! How are you?

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Morning, Leyloş.

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Good morning!

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What is this? It's the crack of dawn.
Is something wrong, Ada?

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Sweetcakes, I was wondering
if we could go to the beach.

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Don't ask me anything today, girls.
I have a lot to do.

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Just go with Sevgi, okay?

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You think I have the energy
to even lift up my arm?

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Oh, Sarp! You're unbelievable, Sarp!

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Again?

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I didn't do anything.

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Who did it, then? Did I wet your bed?

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Weren't you going with Toprak anyway?

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Hey! What are you still doing here?
Go take a shower right now!

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-Ugh, Fiko.
-Sweetcakes, are you okay?

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Come on, man! How many times
have I told you not to shave here?

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I love you so, so much.
You know that, right?

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-I love you so much too.
-We love you very much too.

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Ada, are you okay?

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I'm fine, sweetcakes.

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Gotta go now.

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Kisses.

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Muko, can you take Sarp to school today?

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Sure. Of course I can.

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But you keep your word too.

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JUNE 1ST
10TH - PET-CT

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Don't string me along.

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Why would I do that?

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You know how cranky she is lately.
I'm just trying to find the right time.

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Look, Leyla.
I'm going to talk to her if you won't.

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Muko, don't be ridiculous. Muko!

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Look. I really think you shouldn't…

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For God's sake…

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Morning. Your tests are happening soon.

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Have some proper food. Here.

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I already ate. Thanks.

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Would it be okay if I joined you
for your appointment that day?

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No, it wouldn't be.

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Hey, Sevgi.

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Do you have a minute, sweetie?

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Sevgi!

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What is it, Leyla?
Why won't you people let me do my yoga?

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Oh, I'll show you yoga. Don't you worry.

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Help me out. I need to hang the laundry.
Come here, you.

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Listen, sweetie.

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Don't be like this. It's been months.

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Didn't I tell you
to stay out of it, Leyla?

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What did she even do to you?
You've been ignoring her for months.

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-She's your mother.
-Look who's talking.

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When did you last speak with your mother?

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Does she know about that?

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Do you really believe it's the same thing?

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-What are you doing?
-Stop.

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-What happened?
-You know, not much.

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Are you trying to drive me insane?

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What more needs to happen?

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You're really testing my patience, Leyla.
I'm about to blow my lid.

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-What is it?
-A contraction.

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What's wrong, honey?

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Wait. Let's calm down.

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-Let's sit you down, and I'll call Ada.
-Yes, let's calm down. Because it worked.

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Always works on Sarp too.

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You distract him,
and the cranky mood dissipates.

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To hell with your mood!

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Just stop it for a minute!

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Look at me, Curls. Let me give you a kiss.

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Now listen, my beautiful merino sheep.

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Your tests will come up clear, okay?

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Everything will be just fine. Everything.

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What if it won't?

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Girl, listen.

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We live in a coastal town.

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Everything has to be just fine.
It's the only option.

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-Make sure they're hot, man.
-These could kill you.

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Is it for the tavern?

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We haven't found a place yet.

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We're hopeful.
We're seeing another venue today.

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-What do I owe you?
-100 liras will do it.

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One hundred, huh?

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You can always pay later.

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Huh? Oh, no worries. I have it.

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Thanks, man.

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Have a nice day.

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Oh, wow! Hey, Zaman!

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Is that you, Fiko? How have you been?

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-I'm all right. You?
-I'm okay.

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How's Sevgi doing?

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She's okay. Got her last round of chemo,
waiting for her PET scan.

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She's naturally a bit on edge.

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I haven't seen you in a while.

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I'd love to come,
but money's a bit tight nowadays.

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Don't you worry about that.
Just come join us tomorrow.

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All right. I'll stop by.

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-See you.
-Thanks.

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-Oh, welcome, Zaman.
-Thanks.

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-To the same address?
-Yes.

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Was that a sand fly or something?
What's going on?

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-Shut up for a sec. We're here. Look.
-How? I'm blindfolded.

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-Okay. I'll untie it if you're ready.
-I'm ready.

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All right. I'm untying it.

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Ta-da!

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What do you say?

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What do I say? Is this a joke?

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I'm busy as it is.
Don't waste my time. Let's just go.

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I'm not kidding, Fiko! This is the place.

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It just needs a bit of renovation.

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A bit of renovation?
It's about to collapse on us.

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-Are you kidding me?
-It's not that bad, Fiko.

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I talked to an architect.
They'll come up with a budget. We'll see.

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-An architect?
-Yeah.

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You know I'm completely broke, Leyla.
We spent what I had on the house.

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You know that. Why are you doing this?

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Too late, honey. Too late.

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This was the only place within our budget.

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I went to the bank, took out a loan,
and signed off on it, honey.

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-Here's the deed.
-A loan?

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What? It really is a deed!

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How could you do this without asking me?

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What was I supposed to do?
You're never around.

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You're either at the hospital with Sevgi
or off working on some boat.

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I'm not doing it because it's fun!
I work for whoever for a living.

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And I'm telling you,
you'll be working for yourself now.

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Look how beautiful this place is!
Just check it out.

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Give me a hand.

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Just look at it.

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No. No, Leyla.

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Leyla, this place is beyond repair.
I swear. It's unsalvageable.

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You're due soon anyway.

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I'll be all alone. What would I even do?

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Listen to me, Fiko.
I swear I'll beat your ass.

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This place is my last chance.

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The baby's coming.

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My husband's in prison.

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So I have to make this happen,
and you have to help me do it.

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Got it?

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This is Eleni's Tavern.

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All right, sweetie. Fine.

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We'll do what we can,

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but I bet no one even knows about
this godforsaken place.

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Whoever knows knows.
To hell with the rest, Fiko!

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You're seriously insane.

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Idiot! Just shut up.

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You're such a killjoy. Come here.

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I'll take you through the decor.
Here's what I have in mind so far.

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-Your opinion matters.
-Right.

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We put the tables under the trees.

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Lanterns, lights.

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And for here,
I think I want a rustic vibe.

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-What do you say?
-"Rustic"?

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That's fine. I'll explain it to you later.

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Never mind the rustic thing for now.
You know what I want? Here…

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Morning, Mr. Zaman.

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Good morning.

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Do you have a couple of minutes to talk?

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I do.

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I also have some tea we can have.

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Come.

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We'd discussed spiritual heritage.

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A theme, an agenda, or maybe a talent

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that's been handed down
from generation to generation.

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Let's say there is
an invisible network of information

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that's being passed
from parents to their children.

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How about you get to your actual question?

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All right.

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Here goes.

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What if we don't start a family?

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What if we can't or won't have children?

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What happens to our heritage?

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You ignore my questions yet again.

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Well…

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When are you going to stop
seeking answers externally, Ada?

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In the past seven months,

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I've read every book,
attended every session.

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What I've witnessed is incredible.

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I did get a bit better.
I can't deny that. But…

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But everything still feels
so up in the air, so muddy.

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To me, at least.

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We threw a rock into the water,

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so it was muddied.

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Now that rock will slowly sink

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and reach the bottom.

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And then the water will clear up.

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If you ask the right questions then,

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maybe you won't even need the answers.

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If you only knew
how many questions I have.

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Anyway, I'm going to be late.

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Do you want to start a family or not?

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Could that be the question
you're avoiding asking yourself?

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We'll be leaving in a few.

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-When?
-In just a few minutes.

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I'm here, Captain. I'm here.

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This happens a lot, Fiko.

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-Let's just part ways.
-It was only ten minutes. I'm sorry.

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I get that your wife's sick.

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The customers are waiting.
You're disrupting my business.

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I'll pay you for the day.

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Take care.

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Thanks.

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Here, Ms. Aysel.

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Here it is.

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It surrounds 70% of your left kidney.

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You should see the urologist.

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We need to schedule your surgery
right away.

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-Isn't there any other way, Doctor?
-Unfortunately, no.

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Surgery is the only option
in your current condition.

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Ms. Aysel, I want to ask you something
if you don't mind.

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Of course, Doctor.

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How is your maternal family?

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My mother passed away three months ago.

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It was very sudden.

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I'm still recovering.

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-I'm sorry for your loss.
-Thank you.

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If what they say is true,

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if our mother and our female ancestors

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are represented
on the left side of the body,

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if our kidneys store the tears
we haven't been able to shed,

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can surgery alone suffice

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for the patient to be cured?

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Ada, I'm so sorry. I got held up.

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PROTECTION

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Health flows towards me unconditionally.

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An abundance of love

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makes its way into my cells.

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I'm all right.

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I'm all right.

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I'm all right.

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Sevgi, honey!

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Hello, my beautiful wife!

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Sweetie?

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Hey, Sevgi.

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I bought some amazing fish.

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Some greens too. I'll make a salad.

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I'm all right.

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I'm all right.

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I'm all right.

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-I'm all right.
-Sevgi!

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Oh, Fiko!

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-Sorry. Did I frighten you?
-You scared me to death.

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Why are you home?
Did you get off work early?

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-Shall I join you?
-No, thanks.

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I need to finish meditating.

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I guess I'll leave, then.

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-Hey, Fiko.
-Yeah?

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You shaved over the sink again.

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I'm begging you. Seriously, please.

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I actually cleaned it up,
but I guess I wasn't thorough.

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Anyway, I got us fish.

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And greens and some vegetables you like.

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I'll set the table, okay?

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Nah. I don't feel like eating.
You go ahead.

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And can you get the door, please?
I'm a bit cold.

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Oh? Okay.

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-Enjoy your bath.
-Okay.

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Yes, but isn't the price a bit steep?

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I know the dollar is up against the lira,
but do you pay your workers in dollars?

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Never mind.

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I simply don't have
that kind of budget right now.

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All right. I'll let you know.
Thank you so much.

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As if I asked for a palace.

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Sarp, listen to me.

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The sheets will
stay dry tonight, honey. Got it?

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If you wet them,

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just scooch over to the dry side.

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Don't you wake me up.

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Come here.

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Both cheeks.

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Good night. Don't do it.

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Hey, Mom.

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When will Dad be back?
When my sister arrives?

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Baby…

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Dad won't be back for a while.

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Come here.

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Listen, sweetie.

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Is this perhaps happening
because you miss your father?

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Dad knows about my sister, right?

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When I saw the place,
I initially thought it'd never work.

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Then I thought about it.
It's actually not bad.

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She blindfolded me and took me there.

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No, thanks. You can have it.

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All right.

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Hey, Fiko.

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Can you not chew so loudly?

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It's like it's slapping me in the brain.
"Smack, smack, smack!"

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Okay.

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-Hey, Sevgi.
-Yeah?

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I won't be working on the boat anymore.

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Why? Did something happen there?

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No, nothing happened. It was my decision.

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You know, Leyla got the place and all.

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I want to focus on the tavern.

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It needs a lot of work.
I need to be there.

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That's why.

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We might struggle with the rent and all
for a while, but…

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That's okay.

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I can go back to work too.

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No, you don't need to do anything.

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That's not what I meant.

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I'll figure everything out.

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You just focus on getting better, okay?

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Okay, sweetie?

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I missed you.

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What's up?

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What, am I boring you?

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No, of course not.

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Not at all, but you're acting a bit…

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A bit what, Fiko?

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Am I acting a bit like I have cancer?

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Oh, come on, Sevgi.

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Why would you say something like that?

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You keep putting pressure on me, Fiko.

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Maybe you married the wrong person.

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Maybe I can't meet
your needs and your wishes.

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Did I say that, Sevgi?

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-Have I ever even implied--
-You're always on my case.

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You're constantly asking me something
or telling me something.

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Just give me a break for once, Fiko.
Please. I mean it.

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I'm just trying to take care of you--

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Don't. Don't take care of me, Fiko.

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All of you. Just don't. I'm not a kid.

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I'm tired of everyone
constantly reminding me I'm sick!

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Just leave me alone for once! Please!

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Enough is enough!

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Are you busy tomorrow afternoon?
Can I ask you a favor?

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Depends on when, honey.

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Oh, right! I'm sorry.
You were having dinner with Toprak.

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I can call later.

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I think he's with his daughter.
He couldn't make it.

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What are you up to, then? Where are you?

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Can I call you later?
I'll figure something out for tomorrow.

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I'm sorry.

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Flor stayed for the study group,
so I had to pick her up.

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Then she wanted to grab a bite. Sorry.

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It's okay.

32:39.470 --> 32:40.310
You're mad.

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I said it's okay.

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How's Eva?

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-Looked like she got better.
-Yeah, she was a bit better.

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Ada, come on.
I already neglect them as it is.

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We just had dinner.

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I have no problem
with you spending time with Flor.

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I just expect you to keep your word.
That's all.

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Plus, I've told you time and time again
that we should do something together.

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Haven't I?

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You have,
but I don't want her to upset you.

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You know she's hard on you.

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Maybe she'd get used to me
if we spent some time together.

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Ada, look.

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Flor needs some time.

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She hasn't made up her mind about you yet,
and I don't want to push her.

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Have you made up your mind
about me, Toprak?

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What do you mean?

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I don't know.

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I have no idea where this is going.

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We can't even go to the beach.
It's been months.

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Ada, listen. You're right.

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Hang in there. School is almost out.
We'll go on vacation, just the two of us.

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Coffee?

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No, I can't stay.

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I promised Flor
I'd put her to bed tonight.

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Why did you bother coming, then?

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Well, you wouldn't pick up my calls.

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Screw it.

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Toprak, listen.
You know what I think we should do?

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You go stay with Flor for a while.

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Every morning won't be a chore,

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and you won't have to worry about
if Eva's sick or if she picked up the kid.

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And I won't have to keep waiting for you.

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-What do you say?
-Ada, please.

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I'm serious.

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All right, fine. Have it your way.

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Thank you.

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You too.

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You moron.

35:34.270 --> 35:35.220
Hey, Fiko.

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You know how you squeeze the toothpaste
from the middle of the tube…

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I'LL GIVE YOU SOME SPACE, SEVGİ.
LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU FEEL BETTER.

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Oh, he's offended.

35:58.810 --> 36:00.430
He's actually offended.

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Come on, Fiko. Are you a child?
What are you, ten?

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I know what she's going through
is incredibly hard.

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I mean, I know no matter
how hard we try to share her pain,

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we can't grasp what she's going through.

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But whatever I try fails.
I just can't get on her good side.

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I'm simply not enough.

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Why are we like this, dude?

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I can't do anything right either.
I end up neglecting someone, something.

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I stayed here for Ada.

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I registered Flor for school.

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I convinced Eva.

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But it's not working.

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I'm somehow not good enough
for either Flor or Ada.

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I don't know, man.

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It's as if everything in my life

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has to be as difficult as it can be.

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Nothing simply clicked in my life, ever.
You know? Ever.

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Nothing was ever easy.

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For my father when I was little,

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for my teacher in school,
for my commander in the army,

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for my boss at work…

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Hell, I grew up to become the boss,
but even then, for the landlord.

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And now, I'm not good enough for my wife.

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I just can't get on anyone's good side.
I'm never enough for anyone.

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Even Zaman couldn't cure me.

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In other words, I'm a lost cause, brother.

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Don't be like that.

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At least you have
a brother in failure here.

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I gotta go. Enjoy the rest of your night.
Make yourself at home.

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-Thanks, Toprak.
-Don't mention it, brother.

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I can't stand on my feet.

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I'm stuck.

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I'm suffocating.

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I can't breathe.

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Was your birth troublesome?

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She almost died.

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And they just left me in the field.

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That's what I've been told, at least.

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How are you?

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I feel sick.

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I'm going to fall.

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Catch her as she falls.

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Now sing a lullaby for this child

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who was born
surrounded by hardship, pain, and fear.

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I dropped an apple

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And it rolled and rolled

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Oh, son

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Oh, son

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It hit the crib and stopped

40:08.850 --> 40:15.060
And the baby woke up

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Rockaby, my boy

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Rockaby, my baby

40:25.100 --> 40:29.220
Rockaby, my boy

40:29.770 --> 40:34.310
Rockaby, my baby

40:34.390 --> 40:39.640
Rockaby, baby

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I didn't get to call you my baby

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Let your mother hold you tight.

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I didn't

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Feel her.

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Get to feed you

40:58.770 --> 41:01.890
Rockaby, my boy

41:01.970 --> 41:04.350
This child shall be welcomed
into the world.

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Rockaby, my baby

41:05.430 --> 41:07.060
Life shall go easy on him.

41:10.060 --> 41:14.220
Rockaby, my boy

41:15.020 --> 41:19.640
Rockaby, my baby

41:19.720 --> 41:26.020
Rockaby, baby

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How are you now?

41:38.930 --> 41:39.810
Better.

41:43.520 --> 41:44.680
I feel stronger.

41:46.600 --> 41:47.520
I feel safe.

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Now you can embrace your masculine side.

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Thanks, Zaman.

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All right. You can stop the expansion
by taking a step.

42:24.020 --> 42:25.770
Problems at birth,

42:25.850 --> 42:30.310
such as the baby getting stuck
in the birth canal,

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in other words, getting stuck in life,

42:33.810 --> 42:35.180
or being breech,

42:36.310 --> 42:39.020
heading towards darkness instead of light,

42:39.100 --> 42:44.470
or, for instance, cord entanglement,
getting suffocated…

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Every one of these
can have an effect on the baby.

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The first contact
the baby has with the mother,

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that initial step towards building trust,
holds great importance.

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How are you feeling now?

43:10.350 --> 43:12.930
I'm all right. It did me some good too.

43:14.850 --> 43:16.100
I must've missed Mom.

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Thank you, Mr. Zaman.

43:24.520 --> 43:25.680
See you later.

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Oh, if it isn't Mrs. Leyla.
What brings you here?

44:06.850 --> 44:07.850
How are you?

44:08.390 --> 44:10.470
I'm great, Leyla. Just dandy.

44:10.560 --> 44:12.310
Are you kidding me, woman?

44:12.810 --> 44:15.520
You haven't even called in months.
You've moved on.

44:15.600 --> 44:18.600
And now you're asking me how I am?
I feel like shit!

44:19.640 --> 44:21.220
I'm losing it. All right?

44:21.720 --> 44:23.310
Will you calm down for a sec?

44:24.100 --> 44:25.930
I sent you so many things.

44:26.430 --> 44:27.600
Thank you so much!

44:27.680 --> 44:29.680
You did send me some underwear.

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And books. I'm all but a scholar now!

44:35.180 --> 44:36.220
How's my son?

44:37.390 --> 44:38.390
Sarp's okay.

44:39.310 --> 44:41.270
You know, he misses his father.

44:41.350 --> 44:42.770
Why didn't you tell the kid?

44:43.270 --> 44:46.270
You could've told him
his dad was in prison because of you.

44:46.350 --> 44:47.720
Are you insane?

44:49.180 --> 44:50.520
This is my fault too?

44:51.350 --> 44:53.810
This was all your doing.
Don't you realize that?

44:53.890 --> 44:54.890
Cut it out, Leyla.

44:55.390 --> 44:59.520
You need to get me a lawyer.
I won't ever be getting out otherwise.

44:59.600 --> 45:04.060
Erdem, do you realize
you haven't even asked about us once?

45:04.140 --> 45:06.470
"What are you doing?
Where are you staying?"

45:06.560 --> 45:08.970
"How are you?
Do you have food on the table?"

45:09.060 --> 45:12.060
Why would I ask?
The Colonel must be looking out for you.

45:12.140 --> 45:14.600
Am I right? Say hi to him for me.

45:14.680 --> 45:15.970
Your wish is my command!

45:17.100 --> 45:18.310
Oh, by the way…

45:22.270 --> 45:23.520
You're having a daughter!

45:24.390 --> 45:26.390
What? How? Is she mine?

45:27.680 --> 45:29.890
-What?
-I'm asking if she's mine!

45:29.970 --> 45:31.350
Oh, fuck you!

45:31.890 --> 45:32.890
Leyla!

45:33.430 --> 45:34.270
Leyla.

45:34.930 --> 45:35.810
Leyla!

45:42.720 --> 45:45.350
Honey, how come I'm still so stupid?

45:45.430 --> 45:46.470
Oh, Leyloş.

45:49.020 --> 45:51.770
How am I going to raise this kid
all by myself?

45:54.770 --> 45:56.390
You know what we're going to do?

45:57.430 --> 46:00.060
Buy some desserts
and go to Sevgi's. All right?

46:00.140 --> 46:01.350
-All right.
-Come on.

46:02.810 --> 46:04.140
He's such a moron.

46:06.430 --> 46:07.810
The biggest moron there is.

46:26.220 --> 46:27.060
Here, honey.

46:35.520 --> 46:36.970
Honey, what happened?

46:37.060 --> 46:38.810
Sweetcakes, are you okay?

46:41.140 --> 46:42.640
Fiko left me.

46:44.470 --> 46:45.470
He left you?

46:46.270 --> 46:47.310
What?

46:48.600 --> 46:49.680
What do you mean?

47:05.100 --> 47:08.310
Oh, honey! Orange is my favorite color.
It really suits you.

47:08.390 --> 47:11.220
You just needed some color.
It looks so good on you.

47:11.310 --> 47:13.640
I look like a clown.
Even more so than before.

47:14.140 --> 47:17.640
Honey, Fiko technically didn't leave you.

47:18.180 --> 47:19.680
He just gave you some space.

47:20.180 --> 47:21.020
No, girl.

47:21.600 --> 47:24.220
He got mad and took off. Obviously.

47:25.390 --> 47:28.470
Maybe we rushed into marriage, right?

47:28.560 --> 47:31.180
Maybe what I loved
was the idea of getting married.

47:32.100 --> 47:34.770
I'd never been married
or proposed to before.

47:34.850 --> 47:38.890
So maybe when Fiko asked me,
I just went nuts. Could be, right?

47:38.970 --> 47:41.720
Sweetcakes, I mean,

47:42.810 --> 47:45.350
a little time apart
could do you good, right?

47:45.430 --> 47:49.270
No, Ada. Come on. A little time apart?
You think being single is easy, girl?

47:49.970 --> 47:53.140
For better or worse,
you have a boy who loves you in your home.

47:53.220 --> 47:54.180
Exactly!

47:55.060 --> 47:56.430
Fiko's a boy, not a man!

47:56.520 --> 47:59.270
I have to think about everything,
tell him what to do.

47:59.350 --> 48:01.970
God forbid if he ever
thinks of anything by himself.

48:02.060 --> 48:05.140
Wow, girl. You're really mad at him.

48:05.220 --> 48:08.720
The guy sold his car
just so you'd be comfortable.

48:08.810 --> 48:10.430
He works on two boats a day.

48:10.520 --> 48:12.640
What more do you want from him?

48:12.720 --> 48:15.180
Leyloş, please get off her case.

48:15.270 --> 48:19.140
Maybe she's right.
Maybe they did rush into marriage.

48:19.220 --> 48:20.930
Let her breathe for a while.

48:21.020 --> 48:23.770
But she wanted a husband.
She wanted a family.

48:23.850 --> 48:27.180
I'm sorry, but she's not interested
in casual stuff like you, Ada.

48:27.270 --> 48:28.680
So that's what I want, huh?

48:28.770 --> 48:29.770
You said yourself

48:29.850 --> 48:33.220
you guys were keeping it casual
and that it wasn't serious.

48:33.310 --> 48:35.310
You actually believed her?

48:35.390 --> 48:37.520
She totally wants to start a family too.

48:37.600 --> 48:40.310
This isn't about me, though.
This is about Fiko.

48:40.390 --> 48:42.060
You have such a short fuse!

48:50.100 --> 48:51.970
-Hey, girls.
-Yeah?

48:52.470 --> 48:55.020
Remember the first day we got here?

48:55.100 --> 48:56.100
Aw, sure.

48:57.600 --> 48:59.640
All I wanted was bigger boobs.

49:01.640 --> 49:03.180
Now I'm bigger all around.

49:06.060 --> 49:08.430
Gotta be careful what you wish for!

49:12.930 --> 49:14.640
And I wanted to have sex.

49:17.890 --> 49:19.930
I wanted someone in my life.

49:20.520 --> 49:22.720
But now I reject all his advances.

49:23.930 --> 49:25.220
I was married to Selim.

49:25.310 --> 49:27.020
I wanted to move to Brussels.

49:28.060 --> 49:29.180
And now I'm here.

49:30.060 --> 49:31.390
And I'm with Toprak.

49:34.220 --> 49:36.350
But it doesn't feel like it.

49:37.930 --> 49:39.680
-You know what, girls?
-What?

49:39.770 --> 49:41.720
How about we hit the road again?

49:41.810 --> 49:43.810
Wouldn't a road trip be good for us?

49:44.350 --> 49:46.310
No, we're not hitting the road again.

49:47.140 --> 49:49.220
We're not letting anything go either.

49:50.810 --> 49:54.060
We're here to stay.
We're standing our ground this time.

49:54.140 --> 49:55.100
Together.

49:55.600 --> 49:56.430
All right?

49:59.100 --> 50:01.930
-What is it?
-Oh, she's faking it. Don't mind her.

50:05.600 --> 50:06.640
She's not faking it.

50:06.720 --> 50:08.430
-It's too early!
-Her water broke.

50:09.600 --> 50:11.310
-All right.
-Why is this happening?

50:11.390 --> 50:13.100
Just calm down. It's okay.

50:13.180 --> 50:14.720
You get her stuff, okay?

50:14.810 --> 50:17.600
I'll get the car.
Ditch the wig. We'll go to the hospital.

50:17.680 --> 50:21.220
Our very first experience,
our very first test on Earth,

50:21.310 --> 50:23.810
is our journey out of our mother's womb.

50:25.100 --> 50:27.770
Yes, the journey
towards the unknown scares us.

50:28.270 --> 50:31.100
But birth isn't actually
a journey towards the unknown.

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Because the bond
between the baby and the mother

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is established much earlier.

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And no matter what happens,
it can never be broken.

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Remembering that alone

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can give us the courage
to take a step towards the unknown.

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Subtitle translation by:
Oktar Bumin Aykutlu